***Chapter Thirty-One***
I should have been heeding Julie’s warning, but Drew was impossible to say no to. After everyone dispersed, Drew came to find me in my favorite spot soon after. He took me to his car, pushing his seat back as far as it could go. He places me on his lap and we’ve been locked in a flurry of kisses ever since. I couldn’t resist the temptation to feel him this close to him. His arms are around me so snuggly as our lips dance together fiercely. If this is what the benefits provide me, then I was going to take it.
Still, I was very confused about the whole thing. I’m not sure what he expected out of me. I don’t have the experience he might think I do. Things couldn’t go too far between us because I wasn’t ready. Mainly because I didn’t want to disappoint him. What, if anything I did, didn’t satisfy him? He had Juliana as a girlfriend. The most perfect girl in the world. Compared to her, I will be lackluster. Setting boundaries was going to be key to us making this work.
Parting our lips, I lean against his steering wheel, making sure not to press too into the horn. Drew’s hands continuously squeeze at my hips, sending light tingles throughout my body. Everything that he did made my body crave his touch more, but also made me nervous. *Just breathe Anna.*
Taking a big gulp, I looked down at my hands as the nerves set in. “Drew…” I bit my lip nervously. “Um, what exactly are you expecting of me out of this friends with benefits ordeal?” I come out and ask.
He looks at me, confused. “What do you mean?” He questions. “Do you know how this works?”
I wanted to lie, but I was honest. “Well…not exactly,” I say, afraid he’d laugh at me.
Instead, he chuckled sweetly, moving his hands up my back to pull me closer to him. “You’re something, you know that?” He smiled brightly.
It was sweet that he didn’t judge me for not knowing what I’m doing. If this were anyone else, they’d make fun of my stupidity. Drew didn’t care about any of that, so long as we continued to keep our outings a secret. I was nervous about nothing and felt ridiculous for even thinking Drew would do that. The nervousness was far from over, though.
Drew understood where I was coming from, but that didn’t mean he wouldn’t push me to experience things I normally wouldn’t dream of.
My hands rest on his chest as we look at each other. “I’m serious. I hope you’re not looking for…you know.” I trail off.
His head shakes as his eyes roll. “Annabelle, I’ll never force you to do something you don’t want to.” He assured me.
My lips purse as I advert my gaze. “It’s not that I don’t want to, it’s that I don’t know how.” I confess.
A wicked smirk appears on his face, as I know that look anywhere. “Let’s ease into it,” he suggests. “May I?”
He asks, tugging at the hem of my shirt. I nodded my head, not knowing what he was doing. Immediately, I regret saying yes because the minute I did, my shirt was being lifted. It exposed my breast with Drew’s eyes lighting up with glee. I never would have guessed Drew would see me like this. Especially in such a risky environment where anyone could see us.
Instantly getting nervous, I lean over, covering myself up. What the hell was he thinking doing that? Anybody could walk over to his car. Anyone like Juliana who we didn’t want to see us. Especially not in the position we were in. Was he trying to get us caught or what? It’s bad enough we were here making out. Now he had my breast in his face like it didn’t matter.
Panicking, my cheeks turn red out of shock. “Drew, are you crazy?” I ask, scared. “What if someone sees us?”
He shook his head, still holding that smirk on his face. “Hey, you gave me permission.” He says. “Besides, no one will see us. My windows are tinted.”
I relaxed once he said that. “Is it smart to do this, though?” I had so many concerns.
“Like I said, I will not make you do something you don’t want to,” his hands cup my face. “I love kissing those lips either way.”
That made me flush. Drew loved to kiss me? He was fine having none of the extra pleasure so long as he got to kiss me. The things he said, the way he treated me gently, made me see why I fell for him. He was so caring, yet understanding. Guys like him were a breath of fresh air and scarce. There’s no way I’d be ready for anything more, but experimenting couldn’t hurt, right?
Taking a deep breath, I sit back up so Drew could get a good view of me. Slowly, I lift my shirt up for him to see just enough. I couldn’t tell if he liked them or if he was just being nice. Either way, the look on his face was priceless as I bit my lip in anticipation. Drew was such a mystery that I did not know what he was going to do. All I know is I
couldn’t wait to find out.
Staring intently, his green eyes go dark, as he’s hesitant to do anything. “May I?” He asks eagerly.
Nodding, I smile, waiting to see what he would do. Not saying another word, his hand moves up to clasp one of my breast before taking them out of my bra. I could taste the blood coming out of my lip from how hard I was biting down. This isn’t something I have ever experienced before. The feeling was brand new and Drew, being the one to do it, made it all the better.
I watched him intently as he caressed me lightly. It was so soothing that my eyes closed on their own. That is until I felt him pinch me, shooting my eyes open. The feeling didn’t hurt, but it did shock me. Not only did he do one, he did the other. Sensually squeezing them until he got a whimper out of me. It was light, but brought enjoyment to him either way. The smirk that covered his face was unforgettable.
Continuing to squeeze, he slapped one, making me whimper louder. I could feel myself squirm beneath his touch. He didn’t let me get far as he wrapped his arm around me to pull me closer.
“Oh, so you do have a voice,” his tone was dark, yet so sexy. I could barely contain myself.
He kept it up, slapping my breast once more as I cried out in pleasure. Suddenly, I feel his lips connect with my skin and I instantly shudder. Drew had no clue about the effect he had on me. Or maybe he did, and I’m just oblivious to the matter. The way he knew what he was doing had me invested in continuing. His lips were all over me, sending shock after shock throughout my body. It’s like he was doing this on purpose. Like he wanted to hear my whimpers. I couldn’t get carried away.
Wrapping my arms around his neck, I pulled him further into me as he left one last kiss between my breast. My hands tangle up in his hair as I grind up a little against him.
“Drew…” I exasperate.
I can feel him smiling against me as his tongue now flicks my nipple. “Drew what?” He asks me, the desire strong in his voice.
“We-we have to stop,” I stuttered, throwing my head back.
His tongue goes back in his mouth as he kisses my neck gently. “Whatever you want, my sweet girl.” He continues to make me feel good.
The heat develops in my cheeks as he stopped what he was doing. He helped put me back together before I climbed over in the passenger seat. I thought that would be the end of our time together, but Drew had other plans in mind. We were already risking being together. What could he want now? The secrets and surprises never ended with this guy. I was excited he wanted to spend so much time with me, though.
Breathing lightly, I find it hard to compose myself in my seat. Thinking about what just happened left me confused, yet exhilarated. I’ve experienced nothing like that before, as simple as it was. Drew obviously knew what he was doing, and he did it well. I only stopped him because I got scared. I didn’t want to take things too far, but also wanted to see how far we could go. That would make Drew the ultimate cheater, and I didn’t want any part of that. Though my crush clouded a lot of my judgement.
Seeing me spiraling, Drew looked at me, concerned. “We don’t have to do that again, Annabelle.” He tries to make me feel ok.
I smile softly. “Sorry, I just got nervous.” I chuckle. “I’ve never experienced that before, so it was a rushing feeling.”
He smiled back at me. “As long as you’re ok,” he says before starting up his car. “Alright, now we have to make a stop somewhere.”
I put my seat belt on, going along with the flow. “Where are you taking me this time?” He always wanted to show me things I never would have imagined.
“Don’t worry, you’ll love it!” He reassures me, not saying much else on the matter.
That’s always his answer for everything.
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