Chapter 231 Chapter 0231

Chapter 231 Chapter 0231
Chapter 0231
ALPHA ZADE
I blink my eyes open, hoping everything I'm thinking right now is nothing but my imagination, or at least, a bad dream. A terrible dream where my father has me and Feyre in a crazy lab bunker.
It seems too real, the déjà vu hitting me among other things. This has felt like it has happened before, and it didn't end fucking well then, I don't think it'll end well now either.
All my hopes died when I tried to move my hand only to reach the realization that they were tied behind my back. I'm in a chair and my legs are tied too.
I growl, fighting against the restraints. Even though they are laced with silver, they don't do much damage and my father must know that because when he appears, there are three buff men with him.
I snarl and he merely sighs, like this is all an inconvenience to him.
One of the men steps forward when he nods at them and they take off the gag around my mouth. He moves back just as fast as he stepped forward. Scared I was going to do something to him.
The fucking coward. I'm tied like a fucking animal. By my own father!
As crazy as it sounds. I'm not as surprised as I should be.
"I didn't want it to come to this." father-I don't think he deserves that title right now-mutters, looking down his nose at me.
"What fucked up way did you want it to get to?" I snap, shooting him daggers with my eyes.
If looks alone could kill, he would be dead by now. Unfortunately, my eyes don't have actual spikes in them and all I manage to do is look like an offended child.
"I'm saving you. The least you can do is show gratitude." I don't know when a loud laugh bursts from me.
"And what exactly should I be grateful for? Almost killing me and my mate, twice? Or is it having her treated like a fucking lab rat because you're out of your goddamn mind?!"
"Stop yelling!" his voice rises but he doesn't yell.
The prick never does. All he does is drive people around him to insanity until they snap and lose it, then they look like the crazy ones.
And I won't give him that benefit. I inhale a deep breath and exhale before shaking my head.
"When I get out of here, I'm going to fucking kill you. And you better hope they don't hurt Feyre in any way—"
"You haven't killed me all this while. If you wanted to do it, you could have years ago, before your mother took her life." He says with a disgusted frown. "Alas, you're a coward like her."
He sighs and shakes his head, then he looks up at me and he smiles. He actually smiles.
That is when I know he is crazy. Literally.
"It doesn't matter." He shakes his head again. "She can't shame me any more than she already has. But I am going to save this family, I'm going to save you from that-that abnormality she gave you." he sighs. "Once they get the antidote ready with your mate's blood and her sister's healing ability, you'll finally be free of the mutation and you'll be the man you were always meant to be."
I open my mouth to speak but no words make it out. I'm speechless. Hearing what he is saying now makes me realize he is not only crazy but also delusional.
He has been going off about this for years, since before my mother died. I think since Ayda was born. He was obsessed with getting rid of the slight vampire side that craves blood, because that was abnormal and he didn't like it.
Nothing worked. Not like anyone expected it to. I don't know what makes him think he has found the right way to do it. There is no right way. There is simply no way.