Chapter 11 Forget the kiss…

Chapter 11 Forget the kiss…
Vivian
I was lucky enough to get a car as soon as I got outside. The car was dropping someone off and about leaving when I got there. I hopped in and gave my address. I tried not to think at all till I was in front of my house. 
I slowly made my way in but was met with Brad who was in the living room, working on his laptop. He looked at me funny when he saw me and that just got on my nerves.
“What are you staring at?” I slammed at him while he threw his hands up in a surrender.
“I mean no harm here, I’m just wondering what would happen now that you’re the one who broke your own rules. Remember you gave us a time when we have to be back home in the night. Guess who is three hours late now.” He let out.
He really meant no harm but I was too angry and needed to vent. I had to transfer the aggression somewhere and since he came at me first, why not him?”
“Will you please stop talking already? I already have a messed up evening, I don’t need your lectures please! Mind your business but I guess you didn’t pick that from the rules!” I yelled and then stormed off while he watched as I walked away.
He didn’t say another word and good for him because there was plenty where that came from. 
I slammed the door hard behind me and then went straight into the bathroom. I turned on the shower and stayed there for so long till my legs started to ache. That was when I finally went back to the room. I threw in the first nightgown I saw and then got on the bed. 
I stayed there to so long, trying not to think about what happened tonight but I couldn’t. My mind kept spiraling back to the kiss and my goodness, it was a good one. Despite our masks getting in the way, we still had a good run. I mean, I could just tell he was a good at it. 
The way his hands moved too, it was so impressive and I can’t even believe I’m this carried away over a kiss. But the truth is I haven’t felt this way in a long while, not even with my ex boyfriend. 
I mean, I always enjoy making out with him but this was different. It feels like I haven’t been kissed before and I was just experiencing it for the first time. 
“You have to forget all about it though and get yourself together. Remember you have plans now and you can’t afford distractions. Besides, you’re not going to have it again. There’s no way you two are ever going to meet. You don’t know him and even if he saw your face, he knows nothing about you. Not even your name, so forget about the kiss. The earlier you do that, the better for you.” A voice rose in my head and I couldn’t agree more. 
I mean, what’s the point fantasizing over a kiss that lasted just a few seconds. It was just a fling and making it out to be more than that, is just being silly. 
I didn’t see the guy’s face, he saw mine but doesn’t know anything about me. And besides, it’s obvious he’s a playboy. He probably went on to the next girl after I left. He probably doesn’t even remember me anymore so why exactly am I here, getting my mind messed up? 
That’s exactly what I did in my last relationship and see where it got me. 
I really have to get a grip on myself, and I have to do it fast. 
My mind went to Ally then and I thought to call her but I didn’t. I’m sure she is having so much fun with Justin and I don’t want to disturb them. If I should call her to tell her I already left, she would be worried and want to come over even if I assure her I’m okay. 
I don’t want that for her. She doesn’t deserve to have her night ruined just because I couldn’t control myself.
“I’ll talk to her in the morning,” I said to myself as I shut my eyes, ready to sleep.
Thirty minutes later, I was still wide awake and just tossing around on the bed. I sat up and decided to get some snack. 
I thought Brad would still be in the living room so I already tightened my face, ready to shun him if he tries to talk to me. 
Well, good for him, he wasn’t there so I went into the kitchen. I got some pizza and ice cream and went to the living room.
My favorite show airs every evening bug I missed it because of the party, so now o have to settle for a reshow. 
I enjoyed my pizza and ate the full bowl of ice cream. My belly was so full and I could barely even stand up when I was done. I sat there and decided to rest a bit before I go back into the room. 
Well I slept off, and the next time I woke up, it was already dawn. I put off the tv, packed the pizza box and ice cream bowl. 
I finally went back into the room and I couldn’t get back to sleep again. If it wasn’t my room, I’d say it was the room stealing my sleep. 
I grabbed my phone and just started scrolling through. There wasn’t a call or text yet from Ally so I knew they were still at the party. 
“Thank goodness, I left then.” I muttered under my breath.
I can’t imagine being at the party by this time. I don’t care how much fun is being passed around, I would be tired and bored out of my mind. 
I would have even left, there’s no way I’m stay this late…