Chapter 221

Zara's POV

"Why did you save me?" My eyes snapped to him when he asked, "I wanted to die. When I watched that video and I found out that I was the monster that came at night and snatched the good life that you and your father had and that Clair was attacked because of me, I thought the only thing that could atone for my sin was death. Life for life, I took your father's life, even though I didn't end it, I killed him slowly. I promised myself that after I save you, and kill my uncle, I will take my life but I thought that there was no need because I was dying, I had no idea, you would want to save me. Why did you save me, after everything I did to you, I ruined your life, I took your innocence and hurt you every day, I left you to die, and gave you a child to care for and your family, I ruined them, it was all my fault..." His tears drop, I have never seen Keith broken like this, that high and mighty man who never apologizes to anyone, who never admits his mistake is doing that with all sincerity. "I want you to hate me, hit me, despite me, because that is all I deserve, I don't deserve your forgiveness, I couldn't face you for days because I couldn't bring myself to look you in the eyes for all the things I did to you."

"How could I despise the man that the goddess fated to me, the father of my pup, the one man that I couldn't stop loving even when he hurt me? I loved you right from the moment I set my eyes on you when you walked into my boarding school that day and asked my principal about me, I thought you were there to tell me, that you liked me, and that I was your mate, that was the only thing, I knew about Werewolf but it turns out the opposite and I hated you but, when I found out that you were my fated mate, the hatred I had for you disappeared almost immediately and replace with love but you managed to crush me. I still wanted to stay hoping you would start loving me and claim me but Serena came along and I lost every hope, I saw how her hand ran on your shoulders and you enjoyed..."

He interrupted me, "I didn't enjoy it, I never did, it was just you, the only female that could give me a hard, the only female, I want to bury myself inside..." My lips drop, "I am starving Zara, I haven't been with any female for years apart from when I kissed you at the library, I wanted to have you. Hoping you will let me suck your tits and let me press your ass and spank them as well, but I know I might be asking for too much. I wouldn't mind if you let me kiss you for once before you throw me out."

"Throw you out why would I?" I asked, trying to suppress my emotions and the arousal scent reeking from my body.

"It's because I wasn't good enough for you because I am an asshole, a punk, a monster that doesn't deserve anything good, please Zara forgive me, if I can't keep those dirty thoughts I had for you even when I know I am not supposed to because you are mad at me, Zara please, even if you don't forgive me like all of them do, you could punish me for all my wrong..."

"Punish you?" I asked having that smug smile on my face, thinking of the kind of punishment to give him, he nodded. "any punishment will be fine with you?" I asked, knowing the naughty things Purity that is now my spirit wolf is flashing at my head.

"Anyone, I could be your sex slave," my eyes bulge wanting to laugh at his words, is that even a punishment, this naughty alpha, wanting to ravish my body hiding under the comfort of punishment?

"If I asked you to be one will you," I grin wickedly at him, as he shrugged his shoulder.

"As long as my hand doesn't get tied to the bed or restricted with handcuffs. My mouth doesn't get tape and my little guy doesn't get castrated, I could be one. Anything for you, my queen," my face flushed when he said that last part, my lips trembling not knowing how to answer that, "I could be the best gigolo to you, if only you want." His eyes never left my face this time and his breath was coming in ragged. "Will you,"

"Why do you think I will?"

"A man could only dream," he said not leaving my gaze.

"What if I don't agree?" I asked.

"I will keep coming back till you forgive me." My eyebrows furrow, what has forgiveness got to do with this, "I know you could only reject me because you still..." I didn't know how I lifted myself from the bed, and I lurched myself from the bed and jumped at him, my lips smashed against him, and his eyes bulged.

"Claimed me, I have given Harris to Clair and the goddess expected that I have a mate, and I don't know if the power in me will not consume me if I don't..."

"Shh..." His lips move against my lips, sucking my lower lips before he moves alternatively, "You don't know how badly, I want my mark imprinted on your neck, how many times I want to take you down and strip your clothes, but I didn't want it to be like those times, I wanted to force myself on you or the first time I did." He said pulling me from the floor, my leg snaked around his waist while he cupped my small round ass to stable me on his waist. "Let me Zara, let me be the only man you are comfortable standing nude in front of because you love me not because you are afraid of me. I like it when you are naughty when you defile me, when you stand up to me, when you look in my eyes and remind me how stupid I have become. I want us to be equal, I don't want to be Keith you knew but the new one, you just met."

"How do I tell that you are just bluffing and not tricking me again?"

"I am not Zara, I wanted you right from the beginning, I always did, the only thing that stop me from claiming you was the fear that my father will felt insulted but at the point of your supposed demise, I was fucking losing it and I asked that the goddess gave me a second chance with you, that if she spares your life, I will treat you different and with love. Yes Zara, I love you and I was still going to claim you even if your dad was the real culprit..." Tears pooled in my eyes, wishing that he said all these before. I parted my lips to say something but his voice came up.

"I, Keith Jayson, alpha of the Silver Moon Pack, accepted Zara Hansom as my mate, the future Luna of the Silver Moon Pack. On this day, I vow to the goddess, to love, cherish her and honor her till my last breath...."

I know he still had a lot to say, but I smashed my lips on his and peppered his face with kisses before I spoke between our lips, "I, Zara Hansom, of Silver Moon Pack, accept you, Alpha Keith Jayson of the silver moon Pack as my mate, my alpha and I promise to love the beast in you..."