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ARIANA
I tried to fight it. That feeling that settled in my stomach. Enzo didn't move. He didn't make any moves on me. His face was against the sensitive skin of my neck. He was not doing anything. Yet I was so turned on. Maybe, it was because of all the frustrations. I hadn't had a release in the five weeks I had spent after birthing the baby.
“Tell me! What do you want me to do for you? What do you want?” Enzo whispered in my ear. He was gently rubbing the button of his nose against the sensitive skin of my neck. I was barely breathing with all the attention I was suddenly getting from him. The realization hit me hard in my gut. The soft moans that were coming out of my mouth soon turned into whimpers and my eyes started raining almost instantly.
One of the droplets fell on Enzo's face. That's when he pulled away from me instantly. “Hey, Ariana! Why are you crying? Did I do something wrong? I was just trying to… please, don't cry.” Enzo tried to calm me down. He wiped my tears with his sleeve
“First, I was nothing but a cow to your daughter. Now I am what, your slut? What do you think of me? Is this all I am to you?” I was screaming at him angrily. Although my body wanted his touch, I couldn't help but feel like he was just thinking of me as someone he could sleep with. Like a slave or something.
Enzo sighed. It felt like my tantrums were pissing him off. While a part of me wanted me to let him do whatever he wanted to do to me. There was this other part that was constantly fighting with him, with me. There was this fear as well. Fear that he would just be fed up with everything and would want to leave me. That fear made me cry harder.
Enzo laid down on the bed. He grabbed my hands and pulled me on top of his body. As soon as he embraced me, as soon as his warmth spread across my body that was going cold, my inner wars and the noises in my head, all stopped at once. Everything went quiet. Even my heart was suddenly at peace and my mind was no longer throbbing and buzzing with too many thoughts.