CHAPTER 45

Janaki's POV

I was so bored and don't have any idea why I was awake so early, to be particular, the time is 03:55 AM, and I couldn't go back to sleep. I turned around and felt a slight discomfort in my lower region.

God! I am not a virgin anymore!

My mind flashed me the images of how he teased me, how desperately I begged him and then his touches which I could still feel and sending goosebumps over my body just by thinking it, and his exquisite manhood and the way it awakened a little devil inside me. I am smiling at the ceiling thinking all the events of last night. And it's not my mistake that it made me wet down there. 

It's HIS fault.

His fault for being so sexy... 

 His fault for showering care and made me feel worshipped... 

 His fault for making me reach so high and to introduce me a new addiction... 

 His fault for making love to me where he could have just fucked me...

 His fault for keeping his promise of cherishing me and damn I feel cherished...

 Yes, it's all his fault for making me crave for him more and more and more!

I looked at him and found him in deep slumber. I softly stroked his cheek and pecked his cheek. He circled his arm around me and pulled me closer to him in sleep. I rested my head on his chest and listened to his heartbeat. My new found favourite song! My most favourite for all my future time! Yet my hormones are encouraging me to do so many sensual things. And his masculine smell is not helping me either. I found my palm slowly moving over his bare chest and torso automatically. Why do I feel so aroused in this early morning? I want to let him sleep but also want to wake him up to repeat the romantic events of last night.

Don't a woman feel shy towards her husband after her first night? Why I have to be totally opposite to the usual way? I licked my lips as the images of the temptingly sinful thing I found on google flashed before my eyes. I threw the comforter away from us and gulped on seeing his morning boner. I smiled devilishly as I had a plan to wake him up.

I sat up slowly and rubbed my palms together with a deep breath. My mind quickly sends references and tips and winked at me in encouragement for the new trial. I cupped his excitement over his pant and circled my hand around it. Wow! I literally felt his nerves pumping more blood with my mere touch, and instantly he was fully hard within my hand. I looked up at him and found him still in sleep.

I pulled his waistband down and touched his smooth yet hard member. I feel my wetness increasing on touching him. I softly stroked my hand up and down. His tip started shining with his pre-cum in a few seconds. 'Very good! So reactive!' I appreciated him in a low voice. I felt him stirring in his sleep. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath and lowered my head. I planted a kiss on the tip and ran my tongue over his slit, tasting his sour tasty pre-cum.

"Ah, Janu! What are you...ah.. doing?"

 He moaned out in a 'sleepy-sexy' voice.

I looked up at his darkened eyes but didn't reply. I lowered my mouth on his length without breaking eye contact. He let out a sexy moan which motivated me that I am doing the correct thing. I started bobbing my head up and down on his length. I felt his hand intertwined my hair gently, and he moved his hip once in a while. I moved my hand over his thighs and massaged his inner thighs. I followed my mind's instructions and used the free hand to stroke his length and played with his tip with my tongue. His moaning also increased as his grip on my hair tightened. But instead of pain, I felt more aroused. He was making different faces which were making me hotter.

Ha! Watching porn and reading those tips yesterday didn't go waste!

A famous Tamil saying 'Kalavum katru mara' (Learn even stealing, then forget it!) flashed in my mind making me smirk.

I remembered his teasing yesterday, so I decided to try to tease him. I took my mouth away from his length with a pop and looked at my sexy husband. He was breathing heavily, but his eyes were burning with desire which sent a warm sensation to my lower region. I licked his length with the tip of my tongue with a moan to let him know that I am enjoying this as much as he does. He groaned in frustration. I internally giggled for my success and continued it for a few minutes making his cock twitch every time I went near his tip.

"Janu..." He moaned out loud in frustration. Awee! He is so hot! I moved my hand that massaging his inner thighs and gently squeezed his tightened balls and sucked his tip at the same time. He threw his head back with a strangled moan.

Oh, my poor mama! I started stroking his length faster with my hand while sucking and nibbling his tip. He was moaning loudly. I felt his cock bulging in my hand after a few minutes. He arched his back and tried to pull my head away, but I had a firm grip on his thigh and took his release in my mouth. After a few shots, his body relaxed. I licked him clean.

God! He was making me get addicted to every new thing we are doing. Initially, I thought it would be repulsive to have oral sex but experiencing it was a whole different level of bliss. He was softly massaging my scalp while I did my service. I looked up at him after pressing a long kiss on his softened member. My mouth still tastes like him. He pulled me to a passionate kiss which I returned eagerly.

"There would be no better way for a man to wake up, you know. You have no idea how much I want you right now, darling. But... I don't want to hurt you. Your body needs rest. So..."

 He said while caressing my cheeks lovingly. I cut him off with a kiss and poured my desire for him into the kiss. I know that I am sore. But I want him. Right now!

We pulled away panting, but his eyes were sparkling mischievously. Uh-oh! This is not good. He scooped me up and carried me to the bathroom.

Wow! Is he be planning for shower sex! I would gladly give him whatever he wants. He made me stand under the shower. I looked at him with thirst. He leaned down and rubbed his nose with mine making me smile at his cuteness. I gasped when suddenly I felt ice-cold water falling on my head. But he moved away before the water reaches him and now he swiftly went outside the door.

What the hell just happened here?

"The cold shower would help you, my darling" He shouted from outside. 

The coolness of the water is actually igniting my fire more. I instantly walked towards the door, ignoring the irritation spreading from my quick movement. I opened the door in half drenched state and found him near the shelf, searching for some clothes for me. Good thing! He didn't notice me yet. I caught him off-guard and pulled him back to the bathroom. He jerked off my hand when we entered the bathroom, but I quickly crashed my lips on his to which he responded instantly. I slowly moved him under the shower while kissing and running my hands all over him. As soon as we hit the wall, I felt his excitement on my stomach. I pushed myself more onto him. My nightie was sticking to my body, and I was generously not wearing any undergarments after yesterday's encounter. He gripped my hair and pulled me away.

"Janu, please listen to me... We can't.."

 I pressed my hand on his excited member and softly bit on his throat to stop his blabbering. He tilted his head above reflexively making a smirk crept on my face. I started assaulting his weak spots while rubbing his manhood. I pulled away and quickly pulled my nightie over my head and threw it somewhere. I pressed my naked form on his half-naked body. He groaned and gripped my wrists, in a swift moment, he turned me around and pushed me against the wall. I leaned forward as I wanted to chew his luscious swollen lips, but he pulled away.

He looked my body up and down with his darkened eyes. I suddenly felt self-conscious and stupid for acting like a bitch on her heat. He closed his eyes and took a few deep breaths. I tried to pull my hands to cover myself, but he didn't let me go. He switched both my wrist to one hand and turned on the shower again.

He opened his eyes and looked at me with his charming smile. I turned my gaze to my feet and shivered at the sensation of the cold water mercilessly hitting my skin. He placed his forehead against mine. I pulled my hand one more, and he let it go this time, and I felt his gaze on me as if checking why I was suddenly so silent. I immediately turned in the opposite direction and closed my eyes and covered my privates with my hands.

I feel so bad; the mixed feel of self-conscious, shy, shame, and rejection. I inhaled a deep breath and decided to get out of the bathroom. My feelings were suffocating me. Doesn't he want me? Even though he said it was for me, I am feeling bad. Maybe he acted upon the heat of the moment last night. And maybe he no more wants me. My throat was aching with my bubbling sadness. I soundlessly inhaled and exhaled through my mouth to get rid of the pain.

Out of nowhere, I felt his lips on my neck. And his lips were so warm for someone in the ice-cold shower for a few minutes. He started tracing his lips to the back of my neck. His touch burst the bubble within me, and now I was so nervous about his intention. He suddenly pressed his body onto me. I slapped my hands on the wall to gain a balance. 

My whole front is now pressed onto the cold tile wall making my body involuntarily produce goosebumps. And my nipples were painfully hard in need of attention and with the contact of the cold hard surface. His hands traced my sides while he ground his hot cock over my butt. I gasped aloud. When did he dispose of his pants? I promise this man might have attended ninja classes without our knowledge. Sneaky much!

His body weight was fully on mine, which is okay for me as long as I was touching him. He stuffed his hand between the wall and my breasts and cupped them softly. I moaned and turned around to look at him.

"I tried, my dear vixen. But I can't control anymore with all your teasing. And don't blame me when you feel sore down there later."

 He said huskily into my ears and licked my earlobes.

I startled and yelped when he slapped my right butt suddenly while his left hand still playing with my hardened nipple. He chuckled and pulled my hip towards him and pressed my upper body towards the wall. I licked my lips in anticipation, and now this cold water is only strengthening our desire. I felt him lining up his cock with my entrance. My inhale of a deep breath turned into gaspy-moan when he slid into me. I didn't feel much pain this time, apart from a little irritation. And my wetness made it easy for him to move.

He massaged the back of my neck before thrusting himself more into me. My eyes rolled back as he was so deep inside me. His hand made its way towards my clitoris, and the other held me in my place by holding the side of my hip. He blew air from the top to bottom of my spine, making every hair in my body rise. I moaned out loud and moved my hip more into him.

He bent his head and started assaulting the back of my neck while he slowly moved inside me. He maintained the slow and deep thrust. But I was floating in between other worlds as this was a far better feeling than yesterday. He was keeping me completely under his control and my body, being a traitor, moved however he wanted. Soon I felt his thrust getting fast pace, and he located my weak spot and mercilessly hit there repeatedly. The feeling was surreal as I reached my first orgasm. My knees felt so weak, but he held my hips and repositioned my whole body against the wall and resumed his thrusting. He was withdrawing himself almost out and penetrating all way back to my pelvis. 

The pleasure my body was experiencing was so much, and my mind was completely blank like a white cloud. Soon I felt another orgasm building in my stomach, and I tightened my walls around his length. He groaned out loud and pulled out suddenly. I breathlessly turned around and looked at him. He captured my lips, then trailed lips down my breast and finally gave his attention to my hardened buds. I moaned and gripped his hair, pushing myself more into him. He was fiercely ravishing me, which was generously satisfying my hunger.

He cupped my lower region and softly massaged them. I moaned and arched my back. He opened my lower lips with his two fingers and pushed a finger inside me and moved it in a circular motion. I felt my knees buckling as he was giving me more than I could take. He kept me in my place by holding me around my waist. He stopped everything all of sudden. I opened my eyes which I don't know when I closed and looked at him.

"You are so beautiful, darling." He whispered in a sincere tone and pressed his lips on mine. It was a lovely kiss. No lust! Only love! Slow and sensual.

He slightly bent and pulled my right knee and placed it over his hip and kept a hand below my thigh to support the leg. I circled my hands around his neck and kissed him sweetly. He rubbed his cock's head over my entrance and shoved himself into me and quickly circled his other hand over my waist. I moaned between our kiss while he made sweet love to me. He made me orgasm two more times. He asked me to hold back my fourth orgasm, and we came simultaneously.

Then he washed my body and let me return the favour to him. We laughed and made fun of each other while showering.

The shower helped us to freshen up, but I feel so exhausted. I think I can't go to class today also. But that's only for the better. Because he again bit into my chin while releasing and it was now displaying our love play proudly on my face. And I don't want everyone to know that I had amazing sex last night. He dried my hair, and we cuddled and spoke sweet nothings. I woke up when I found someone shaking me. I peeled my eyes open and found my handsome husband in his formal wear.

Wait! What is the time? 09:17 AM.

Oh my God! He was late to the office.

I looked up at him guiltily as I was the reason for his unpunctuality. He sat down on the bed and cupped my cheeks and started kissing me hungrily. I was surprised at first but soon responded to him with equal passion. We pulled away panting.

"I don't want to go office today, darling. Please. Let me stay at home!"

 He sounds like an adorable five-year-old asking permission to bunk school from his mother.

I nodded my head 'no'. He responded with a 'yes' nod quickly. As much as I love him to stay home, I don't want him to get any bad remark in his office.

"If you don't want to go office, why did you get ready?"

 I asked with a smile.

"I'm in double mind first. But after looking into your beautiful eyes, I no longer wanted to go to the office."

 He said seductively. I covered the shiver ran down my spine with a smirk.

"We have the next two whole days. So go to work today. Just a few more hours. Then you would be at home."

 I spoke enthusiastically, but he frowned and looked away angrily. I tried to touch his arm, but he stood up quickly and went to check his bag. I got up but landed on the bed again with a hiss as I felt a sharp pain in my abdomen. He quickly rushed towards me with concern written all over his face and soon guilty took over his expressions.

"Mama, Don't feel guilty. You told me to stop but I was the one who initiated everything and I don't regret it even a bit. The pain will go away soon. But I don't want to affect your work in any way. I would love to spend the day with you. And trust me, nothing could make me happier than being with you. But you already took more off recently. So be a good man and go to work."

 I spoke sincerely, and his eyes light up with my little confession. 

He kissed my head and walked out of the bedroom with a sour expression. I giggled at his childlike behaviour and stood up to send off him. He rushed back and held my hip and smashed his lips on mine. God! I don't want him to leave either. But it is not fair for him. I can't be a constant hindrance in his work. We pulled away, and he looked at me pleadingly. My heart was literally melting at the sight of my adorable husband and his affection for me.

I sternly nodded 'no'. He scoffed and walked with me, intertwining our fingers. He stopped before the door and pulled me into a fierce kiss putting all his want for me. I was breathless. I was hanging on a thin thread to rip his shirt and take him back inside. But I controlled myself and bid him bye with a heavy heart.

Even though I knew I did a good thing, my intuition was screaming for something bad gonna happen. I rubbed over my chest to get rid of this uneasy feeling. I slowly limped back to my room and laid down on the bed. All I could think about is him. My lovely mama... My sexy husband... My Prabhu mama!

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Evening, I got a call from my appa telling me that he had sent some present for Mama's birthday to someone coming to Chennai today. And I have to receive it from the bus stop. The pain was much better, but this was the time for my lovable husband's arrival. So I quickly texted him the details while descending down in the lift. I took auto as I don't wanna risk myself taking the bike. It's healing gently with the help of few ice packs, and I don't want to awake the soreness again.

I was surprised when I found my parents at the bus stop. So it's not only a surprise for their son in law but also for their daughter. I hugged them enthusiastically and kissed their cheek. My amma furrowed her brows.

"You are glowing, Janu!"

 She stated with a 'not-fully-hidden' mischievous tone. I looked at her wide-eyed and hugged her again to not let her see my blush.

"Yeah! My parents would make me beam! Don't you know, Banu? I missed you guys very much."

 It's partially true, but the actual reason for my glow is him, my dear sweet sexy husband. I controlled my blush again that trying to make its way to my cheek just by thinking about him. I lead them to the auto I came.

My mother would have guessed what actually happened because I was still walking awkwardly. I told Vidhu that I am feeling tired and she wasn't coming home tonight as she is going out with her hostel friends tomorrow.

I found our home door slightly open and shushed my parents to present them as a big surprise to my husband. But my heart shattered on seeing the scene in front of me. My parent's gasps went unheard, and my eyes literally turned into water taps, the tears flowing continuously. The deafening sound that I was hearing cleared when I felt my appa's hand shaking me. I didn't turn away but continued to look at my husband embracing Nandhini in a tight hug and crying on her shoulder while begging her forgiveness by telling "... I'm so sorry Nandhini. It's a big mistake. I shouldn't have committed that mistake. I shouldn't have let all these things happen. I made a promise to you. But I broke it, Nandhini. I broke it. Please forgive me. Please forgive me, Nandhini..."

These words ringing in my ears as my father pulled me back to the lift. I felt like my soul is ripped away from my body. I feel so numb.

What is the mistake he is saying to her? 

 Me?

Why was he sobbing so much?

What made him hurt so much?

I felt a hand around my shoulder and found my appa looking at me with guilt. I was confused more. My mind is blank as I blinked at him. My amma was silently weeping. First of all, Why did they pull me back down here? Wait! Are they thinking that he was cheating on me? God! No way! He would never do that! Ever!

She might have played some sick game to pull his 'guiltiness' card. But that doesn't give him right to touch her. How dare he? My suspicion confirmed by the words my appa spoke "I ruined my daughter's life, Banu. I trusted him more than anything. How can he? How dare he..." His sentence didn't complete as his face shown a painful expression before he started falling with his hand clenched over his chest. I stood still in shock while my amma shouted at me to do something. The watchman quickly arranged the auto and helped my appa to get in there. My amma ran towards me and pulled me with her.

Somebody, please wake me up from this horrible dream! Please!