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After spending two extra weeks at home , I finally decided to resume since I didn’t have a lot going on at that moment .

I was already behind in so many ways and I wondered how I was going to catch  up to all of that .

One thing I knew  that I would do is for my result to come out and  I was slacking behind , that was the only reason why I decided to go to that school , I didn’t want to be far behind .

When I got into the classroom, I saw Angel already seated at some spot and also saw Elsa  sitting with her two friends .

In as much as I would love to make things look so normal between all of us , I have  to accept the fact that no matter how much I try to get  us together the two us just can’t  stay in one place and so in that way I would  have to respect the decisions of  Elsa and just stay with my friend Angel . 

“  what took you so long to get here , 

“Well let’s just say that , I had so much going on and with different thoughts going through my head  , I just thought that I should stay away for a little while and you know what that means , I hope you get it .

She  nodded her  head  to my  words and smiled as I  sat down .

I didn’t know how long the class lasted but by the time it was done , I could feel myself anymore .

I felt like I had  been  slammed  against the wall by a trailer and did I want that to happen , it was a big no .

“ just wait for me by the car and I would be right back , I just want to say hi to Elsa “ I told angel who just nodded and walked to her car .

Elsa was about getting into her car with her friend before I stopped her .

“ you leaving without saying hi ?” 

She turned the moment she saw me and faked  out  a smile .

“ hi baby “ 

I knew she  was being sarcastic and I knew that she was acting rudely , it was so obvious from the way that she spoke .

“ you know what you don’t have to sound that fake , I already know that you are mad at me , but why is it because I didn’t come to sit with you in school , how could I when you were already busy with your two friends?

I had no choice .

“I don’t get it , why do you keep explaining yourself to me  , it’s okay and I totally understand you and so I hope that you don’t get mad .

I nodded  and walked away from the car as I watched her drive away without saying the real words to me .

I didn’t know if I was mad  at her or mad at myself but I knew that it was what I wanted .

I walked back to the car and Angel was waiting  for me .

I knew that she saw all that happened  but she didn’t say a word , it was one of those things that I really loved about her .

She wouldn’t mock you about your stuff or make you feel weird or terrible about it , she would only make sure that she consoled you in the best way possible .

“ Are you okay ?” 

“I am fine “ I whispered and looked out of the window .

“ you know what . How about we just hang out a bit today , all my friends have returned and I know that they want to say hi , we should just hang out later tonight and you go home tomorrow .

“ That's fine by me, “ I told  her .



Coming to this little bar that  has  this cool music being played in the background was something that I loved .

I didn’t know if it was something that was worth it , but I know that I loved the music .

“‘Are you okay ?”  I  heard Angel  ask me  .

“I am fine , I just don’t want to receive the same treatment I got from your friends the last time .

“ Of course not, “ she replied with a smile .

I walked into the bar  alongside   With her , I could see her friends from where they sat and they were just seated just the way they sat the other day  except for one person .

“ wow , damn girl you look so hot this semester “ jake told me as I got to where they were and I just smiled and sat down .

“ welcome back everyone “ I replied with a smile trying my best to be as nice as possible .

“Thank you honey  “ you look . Good .

“ I know that angel always have the  perfect  girlfriend .

I didn’t know if I should smile that I was finally accepted by them but I loved it , it was just that bitch that sat there and didn’t even bother to raise her head up from her phone .

“ Jane what’s up? '' I asked, trying to lighten the tension between us because it seems like everyone noticed .

“Jane raised her head and looked at me , I could see her boidly applied  makeup ,  I wouldn’t deny the fact that it made her look pretty .

“ Am not your friend , stop trying to be nice with me because I don’t like you , everyone  must not like you “ 

“ Jane “ almost everyone at the table yelled at her .

“ What? “ she screamed at them .

“ you don’t have to be bitchy all the time , if you wouldn’t say something nice then shut  your disgusting mouth and stop coming for my girl “ 

“ tell your girl to stop  trying to be  nice with me , I don’t want her “ 

“ like you are any better than her “ 

“ That's enough, “ I said to Angel, who looked so mad .

The two girls calmed  down and just as we sat down , i could hear the screams that followed with the excitement .

“ baby you came back ”I heard Jane scream out in joy .

I tried not to raise my head up but when I smelled that familiar scent , I knew who it was .

I tried not to raise up my head but at that moment , he passed behind me and kissed angel on her cheeks  .

“You are so silly for coming back” she  told  him .

“ Well, let’s say , I missed my friends and wanted to come say hi “ he replied.

“Hi indeed “ 

Welcome back man “ I heard all the guys at the table say and even angel boyfriend , they even hugged and shook hands , it was just like I was the last person who didn’t say  a word to him .

I raised up my head to the Awkward  silence and  all I met was Trevor cold eyes piercing  into my soul .

I didn’t know if it was because I haven’t seen him for such a long time but he looked so good .

He looked so fucking good .

Trevor pulled his eyes away from me with Jane clutching on to his arms tightly .

“ I will see you guys later, “  he told them and walked away, ignoring me .

I felt my heart  breaking  into many pieces as he walked away .

What was I expecting that he would do? He should walk up to me and hug me or kiss me like he did to the rest , well I wasn’t his friend and it was high time that I knew that Trevor was never going to like me  even if I loved him with everything .