Chapter 18

"Bambi" He groaned as he continued to glide in and out of her body. His voice was strained and gravelling.

"Sei ilgrande amore della mia vita (You're the love of my life)." Kissing her hair gently, he continued to murmur those words over and over in her ear. She held the wall as her body moved rhythmically to his smooth but forceful movement.

She was tightening around him; her breath was coming quicker.

"Xa... Xa...vier" She moaned as an amazing orgasm crashed through her.

He closed his eyes and let the wave overtake him. His final thrust was deep and hard, and he felt himself spill into her.

She leaned back into him and he steadied himself, both finding it hard to regain their equilibrium. They stood there quietly for a few moments hearing only their breaths that was slowly becoming normal.

He arranged her clothes properly and did same with his clothes, then he turned her around to face him.

He placed his forehead on hers.

"I want to hear those words everyday...every night"

She smiled."Ti amo."

He smiled too feeling so blessed.

"We should really go downstairs now; they might be looking for us” He announced.

She giggled.

Cesario stared at his son in total disgust, he was holding his wife's hand as they ate dinner. He shook his head hating the affectionate look Xavier was giving her.

"I can't believe you're wasting your time going to fun fares, cinemas, not to mention but a few"

Amanda swallowed.

"I'm not wasting my time, or did you hear any complaints about the companies?” Xavier asked trying to be as polite as possible.

"I'm just saying, Xavier, I mean why should you of all people even go to those kinds of places?"

"It's nice doing things that make you feel light-headed and happy, and I bet you have no idea how it feels when the woman you love is happy"

Amanda could see Cesario's eyes flashed dangerously.

She placed her hand on one of Xavier's thigh trying to calm him down, she didn't want the already sour relationship between him and his father to get worse because of her.

Cesario cleared his throat. “Well the main reason why I called you here is for you to plan my wedding anniversary. As you might know, your mother and I have been married for thirty-five years, I want a grand style party, you'll invite all the important dignitaries, everyone needs to see that I'm a great man, a man who had been with one woman for years, I would be highly respected” He said, proudly.

Xavier nodded. “I’ll start preparation as soon as possible; I presume it's two weeks from now?"

"Yes. And almost at the end of the party, you are to give a loving speech about your wife, I assume that wouldn't be difficult since she has you wrapped around her fingers” His gaze flicked Amanda insultingly.

"I'd appreciate it if you don't..."

"Xavier” Amanda called, quietly.

He turned to face her, she squeezed his hand slightly and shook her head, telling him to let it slide and that she wasn't affected by Cesario's words.

Xavier sighed.

Cesario stared at him disappointed. He thought Xavier had learnt his lesson with his experience with that woman, Selena. Now, he has chosen to give his heart to a woman again. He was certain that very soon, Xavier would realize that no woman was worth the love of the Da Silva's.

The rest of the dinner was spent with Alice and Amanda trying to get to know each other better.

Amanda rolled over the bed unable to sleep, she slowly sat up and stared at the door, wasn't Xavier coming into the room already?

When they got to the house, he had walked off to his study saying he had somethings to take care of. She stood up and walked out of the bedroom, heading for his study.

She bent the doorknob and walked in.

He lifted up his head from the files he was going through and smiled seeing her in just a big shirt reaching her mid thighs.

"I've been waiting for you” She began.

"I'm sorry, Cara. I'm almost done” He replied.

"I don't want to go upstairs alone” She whined and walked closer to him, she sat on his laps fitting her legs on the either sides of his thighs.

Xavier grinned inhaling the lovely scent of her hair, he knew everything else would have to wait tonight.

"About my father's attitude today, I know you said you're okay with it but I'm not, I'm sorry about that, his ego can never get swayed. I hope you won't start having regrets for being with me because of my father's attitude"

She stared at his face.

"I'm not married to your father, am I? I'm married to you and I don't think I can ever regret being with you, Xavier"

Those words filled his soul with joy. He caught her lips in a fervent kiss. No matter how many times he had kissed her, it still felt like a whole new feeling to him. Her mouth drives him crazy.

She could feel his hardness beneath her, and she rocked her body against him drawing a groan from his mouth.

She stood up from his body and started to undo his trousers, he lifted up his hips and she freed him from it including his briefs, then she knelt before him.

"Are you sure you wanna do this?” He asked.

She nodded and closed her fingers around him, his length grew, and he hardened more. She took a deep breath and stroked him.

He sucked in a sharp breath, she started to slowly caress him.

"Dio!" He hissed.

Amanda lowered her luscious mouth taking in his cock. Xavier shut his eyes as the dampness of her mouth enveloped him.

When he looked down at her, she stared at him, batting her lashes then started to work her tongue on him, swirling and flicking.

"Bam...bi" He groaned.

She sucked harder taking more of him into her sweet mouth. It was the prettiest thing he had ever seen, his cock sliding in and out of her beautiful mouth.

He placed his hands on her hair and groaned at the image of his cock in her mouth.

"Uhm! "He moaned as his hips jerked. She bobbed her mouth up and down, increasing her assault on his manhood.

He held her up from the floor.

"What is it?" She asked.

"I don't want to come just yet; I want to be inside of you now."

She nodded; she knew with his responses that he liked what she did to him, but she slightly wished he had told her how it felt.

Brushing off that thought and choosing to focus on satisfying the heat between her legs, she pulled off her panties and sat on his lap again.

Hands bracketing her hips, he lifted her and positioned the entrance of her body at the tip of his erection. With a wrenching sigh, she impaled herself on his rigid shaft.

Her inner muscles clenched, holding him safe as he moved inside her, her moans encouraging every upward thrust of his hips.

His breathing was harsh.

Her head fell back. Xavier enjoyed watching her ride him as he steadied her hips.

Amanda purred, obviously taking full credit of his cock's sudden increase in enthusiasm. Her writhing turned urgent, her body moving in creative combination of back-and-forth and circular motion.

She couldn't hold back. Didn't want to... He was so hard...stroked her so deeply.

Her body jerked.

"Say it!” He demanded.

"Ti amo," she croaked out.

She convulsed atop him, her head coming forward to press into the hollow of his shoulder as he shot his load into her.

His breathing was ragged. She could feel his heart pounding against her chest. Their lovemaking was always a sizzling experience for them.

He kissed her hair.

She slowly lifted up her head and stared at the files on his table.

"That's the employees records. I was just checking for those who deserve a promotion," he explained.

A picture of a stunningly beautiful woman caught her attention.

"Who's this?" She asked, curiously.

"That's Jane, my secretary."

"Your secretary?" She asked in disbelief.

He nodded. "Do you know her?"

"I don't. So everyday you're in the company of this sexy lady?" She asked, angrily standing up from his lap.

He frowned. "I don't get you."

"How long has she been your secretary?"

"Since I got back from Spain. Why are you suddenly asking all these questions?"

"She's too beautiful to be around you. How am I not sure that you haven't slept with her before?"

His jaw dropped. Now he was pissed. "You think I'm fucking my secretary?"

"Isn't that common among bosses and secretaries?"

Hurt ripped through him. "Will you just listen to yourself? You can't just say that because you think she's sexy, I didn't even think of sleeping with her before getting married to you and you think I'd do it now that I love you. Is this how lowly you think of me?" He yelled.

Dio! He shouldn't have raised his voice at her and he couldn't believe he was angry at himself right now.

She grabbed her underwear, putting it on.

"Good night." With that, she headed for the door.

"Alisha," He called standing up.

"Don't call me that!" She yelled and walked off.

Xavier hurriedly put on his briefs, why was she getting mad over nothing?

As he walked into the hallway, he saw her heading towards her bedroom, he hurried up to her and held her arm.

"Please sleep in my room, I've gotten used to you sleeping there already. I know you're mad, so I won't touch you, just sleep beside me, please,” he begged.

The sadness in his voice made her heart ached. Wordlessly, she walked into his room.

They lay on the bed facing different direction.

Xavier sighed, he couldn't believe they had quarreled because of Jane who was probably sleeping or doing any other shit that was none of his business. Why was she feeling insecure anyway? Didn't she trust him?

Jane was very efficient at her job, but he guessed he would have to take her to another post, he might increase her salary so she wouldn't find anything suspicious. Then he would get a man to be his secretary if that might make his wife feel at ease. He was still upset about her sudden outburst though but he didn't want them to be like this, should he apologize?

Amanda knew she had overreacted; he had never given her any reason to doubt his fidelity.

Her insecurity came from the fact that she wasn't his real wife, she was scared to think that her days with him might be numbered.

'You have to tell him,' Her subconscious advised.