Chapter 41

Siddharth opened his eyes when the bright sunlight fondled his eyelids, he saw Roshini staring him intently with a smile on her face. She grinned when she noticed that he is awake.

"Good morning," she said and he smiled sweetly to wake up in this most beautiful morning with Roshini beside him.

"Morning," he replied rubbing his eyes.

"Did you slept well," she asked caressing his hair.

"Yeah, what is the time now?"

"8 am"

"Just 8 am? It's too early now to wake up let's sleep for some more time," he pulled abruptly and Roshini fell on his chest.

"You sleep, I have to take bath," Roshini whined and wriggled her body.

"Shu, just be quiet," he mumbled and his hand slowly reached the hem of her shirt and slides his finger into it, this sensation gave goosebumps to Roshini.

She stopped him by gripping his hand. "Sid..." she faltered when his hand treacherously went further in, caressing her soft skin, her curves Siddharth gently pushed her to lay flat and he came on top of her. Roshini gazing at his eyes understood that it was filled in an uncontrollable desire.

"We shouldn't be doing this," Roshini muttered, but she didn't object his doings. Just giving a warning whether he might regret this later.

"I know," telling that Siddharth kissed her lips gently and trailed kisses on neck and collarbone. He starts to remove her shirt button. She strangely wanted this to continue so she turned her gaze to the other side and avoided meeting his eyes since she is too embarrassed to face him.

When he successfully getting rid of their shirts, he started nibbling her exposed parts, "You smell like my favorite perfume," he said and went further down. He nibbled her waist and she moaned biting her lower lip.

He removed his shirt and again leaned in kissing her, "I need you so much," he said in between the kisses. Then suddenly he loosened her pajama tie and pulled her pants down.

That moment Roshini realized this is not the right time, and she doesn't want to get pregnant before marriage so she pushed him telling "No" and swiftly sat up.

"Why? I can't wait anymore!" he said.

"I don't want to get pregnant now," she told her reason and he calmed hearing that. Siddharth realized what he was doing and what will happen after that.

"Just doing it for a single time won't get you pregnant," he intimidatingly said before throwing himself on her. Roshini didn't expect this and was stunned like seeing a ghost.

He started to kiss her senselessly so that she forgets her entire world, her boundaries and wanted to do mad things along with him right now.

He pulled his pants down and hers too in a hurry. Kissing her madly he deliberately pressed his lower body on hers making her aware that he is already turned on and he can't leave her now. "Do you know how long I wished this to do with you," he groaned feeling this uncontrollable craving.

She left out a small scream when he abruptly thrust her.

Her eyes welled in tears but she felt a kind of gratification at that moment that she lost her virginity to the only guy she loved in her entire existence. Siddharth calmed her by placing gentle kisses on her lips.

Soon the pain vanished and the pleasure ignited the fire in them, she started enjoying this and soon her yelps turned into moans, she moaned until her throat went dry. When they both reached their orgasm, she felt something hot spilled her insides.

She thought he will leave her after this but again started it like from the start.

"We should marry soon," Siddharth said when he was standing under the shower and Roshini nodded her head standing beside him.

"You have changed a lot, or am I feeling new to see this side of you?" Roshini questioned grinning.

He chuckled. "You don't know what I feel inside whenever I see you," he said and wiped the water on his hair.

"Really? When you feel like this for the first time?" she asked curiously.

Thinking for a moment, "DO remember when we played hide and seek. You and I stuck in that closet that time I felt it for the first time," he replied.

Roshini astounded to hear that. "You are really unbelievable," she said and went out of the shower. Covering herself in a towel, she headed out to change her dress.

That time she got a call from, her mom. She felt little scared to attend it but eventually did since she has to face it after all.

"Mom?"

"Have you eaten breakfast?" she asked.

"Yeah, I am going to take bath so I will call you later mom," telling a lie she hangs up the call.

When Siddharth came out he asked who it is and she told that is her mom. Then after getting dressed Siddharth prepared coffee for both of them since Roshini felt so tired and sleepy.

Siddharth handed the cup and sat beside her on the couch. "I told the driver to buy food," he informed.

"Did I hurt you?' he asked seeing her face.

"No," she gave an assuring smile.

"Come here," Siddharth pulled her close and Roshini placed her head on his lap.

"I love you Roshini, more than how you imagined I could do."

She smiled and sat up to face him. "I am so lucky I think," she said and her eyes welled in tears. That moment she realized how many times she asked God to give him to her, her yearning finally granted, no one in the world even Roshini can't explain how much she is happy and fulfilled to be with him.

"Shall we go somewhere in the afternoon, it is so boring to stay in the house," Roshini suggested.

"Hmm okay, where do you want to go?" he asked.

"Movie? Let's go for a movie," she said and Siddharth agreed.

He booked tickets online and having their food, Roshini took some rest and Siddharth worked in that gap. In the afternoon, they got ready for their date.

Siddharth still doesn't know the routes properly here so he asked his driver to accompany him and he said the need of a maid and asked him to appoint someone soon.

They went for a recently released horror film, Roshini was hell scared and throughout the movie, she watched gripping Siddharth's arm. He found it very cute and enjoyed looking at this side of her.

After the movie, they went to a restaurant to have dinner.

Roshini somewhat forgot that strange lonely feeling she had in the morning and laughed for his jokes. When they were talking about his family.

"Do you like your mom more or dad?" Roshini asked, hoping that he will say that likes both of them equally.

"To honestly say I like my dad more than my mom," he replied.

"Why?"

"I don't know but I feel like my dad more as a friend than a father, he can clearly understand what I am thinking, so I will tell whatever bothering me and he also tells everything that happens in his work life and all. From childhood, I was so attached to him."

"Oh," she agreed.

"But I love my mom more than my dad in many situations because she is so much in love with me and my siblings. I am really lucky to have them as my parents," he said sipping the cool drink.

"Did Shiva and Lakshmi know about our relationship?" she asked.

"Yes, they wanted to talk with you, they said. I don't know at any time you may get a call from my mom or my sister," he grinned.

"Hmm okay, I too wanted to talk with them," she replied.

"What.... Is his name, yeah Arjun your Aunt's son, I heard he is married," he asked.

"Yeah recently, first my family was so interested in arranging a marriage but thankfully he opened his love to his parents."

"I know about Varun he is still in Delhi right,"

"Yeah, Nidhi was eight months pregnant," she said.

"Oh, that's great,"

"Then Roshini?"

"Umm?"

"Let's talk with your parents about marriage after five months, let's enjoy like this for some time," he asked in a hesitation since he thought Roshini won't agree for this.

"Okay," she agreed.

"But if my parents again start to compel me for another proposal I will say about our love," she warned.

"I won't allow that much to happen,"

Then they left the place paying the bills while driving back to the house Siddharth stopped the driver in the middle and went to buy something. In a confusion Roshini looked at him like what he is doing...

He came back and grinned mischievously, "We won't be sleeping tonight," he whispered in her ears and Roshini blushed.

"You dirty guy," she said in an undertone and beamed imagining what he will be going to do tonight.