CHAPTER 31
I have to admit, when it comes to Reeves, I don’t own my body; he gives the command and my body obeys. That’s treason because I spent a lot of time, I’m talking years, mastering self-control and whatnot, and then all it takes for him to crumble my resolve is one word.
I lay naked under the sheets, recalling the night before, and how Reeves had made me feel while working his tongue on my clit, eating me out religiously, then how he fucked me gently, and then roughly, while our moans filled the room. Stop it.
I looked down at his hands wrapped around my waist, sighing silently as I didn’t want to wake him up. I was down from last night’s high, we were back to reality now, and that reality was that Reeves had a girlfriend, and even though I had tried so hard to forget that little fact and stay cuddled in his warm embrace, I couldn’t; I had to leave.
I held my breath as I slowly peeled Reeves’ arm from my body and made a way to get up from the bed, but before I could get up from the bed, I was pulled back violently, back to the spot I tried to flee from. He was awake then.
“Let go, I have to go,” I let out. I had already done something I shouldn’t have done, and though I liked it and wouldn’t mind doing it again, I had to leave for my sanity.
“You don’t have to, it’s not like you have work to attend to, just stay with me,” Reeves's deep morning voice vibrated through my spine given that his jaw sat comfortably on my head in the new embrace.
“I can’t, and you know why. We were not supposed to do this in the first place. Let’s just go back to living our lives and forget—” I started.
“I can’t do that and you know why. I was not joking about the things I told you last night,” Reeves turned me so I was facing him in all his morning glory. He clearly turned me this way to distract me, and even though I liked the view, I couldn’t be swayed, so I took off his hands from my body, successfully escaping the bed and forgetting that I was naked.
“I’m not joking about the things I told you last night too. I can’t do this, not when I am the way I am and you have Daisy. I don’t know what world you’re living in that you think you can date someone like me and be happy. Look, the sex was nice and all, but I can’t do this,” I threw my hands as I spoke. Reeves didn’t respond. He had his mind somewhere else, or rather, on something else—my breasts.
“We’re you even listening to me?” I threw a pillow at him. He broke into a very sexy smile, the most amazing smile I had ever seen in all my life. That wasn’t fake.
“I’m sorry, you don’t think that I’d be listening to you talk with your perfect breasts on display?” Reeves got up from the bed, approaching me slowly. I was being very serious and he was making breast jokes? He must’ve seen the disapproval from my face because he wiped the smile he had on his face and held my shoulders, looking straight into my eyes.
“First of all, there is no Daisy; we realized that it wasn’t working and went our separate ways, and I’m not trying to say you were my second choice, I had realized my feelings for you and told her I couldn’t keep deceiving myself. Secondly and most importantly, I want to be with you and only you, I don’t care about what you do and don’t do like I said last night, I have a lot of money, and you can do whatever you want to with it, for as long as you’d like, in exchange, be with me, stay with me. As for my happiness that you’re bothered about, you make me happy, and there’s a way you can make me happier, just say right now that you will stay with me,” I was speechless by the end of Reeves’ speech. Who knew the cold CEO had a heart? The sincerity in his voice, I had heard it countless times from the different men who wanted me to stay with them, some even get married to them, but why was I willing to believe Reeves out of the different men? What made him so special? Maybe it was how he told me to spend his money however I liked?
“You don’t even know me,” I attempted to make him rethink his decision.
“I want to, I want to know everything about you, that’s why I’m doing this,” Reeves raised my face to his. Well, I tried my best to save the man, he was making it hard, and now my greed was getting the best of me.
“I don’t want to regret this decision hotshot, and I’m only saying yes to this because you have a good dick, and it keeps poking me,” I rolled my eyes with an easy smile on my face.
“How about I show you again just how good this dick is?” Reeves smirked, and before I could accept or reject, Reeves had his lips on mine, kissing slowly and sweetly, causing my nipples to go hard. The contact was filled with emotion, such that couldn’t place or wrap my fingers around, but I could tell that it was there, I could well feel it. The burst of emotions made my heartbeat go wild, as it pounded profusely against my chest, making me feel hot all over, even though I stood naked before the man. I had felt the bed cushioning my back before I realized that Reeves had been pushing me towards the bed. Emotions that came from the need of the both of us wanting to be in each other’s embrace seeming too much for me to handle, I liked it though, too much than needed, and if It wasn’t obvious from the way I was moaning as my life depended on that moment, then it must’ve been obvious from the way I tugged shamelessly at Reeves's hair.