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ERSA'S POV:-
A few days passed just like that. I tried to avoid him as much as I could. But it was of no use. Every time we walked past each other, I felt my insides burning up for his touch, for his attention. While he was helping me with Raymond, I focused on creating a better plan to bring Aurora back home. "We can think about a thousand plans. The one threat stands firm. Our attack can be a threat for the life of your baby, Alpha." Beta Henry spoke in a low tone.
I sighed angrily as I sat down on my chair. I knew he was right. Anything can be a threat for my baby. "Did you send a messenger to the Eclipsed Moon pack?" I asked Gamma Carl after a few minutes.
Walter told me to call for him whenever I needed his help. I knew he would come if I called him. I would have asked Alpha Renard's assistance but since both Camella and his Beta knew him inside out, it was more of a liability if we planned something with his mind. While Walter was one man no one really poked due to his unimaginable powers.
"Yes, Alpha! The messenger just came back with an answer. Alpha Walter will be here today to help us with this situation. He specifically asked the messenger to tell you not to worry." Gamma Carl replied in a low tone and I sighed in relief. Just the news from Walter helped me calm down.
"Don't worry too much Alpha. You endured hellfire for two decades for our sake. The people of this pack are with you in your hard time. No matter what happens, we will get your daughter back home safely." Beta Henry placed his hand on my shoulder and whispered. The face that those people acknowledged my sacrifices and were standing with me, meant the world to me.
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The meeting was over after an hour. Walter hadn't gotten to my pack. I had sent a messenger to the mage kingdom. I wanted to know where Gloria went. I needed her by my side and she decided to disappear at such an amazing time. But my mother only heard about Gloria's disappearance from me. She was shocked that Gloria would disappear like that again.
I stepped into my bedroom and found my baby lying on the bed all alone. Frowning in confusion, I walked towards the bed. As I laid down beside my baby, she quickly snuggled up with me, grabbing my chest. "Why are you lying all alone in this room? Where did your father go?" I asked as I began stripping to feed my baby.
Just as I was about to unbutton my blouse, I heard Alpha Renard clearing his throat. I looked at him and found him smirking at me. I growled in annoyance because he was being careless. "He is not alone, Alpha Ersa. I went to warm up his milk because he didn't want it to be normal." Alpha Renard whispered as he laid down in front of me.
Our baby was lying between us. He held the bottle up with his mouth and tasted my milk. Gulping hard, I turned my face away. "Here you go, buddy. Not too warm but not at room temperature." I heard Alpha Renard talking to our baby. The fact that he tasted my milk, made my body heat up again.
Alpha Renard brushed his fingers on my cheek and I turned my face to look at him. "Do you not want me here, lying beside you?" Alpha Renard asked me in a low tone and my heart skipped a beat.
I grabbed his hand and shook my head. "No! It's not that." I replied in a low tone.
"Then why did you turn your face away?" Alpha Renard asked me in a low tone and I clutched onto my blouse. He extended his arm until his arm was underneath my head.
"Why would you taste my milk like that? It wasn't for you." I tried to sound angry but my hormones were too wild at that point for me to control.
Alpha Renard snuggled up with me, his face was merely an inch away from mine. "I didn't want to waste it on my arm. And I had to check the temperature." Alpha Renard replied casually. As if it was something usual. I closed my eyes and buried my face in the crock of his neck.
I was breathing heavily and my heart was racing inside my rib cage. I could feel my insides heating up. And my panties were getting wet. Alpha Renard must have sensed the scent of my arousal. Because I heard him growl. And it was neither an angry growl, nor an annoyed growl. I could sense a hint of lust in that growl.
"Do you want something from me, little Vixen?" Alpha Renard asked me and as he called me with that nickname again, an unsatisfied moan escaped my lips almost immediately. Licking my lips, I snuggled up with him and nodded my head slowly. I couldn't take it anymore. The urge to feel his hands on me was too strong for me to keep fighting.
"Not like that, little Vixen. I want you to use your words. Tell me what you want?" Alpha Renard whispered in my ear, gently rubbing the tip of his nose with my cheek.
"I want to feel your touch. Please, touch me." I whimpered softly, not wanting to wait anymore.
"Where do you want me to touch you, little Vixen? Do you want me to touch you here?" Alpha Renard asked me seductively. He placed his hand on my chest and gently massaged my boobs. As he pinched my nipples, I gasped loudly.
"Or do you want me to touch you here?" Alpha Renard asked me again as his hand slipped downward. He slipped his hand in my blouse, gently rubbing my belly, and playing with my belly button.
I covered my mouth so I could muffle my moans. His touches were something I wanted so badly. "Or do you want me to go further down and touch you in the right spot?" Alpha Renard asked me another question as he pulled his hand out of my blouse and placed it between my thighs. I gasped loudly and delicious sparks erupted all over my body. It felt like I would climax just with those touches.
"I want you to touch me down there." I whispered softly as I opened my legs for him. He growled again as he slipped his hand inside my pants. His middle finger slid between my pussy lips and I arched my back in pleasure.
It felt like I was in heaven as I felt his touches again. "Hmmm! You are dripping wet, little Vixen. Have you been thinking about me all day?" Alpha Renard asked me in a seductive tone. I opened my mouth to answer him but he pushed his two fingers inside my pussy, making me moan loudly in pleasure. Alpha Renard hovered over me, so our baby wouldn't be crushed between us.
I started moving my hips as he didn't move his fingers. He chuckled softly and started thrusting his fingers in and out of me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer.
I heard a soft whimper of my baby. I looked at Alpha Renard as tears started welling up at the corner of my eyes. "What is it, little Vixen? You don't want me to touch you?" He asked me in a low tone. I pulled away from him. He quickly pulled his hand out of my pants.
I sat up on the bed, covering my face with both of my hands, I started sobbing quietly. Alpha Renard wrapped his arms around me and hugged me tightly. "Did you hate my touches?" He asked me and I immediately shook my head.
I was actually enjoying his touches. Until I remembered my daughter and I felt terrible. "I am a terrible mother. I am enjoying my life here while my daughter's life is in danger. I don't even know where she is." I whimpered softly, and couldn't stop crying at all.
"Hey! Don't cry like that. Don't say stupid things." Alpha Renard whispered softly as he started stroking my hair gently.
"I am so selfish. Here I am, trying to get laid. While my daughter is in trouble." I cried, hating myself for even trying to get him to touch me.
"That's not true at all, Ersa. My father used to say, a mother's heart knows whenever her child is in trouble. You are not a terrible mother. You are the bravest mother I have ever seen in my life. Just stop thinking crappy things about yourself." Alpha Renard whispered softly in my ear. Hearing his words, I couldn't help but calm down. Wrapping my arms around him, I buried my face in his chest. His warmth was very soothing.