"Shit!" I even spread my legs when I was the one driving; as it happens, my only intention was to overwhelm him with my sexual urges. "Ahh." The wind feels so potent, and I'm not sure why, but I feel temperatures rise.
I gave in to his almost beseeching voice as he said, “Let's go somewhere else." My pvssy felt like he found something when his lengthy fingers pushed it further. Raven is not very wild, in my opinion. I wasn't paying attention to the motorboat because of what he did, so he asked, "You like this?”
"Damn, I want you to fuck me!" I hissed. "I know it's not possible because we're here; why don't we make a scandal?"
"If you say so," he said, pulling out his hand and then licking it in front of me. My cheeks blush. "You really want me to enter you, hmm?" He asked me once again. I nodded several times because I love it when he is inside of me. Suddenly, he grabbed the steering wheel, and even though he was behind me, he drove.
We visited a secret rock that is invisible to even drones. One by one, we undressed; I was wearing a two-piece suit and him in summer shorts. I retaliated against his violent kisses, which he launched at me right away. He licks my body parts and gives me intense kisses that turn into sucking until he slowly lays me down. And that's where we performed our operation, which was much, far more exciting than we did. We did that in the water despite my nervousness, but I fucking want him, so it's not like I'm afraid anymore. He repeatedly claimed me, after which we changed and returned as if nothing had occurred.
I was really cold because I used to always fall off the motorboat if I didn't hang on tight because he was still racing other motorboats. I can't stop it, but this isn't how it's intended to happen, so what can I do? I feel like I'm being punished by the sea for the wonders we both accomplished.
"You want to go home?" He suddenly stopped. Maybe he noticed that I was not very energetic.
"H-how about you?" My lips were trembling, so I was stuttering to ask. I feel like my whole body is going to collapse if we spend too much time here, but I don't want to ruin the fun.
"You're not fine," he quickly said, turning the motorboat and sped away. I clung to him tightly so that I wouldn't fall because my body might give up instead of swimming.
He picked me up when we were on the surface, and he threw something at a staff member guarding the marine vehicles. Then immediately rush to get to the clinic; this beach is such an advance because they have a clinic in case of an accident or something. My body seemed to have given up; I felt even more dizzy when the man ran and I was in his arms.
I slowly closed my eyes so the surroundings got dark. My eyes felt heavy even if I closed them; it was like I was losing my hearing. Maybe it was because of the water, and I panicked because I didn't see it coming.
"Hold tight, baby." I heard concern in his voice, but I completely fell asleep, even though we hadn't reached the hospital yet.
When I woke up, I immediately felt the pain in my head. I opened my eyes and saw that Raven was still in his outfit earlier, while I was wearing a patient gown. I looked at him, still feeling heavy. When I moved the fingers that he was holding, he suddenly sat down.
"You're awake." I saw a hint of a smile on his face. "Does something hurt you? What do you feel?" After that, there were a series of his questions that I didn't know if I should answer because I still felt dizzy.
"I'm not fine," I admitted. "I feel dizzy; I feel like I'm going crazy with what I'm feeling right now." He nodded and suddenly stood up and went out. When he returned, he had a doctor with him.
"Good morning, Ms. Ashton. I will inspect your eyes and check your temperature." She said with a smile and started with my eyes. Now she ordered me to open my mouth so she could perform oral. "You just need to rest your eyes, and you should bask in the heat once in a while. You don't have warm energy." I nodded in agreement and followed his suggestion.
"I'll do that, doctor, thank you."
"Don't mention it, Ms. Ashton." She smiled and bid her farewell since she said she had other patients.
Raven and I were the only ones left now. He sat beside the table and stroked my head.
"Get some rest before you can get out."
"Get dressed; you might get sick." I pouted, pointing at his clothes that he didn't even think to move.
"I'm fine; get some rest." He fixed my blanket. I once again closed my eyes because I felt like my headache was disappearing there.
***
The next morning, he woke me up early to watch the sunrise. I didn't hesitate and got up too. My head and even my body are not too heavy anymore, so I quickly agreed.
"Slowly," he reprimanded, and my eyeballs rolled because he was always overreacting to things. "Don't spank me. I'm the one who is supporting you and yet here you are the one who's angry." His voice sounded soft.
"I'm not lame, Raven," I asked him, and I started to walk, but unfortunately, I got lost.
"That's not the way," I murmured his words and walked away, even though I was embarrassed, I didn't care, and I was mad though.
There was nobody around when I arrived at the positive area. There was just Raven and myself, and it was serene. He chased after me and sneered at me but I ignored him.
I'd witness dawn for the first time that morning. I was both happy and worried that I would decide to change my preference. I came to the realization that everything that has a lovely beginning also has a beautiful finale when the sun rises. But does life have an end? From my point of view, there isn't any because life continues after death. We shall take a different route in life, notwithstanding the differences.
"I have a question," I let him speak, even if my question has no sense of what's happening today. "Why are we here? Why did you take me with you? What's the point of all this?"
"I planned everything from the start because... I'm not used to the fact that we are not okay, so I made this up to get us closer." He looked at the fantastic sunrise, "and besides, we have a misunderstanding that I need to resolve, so I'm happy that we were okay."
"How about us?"
"Huh?"
"How about when we go home? Your family and the whole town will know what we have. What should I do?" He seemed to be anticipating my question, and just by the way he smiled, I swallowed his future answer.
"How many times do I have to tell you that I don't care about them? All I care about is you and us." He emphasized every word he uttered. I bit my lower lip because he was really sure of his answers. He took my hand and clasped them together; that's all I focused on. "I promise you that as long as I live, I'll protect you no matter what happens."
"Okay," I said, looking away. I mean, if that is what he told me, then I should believe his words. Roux is different; Raven is different; I know he wouldn't betray me.
"You believe me, right?" He held my chin and made me face him. "Just don't believe whatever they tell me; is that clear?" I nodded once. "Eyes on me, Cbiara Blair; trust only me."
"I'll put my whole trust in you, Raven." I swore to him that forever I would be there for him.