Chapter 32:

**Amanda Hank:

**I miss you. I have decided that after work, I will pick you up at 9 o'clock. Be pretty for me. -John. S.**

**Of course, as ordered, sir. - me.**

Good girl. -John. S.**

I smile as I read John's last message.

It has been two weeks since I have seen my father, since then I have been in a continuous balance between talking to my father, study and work.

It's a relief that John is out on the road during this time. Because dealing with him would have complicated me even more, but now that I'm a little more organized I know I can confront him.

I left the room after the teacher gave an exam date for two weeks.

I have to say, college life sucks.

I leave the university directly to work. Once there, I take care of doing everything I have pending and minutes later I see John leaving the elevator.

He's in the middle of a call, so he just smiles and winks at me before walking into his office.

After a few minutes, he calls me and asks for some coffee along with something sweet.

When I have coffee and two donuts in hand, I head to his office and don't even knock on his door.

“Good afternoon, sir,” I say, smiling like a girl.

“Good afternoon, beautiful.”

He pats his lap and I, like an obedient submissive, sit there.

It doesn't take long for John to kiss me and grope my body a little.

I won't lie, it feels like glory to have his hands on my body.

I miss him. Now I want him to show me how much he misses me, but I know he'll probably leave it for later.

“Damn, I did miss you, precious. Remind me to take you in my suitcase next time. Because I couldn't endure another long trip without you” he says before putting a strand of my hair over my ear.

“Oh, okay, sir. But come on, I thought it was a joke about you missing me.” I tell him to be a little shy. Because it's nice that he missed me, but at the same time I'm worried about how much intimacy we have.

We're not supposed to be so intimate, but we are.

That's ok? Is it okay that he misses me so much?

I have never missed someone like I do John. And this is new and very passionate that it scares me to a certain point.

Maybe I should turn off the alarms in my head and live a little without such dark thoughts.

Just stop being so paranoid.

“Darling, you are my submissive. It's obvious that I miss having you to myself and enjoying what we have with you. Never doubt it, you have been my priority since you signed that contract.” He explains to me before kissing me again with more savageness.

But that doesn't go beyond kisses, since we are interrupted by a call.

He served while I set up the coffee and left the donuts in front of him. John smiles at my cute gesture and leaves his hand on my cheek as he responds.

“No, don't worry, neutral colors will be fine. Nothing very striking, I don't want to be blinded... Just tell Gorge to take care of it, I'm busy for now… Yes, perfect, see you. “Prepare everything.” He ends the call and I take care of hiding my impulse to ask who he was talking to and what they were talking about.

“How was it for you, old lady?”

“Everything went great, but it was exhausting. One of the partners wanted to cause a stir and I missed my flight due to bad weather. But everything went well and that's what's important.” He answers and I smile “And you? How are you? Anything to tell me?”

“Can I be honest, sir?”

“Of course you can, Amanda.”

“Being your assistant is a nightmare,” I say with some drama in my statement.

“Well, you should have read the fine print before signing a contract. “You condemned yourself.” He says before placing a kiss on my cheek.

He drinks some of his coffee and offers me a donut to eat. I gladly accept it, since I am a little hungry.

“All in all, it was a very calm week. Even though the university would kill me one day because of this, can you believe it? I have three exams and two presentations that I will give in three weeks. It should be a crime” I cross my arms annoyed and he laughs and my heart clenches.

I have always thought that he has a nice smile, and I continue to affirm this since I have seen him smile more since we have been together.

Two weeks without him are taking their toll on me and now I get butterflies seeing him so relaxed with me.

“My poor submissive… Work hard for it and I will reward you later, okay?”

"You promise?"

“I promise, precious.”

“I will take your word, sir.”

We spent some more time talking and listening more about their trip.

After a while, he tells me to get back to work and gives me a kiss before letting me go. And he also lets me know that he has a surprise for me tonight and that he really wants me to like it.

“I will love anything, even if you give me a stone I know I will love it, sir.” I respond before returning to my workplace.

When my work day ends, I leave the company and go to my apartment.

I make myself something to eat, since I'm starving, and then I go to bathe.

At eight thirty, I finish getting ready for the surprise that John has for me.

While I put on my makeup, I try to imagine what the surprise is or what it is about. But I know it's useless, John is never predictable.

I dress in a simple black dress that fits my body, some light heels and I decide to put on the necklace that John gave me. I let my hair down and leave it like that.

Once ready and feeling satisfied with my outfit, I take my phone and wish my father goodnight and promise him that in two days I will go visit him.

Come down, beautiful, I'm waiting for you. -John. S.

He smiled when he saw the message and it didn't take long for me to leave my apartment to go with him.

When I see his car, it doesn't take me long to run over to him and get into his car.

John kisses me as soon as he sees me and I can't stop smiling.

“Precious, your dress is capable of killing me just by looking at it.” he says before biting his lip.

“Sir, black dresses are for murder. I have no doubts now.” I wink at him before putting on my seat belt.

“And from today, they are my favorite dresses. "I'll buy you more, I'd rather die happy," he says before starting the car.

“And I would be happy to have the modular ones for you, sir.”

“I'll take you at your word, darling.”

I know it bothers John that I don't accept his gifts so whenever he has something for me, I never say anything negative. Since I have no reason to, his gifts are always good. There isn't one that I didn't like.

John knows what I like and what I don't like.

And certainly, it fascinates me.

Because if I didn't do it after so many months, I would feel very disappointed.

“What do you have planned for today, sir?” I ask him after a few seconds and notice that we are not going to his apartment.

“Well, I don't know if you've ever been told this, but the idea of ​​surprises is that they are unexpected. Otherwise they wouldn't be surprised, Amanda.” he jokes.

“Well you can tell me and I'll pretend you never did, it would still be a surprise.”

“Nice try, but I won't say anything. “It’s a surprise, after all.”

“I don't understand your obsession with surprises, sir.”

“I just love making you lose your patience.” he states.

“So you only like to play with me, sir?”

“Unfortunately, yes, Amanda, I love it.” He says before placing a hand on my thigh and giving that area a squeeze.

I pretend to be annoyed and look out the window, trying to guess where the hell we're going.

I don't recognize this path. It's new.

"Know? “I think you are very curious if you think that by looking at the window you are going to guess what my surprise is.” He states and I look at him with furrowed eyebrows.

I watch as he takes something out of his pocket and hands it to me.

“Put this on your eyes, don't take it off or I'll punish you all night.” he orders.

"It is unfair." I complain.

“Well, you should have read the fine print first, darling.”

I do as he asks and avoid letting my impulse to take off the blindfold win. Since I don't want a punishment, I want sex but not a punishment.

I don't know where we are but I know the car stops and John gets out of the car.

What awaits me tonight? I hope they are orgasms and pleasure, or else I will get angry.

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