Chapter 237 Chapter 0237

Chapter 237 Chapter 0237
Chapter 0237
If someone told me this would be my life four or five months ago, I would take them to the doctor because something had to be wrong with them. We're here now, and I don't think I can ever be this happy in my life.
"Perfect." Zade repeats.
He grips my chin and tips my head up until I'm looking at him. He lowers his head and captures my lips in a slow passionate kiss. He tells me everything I need to know without having to say it.
When he lets me go, I sucked in a much needed breath and chuckle under my breath.
"Why are you laughing?" he asks, stroking my stomach slowly.
"I don't know." I reply, still snickering.
I see his amusement when I look up and it makes me laugh more.
"How do I like you?" I ask out of the blue.
His foreheads crease in that way it does when he is thinking. Then he grins. The smile transformed his face entirely, stealing my breath. I'll never tire of his smiles.
"How can you not? Have you seen me?" he winks, laughing when I playfully smack his hand.
I don't know if it is because I love him now, or maybe he has always been funny. But I find that I love his humor.
And yes, I love him. I have accepted it and I can't back out now. I can't, even if I wanted to. And I didn't want to.
I haven't told him yet and though he hasn't said it too, I don't need him to. I see it in his actions, the way he looks at me. Heck, even the way he speaks to me.
I can't tell when I started noticing the difference, but it all started to change from that flight to the summit. And I think the real time I realized I loved him was in Drugal's pack.
"Zade?" he humns in reply, his hand going to my hair. I moan softly when he massages my scalp.
That feels good. My eyes started closing on their own accord, then I remembered I wanted to tell him something so I forced them open. "I love you." I breathe out when I say it, feeling free now that I have said the words out loud.
I feel him stiffen against me for a nanosecond before he exhales too and then he chuckles.
"I love you, Feyre. Every part of me loves every part of you." he replies, his words dripping with sincerity. The look in his eyes is almost too much for me.
I circle my arms around his neck and pull him down, pressing our lips together. It is different now, somehow, even though I can't pinpoint how.
We stay in bed for most of the day, and they bring up our meals. Though the doctor said I was fine, she suggested bedrest because of the stress I went through. We both went through and we couldn't say no.
Our flight back to the pack will be tomorrow night. We never really asked Damien how he got here and how he knew where we were, Zade had a few suggestions but we couldn't be sure until we spoke to him.
And one other thing I have been pushing because I'm scared to broach the topic is how I have sisters and I never knew.
We spoke with Asher, who said he would look into it and tell us everything he finds out before we go back to the pack.
The first step will be to speak with them. I learnt their names, Jade and Jennifer.
I wanted to get to know them. It'll be like getting close to my parents because they are a part of them. And they are older than me so they must have known them better.
I'm scared and anxious of all they are going to say, though I can't hide the part of me that wants
know too.