Chapter 47

Class started as early as 8 and I have sitting down here and listening  to some damn lecture even  though I knew that I didn’t want to sit here and  listen to what anyone had got to say but it was just like I have no choice but to sit here .

I didn’t know why Angel came late today and had to sit at the back .

She just managed to say hi to me and even after saying hi she didn’t spare a glance at  me .

I didn’t know if she was mad that I went home from that club yesterday .

But it was   my fault though , I just wanted to go home to my own peace  .

“You lied though  and you know that '' my mind taunted me .

I tried my best to keep that thought behind me , the lady thing that I would want at this moment is to think that she found out that I went home .

I didn’t want that to happen , I didn’t want her to feel bad and all that ,

The last thing that I would do is say this out , I better keep this to myself .

All that I could think of as I sat there was for the final class to be over , I just wanted it to be all over so that I could go over to her .

The next few minutes felt like a death sentence to me , it was just as if my life was on the stake and I hated it .

I didn’t want her to be mad at me for such a long time .

Even though I wasn't having it , there’s no way that I would tell her that I went against her , I didn’t want to see that disappointed look on her face ever .

When the lecturer ended the last class , I just stood  up and I saw Angel coming  down .

From the rowdy crowd I could see that she was approaching me .

I felt a hand touch me from behind and when I turned it was Elsa and her friends .

“ I thought that you would say hi to me but it seems like your all your attention was just on your friends , seems you forget me when you are with her “

I could hear the mocking in the Elsa voice , I wasn’t a fool not to notice  that .

I have known her too long not  to know when she was joining or not .

The last thing that I wanted at this moment was to ruin anything , I didn’t want that and I would never want that .

“I am so sorry that I didn’t call yesterday elsa , but you were also so busy with your friends so what did you expect me to do that I come disturb you , I was going to come over today  .

Elsa rolled her eyes and looked at me agsin .

I didn’t know if I should be mad or not , I just didn’t know what I had in mind at this moment , the last thing that I wanted right now was   To get all of this messed up , I didn’t want  that .

I turned and I saw Angel walking away and it was just as if all my thoughts were rushing back .

“Can I please see you later Elsa, I promise that I am never going to disappoint , please  keep yourself busy with your babe “ I told her, hugging her and kissing her cheffed ad I rushed towards  Angel who was walking away in a  haste  .

“Angel  are you mad at me “ I called out to her as I ran behind her .

I didn’t know why I felt so nervous following her .

Why was she avoiding  me  and what was my fucking forever , I didn’t do anything wrong , I did Notbing .

“ fuck  angel can you pls just wait for me , why the fuck  are you being this mad at me “ i yelled and grabbed her by the shirt turning  her  to  face me .

Angel   just scoffed  and turned away  from me .

I could literally feel my heart hitting so hard that I didn’t know what to say to her at this moment .

I felt like I could just go. Instead of  just standing there and her silence  was killing me .

“Pls say something Angel  , have I done anything wrong , if I have pls tell me , I don’t mind changing all of that for your sake , pls don’t ignore me and don’t be mad at me “

Angel turned to face me and  that was when I noticed the hurt in her eyes .

“ if you didn’t want  me to be mad at you , then why did you lie to me , you faked a call with your mom and I know it.  You didn’t have to lie to me and why did you say that , if you were  not comfortable   with my friends being around , you could have just told me and I promise that they wouldn’t act that way again , you didn’t have to lie just to go home or avoid me .

“ I am sorry , please don’t be mad at me but I couldn’t help it , I didn’t  feel comfortable being there , not even after  Trevor  and I know that if I had told you , you would be so mad at me and that was why I didn’t say that , I just didn’t want you to feel that I was stupid after all that you have warned me about .

“ I am so sorry that I lied to you , I never meant to do that , forgive me and stop ignoring me .

I can’t help it if I know that you don’t want me anymore, you really do not know how much I love you .

Angel smiled and bent her head avoiding my eyes .

“ is that a blush I see there “ I said teasing  her.

“You know what I would love you to stop lying because you do not know how to and everyone in that table knew that you were not been truthful  , so they have decided to make it up to you  and neither  Jane nor Trevor are  going to be there at all .

“ thank you “ I whispered to her and hugged her tightly .