Chapter 61
Chapter 61
Aaliyah's Pov
"I think, we're not for each other" I just told him. I can't even look at his face.
"Why? Is it because of Vince? You want me to talk to him?"
"Let's stop this, I don't want to be selfish! You probably know what I mean. We might hurt him,! I mean I know you will be hurt more but now it's different. Everything has happened. if he wasn't there, I'm not here either. I'm not in front of you now. Cant you see? we have Lian because of him! Lian is alive because of him! We were engaged before I knew it all! Do you understand what I mean???! We can't! let's not push anymore! Let us go each other, even for Lian Daniel please?! If you really love me then cooperate with me! please don't torture me anymore please! Even now, make it easy for me. I'm doing it hard right now, you know??! If only you knew that I want to hurt myself right now because of what I'm doing and saying! If you only knew how angry I am with myself because of my decision! It's hard! I love you Daniel! I love you and I want to be with you for the rest of our lives but it seems like we're not meant for each other! I do love you. God knows how much I want to be with you forever, but I can't! I'm sorry Daniel." I started crying. He took my eyes off of him and bowed.
I couldn't handle my emotions. My tears dripping on my face. After a while, I felt his grip on my wrist loosen. .
"Then lets break up. So that it's become easy for you. So that it won't be difficult." I looked at him. I looked directly into his eyes. I look for the joke on his face but there is none. The strength of my chest beat.
"Its fine. Just be okay. And don't cry. I don't want you to cry, Just take care of yourself and let me visit Lian. I'll be fine. Goodbye." He said and kissed my forehead then he turned and left the room.
Shit. What did I do wrong in my past life, why is fate hurting me like this?!
FUCK!!.. T___T
I can't speak, it hurts more than seeing him with another woman. It hurts so much. it hurts to hear all that came from him. I was looking at him as he was leaving my room, I wanted to chase him and hug him and never let him go but I felt like I was nailed to where I was.
I fell to the floor on my own while holding my chest. All I did was cry until I saw that the door was closed and he completely disappeared from my sight, I cried even more. I'm just crying. It really hurts. This is what I want right?? but the mother is sick!! do I really have no right to be happy anymore???
FUCK THIS LIFE!
End of Flashback
"Ali, take a deep breath. You can do it. Don't cry okay?" Lyca while helping me calm down.
"Ali, you're gonna get ugly if you cry, go ahead." Jho teases me, he eases my tension, because they know I'm really nervous.
I just smiled at them to reassure them. After a while there was a beautiful barrier exposed in front of me. The design is very beautiful. It's like this is the entrance of princesses. Its themes are white and very elegant.
"It's beautiful--," he didn't finish what I was going to say because I looked and saw that Lyca and Jho were no longer by my side, but Vince's father was in front of me. He smiled and held out his hand to me. I hesitated at first but I reached out my hand to him and smiled.
A genuine one.
Then he hooked my hand on his arm.
"You are so beautiful Aaliyah" Vince's daddy whispered to me. I smiled and thanked him.
He smiled at me and looked ahead as if it was a sign that a beautiful barrier would open in front of us. I looked around, the place and venue were so beautiful. It was a beautiful day, and it was as if the beautiful waves of the sea, the birds around and the moderate sunlight, and the dancing coconut trees around with the gentle wind were in harmony.
LOOK!
A shrill bell-like bell rang once at the same time as a beautiful big white curtain slowly opened in front of us. I can't explain how I feel during this time. I feel so nervous.
"Don't be nervous.. It's okay" Vince's daddy whispered to me causing me to smile.
The barrier opened completely while the song A Thousand Years by Christina Perri was playing..
Now playing: A thousand years
🎵🎶Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer
I have died every day waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath, every hour has come to this
One step closer
I have died every day waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
One step closer
One step closer
I have died every day waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more🎵🎶
And there, I saw my loved ones one by one, their mother, grandmother, my sister, and some of my cousins, my friends, they were all complete, the family of Lyca, Jho and Nik and also also Vince's family.
My eyes also caught Daniel's mommy and daddy. They are also here while smiling at me. I looked at the front, they were Lyca, Nik, Jho and some of their friends who were with us before in Palawan. I also saw that baby Lian had her own seat in the front and what my daughter was wearing was very cute. They were all here happily watching me walk down the aisle with Vince's daddy.
When I looked in front, I saw Vince smiling while wearing a black wedding suit and a black tie that matched him. He just smiled at us while his daddy and I walked slowly.
My face has no emotion even though it looks like it's fun for everyone to see. The wedding theme was very elegant and I really liked all the decorations that could be seen all around while there was a nice background music around.
Even before that, I could hear them congratulating me.
I don't know but at this moment, Daniel is the only thing on my mind.
:'(
I started crying and I could feel my eyes watering, but suddenly I looked at Lyca who was signaling me not to cry.
But I just cried even more.
I think of Daniel at these times. If only I could run away, and go to him wherever he is now, I would.
But I'm here. In front of all of them and this is my chosen decision that's why I have to stand by it.
Wedding day...
Aaliyah's Pov
After a while Mr. Sy suddenly let go of me., Vince's daddy.
When we're halfway through. I was surprised but he just smiled at me and nodded at me. shock can be seen on my face when suddenly someone took my hand again,.
It's..
Mr. Sy??! Daniel's dad?!
It's in a white tuxedo unlike Vince's daddy who only wears a black tuxedo like Vince. I was just dumbfounded as he smiled at me while hooking my hand in his arm like Vince's daddy did earlier.
I'm confused.
After a while, the previous background music suddenly died and was replaced by a new one.
I suddenly looked around but they weren't even surprised by what was happening, they still had the same reaction, smiling at me even though I was confused.
Next I looked at my friends but they were just smiling at me. My mind is filled with wonder.
Now playing: Beautiful In White By: Westlife
Not sure if you know this
But when we first met
I got so nervous I couldn't speak
In that very moment
I found the one and
My life had found its missing piece
So as long as I live I love you
Will have and hold you
You look so beautiful in white
And from now until my very last breath
This day I'll cherish
You look so beautiful in white
Tonight
What we have is timeless
My love is endless
And with this ring I
Say to the world
You're my every reason
You're all that I believe in
With all my heart I mean every word
So as long as I live I love you
Will have and hold you
You look so beautiful in white
And from now until my very last breath
This day I'll cherish
You look so beautiful in white
Tonight
You look so beautiful in white, yeah yeah
That's it
So beautiful in white
Tonight
And if a daughter is what our future holds
I hope she has your eyes
Finds love like you and I did
Yeah, and if she falls in love, we'll let her go
I'll walk her down the aisle
She'll look so beautiful in white, yeah yeah
So beautiful in white
So as long as I live I love you
Will have and hold you
You look so beautiful in white
And from now until my very last breath
This day I'll cherish
You look so beautiful in white
Tonight
That's it
So beautiful in white
Tonight
To be continue