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It was hard getting mom permission to allow me to attend that hangout again not after what happened the last time .

I knew that she was just trying to look out for me but I really did appreciate if she didn’t have to do all the time when I was going out , I have to ask her every  time that I had to go out and it was beginning to get on my nerves knowing how much I didn’t want to do that .

“ Don’t tell me you are still mad because your mom asked you a few questions , you should be damn lucky that your mom is that way with  you and even let you go out even though  the both of you live in the same house and in the same state .

It it was my mama , you would be damn to even step out of the house , not when he knows you have classes the next day , that’s the worst thing that can ever happen you and I know you don’t want it , so be grateful that your mom isn’t that way , but I still love my mama still I just feel like she’s just trying to protect  and I appreciate that .

“ I would really love to meet her “.

Angel turned to look at me and then smiled , 

“Soon baby , you are going to meet my mama soon. I told her about you the last time that I went home and she was surprised that I got a white friend that I really loved because the rest of the friends  that I got I never took . Them   personal and she knows that , so don’t be surprised when I say that she’s dying to meet you too , you should get ready because that’s going to happen soon .

I nodded my head and didn’t say a word .

I didn’t know why I felt happy knowing that she told her parents about me .

There was just something so unique about Angel that I couldn’t place my hand on no matter how much it was .

I loved her so much and I knew that I was willingly able to risk my friendship with Elsa to her .

I know that I have known her only for a few days but I love this girl so much and I would be damned if I let her go .

I don’t care the number of fights  that we are going to have but all that I know is that I am not letting my girl go no matter what it is .

I didn’t care what she did to me but the last thing that I would do is leave her , I just didn’t care what it took me . I was willingly and ready to go for  it no matter what it takes me I just do not care anymore .



“ Don’t tell me you lied just to get away from us yesterday “

Well that was disappointing but if I were you I would have done the same thing because  Jane can be one a bitch sometimes  and get on my nerves  most  times,  I have known her  for that long .

I know how hard  it would be for you and I don’t blame you for leaving  but most times  I think that you should stand up to her any stop letting her feel like she can just speak to you anyway that she likes , she’s just a girl like you and it would be best that you stand up for yourself .

You know that i not going to  be there for you all the time to protect you all the time from that bitch if you do not stand  over now , I promise  you  she’s not going to stop doing it , so it’s better that you put a stop to it now or you keep beating all the trash that she had been throwing at you .

“‘Thank you “ I whispered to the girl who had just advised  me .

“ thank you girls “ angel told  them while holding my hands .

The warm  smile that I got  from them made me feel really comfortable  and it’s a good thing that the bitch wasn’t here , I just didn’t want to think that she was here .

“ Well cheers to Rissa becoming a full part of us' ' one  of the girls said, taking up the glass to me and they cheered together and hit the hisses together .

“ well I can’t believe you all , you thoughts  that I wasn't going to find out that you guys were hanging out without me “

“Without the both of us”

I didn’t need to turn before I knew who had that voice , I knew that it was no other than him  and that bitch .

I didn’t want to think that he was having something to do with her, not after all that happened last night .

I didn’t  want to think that I was just a white that  he used for the  night .

“ you know what , I thought she left yesterday because she wasn’t comfortable with  us yesterday , then what the fuck is she doing here now “

I raised up my head  and that was when I saw Trevor sitting right beside me and Jane was sitting on his lap .

Our eyes ran into the other and I looked away immediately .

I could feel angel hold my hands from under the table and squeezed them and  that made me calm down a bit .

“ You know what , you do have to be a bitch  all the time and act that way , you can be nice and not die , she’s our friend and I think that it’s better that you get used to it  .

I raised up my head and that was when I saw Trevor pull her closrst  and before I knew it he fucking kissed her right in front of me  .

I felt my throat go dey as I washed the scene in front of me and that was when I lost it , I dashed out of there , the tears pouring out as I turned with angel running after me as I ran out of the bar .