Zara

Zara's POV....

Usher's mother... Was in hospital..in a very critical condition..She got a heart attack..

Jonah called to inform usher about the same..

As soon as we heard this shocking news we both ran and got inside the car and rushed to the hospital in which his mother was Admitted.

In the way to the hospital.. Usher didn't said a word even when I was trying to console him and tell him that everything is going to be alright .. He just nodded in response nothing else.. I was really worried by now.. For him..

Finally we reached the hospital.

Usher rushed towards the counter and I followed.. After collecting the information about her mother.. We rushed to the ward where she was admitted.

Jonah was already there..

" Thank god you came man.. " Jonah said and hugged usher..

He turned towards me and gave me a hug. While giving a confused look.. I know why.. He must be amused to see me and usher together..

" How's she... And when did you found... And how am I the last one to know.. " Usher asked... All worried and concerned about his mother..

" Relax man, the doctor said she is stable now.. But not really fine.. And yeah.. I was the first to find cause I was at your home only when this happened.. Actually after arguing with you I went to aunty.. To see her.. As I planned on leaving the city tonight.. But when I got there after a few minutes she started getting panic attack and than this happened.. I called you for whole of the night but you didn't picked up..finally in the morning.. You did received.. ".. Jonah said.

" Yes, actually I was... I'm.. Sorry man.. For whatever I did.. " Usher said..

" It's okay man.. Things happen don't worry she'll be fine.. "Jonah said hugging usher one more time.

I know why did they fight... Usher told me each and everything... How Jonah helped him to get rid of Jessica.. And yesterday.. When we saw him at the farm house he was mad at usher cause he knew how . Usher forced me to come with him that's why he lashed out at him.. And than they had a heated argument but now I guess everything is fine..

Usher went inside the room to see his mother..

While Jonah came to me..

" So.. How the miracle happened... And Please don't try to pretend.. I can see even his mother is in such a worst condition he is only able to hold it because of you. Or else like the other times he would have gone bonkers. "Jonah said with a grin..

Was it that obvious.. Now..

I told him everything that happen between me and usher..

He was glad that finally after so. Much of hardship we ended together..

But I was restless from inside... Cause the way usher told me how much he loathe his father not because of what he did to him.. But because his all empire was build on illegal activities.. Usher himself informed the police and got his father arrested.. After getting out of jail.. Jason blackmailed usher to give him money or else he will never let his mother live in peace knowing his mother's condition Usher always gave him whatever he demanded.. But.. Since then he despised every person involved in illegal activities even the person that are related to them.. Cause he thought his father's illegal addiction only led his and his mother life into trouble..so he will never ever allow anyone from that background to enter his life..

And the fact that I'm too someone of that background.. I fear that the world I'm trying yo build would crumble apart before it's made..

I will never be able to tell him the truth until unless, I'm sure that.. He loves me enough too be able to handle my past. Cause if he didn't excepted me than I'll be broken to a point of no repair..

Finally Usher came out of the room after visiting his mother.

" Okay, Jonah... You can leave now and go have some rest I'll be here and.. Yeah take Zara too with you.. "Usher said.. He looked devastated looking at her mother like this was really hard for him.

" No, I'll stay with you.. " I demanded.

Usher was about to refuse but Jonah supported me.

" Man, you got with her just now and you are planning to part ways.. Let her stay.. " Jonah said forcing usher to agree.

We both sat in silence.. I consoled him not through my words but with my action . I hugged him and embraced him.

It was after two days when his mother was stable and got discharged. Finally everything was normal.. But then , I remembered Liam.. It's been two days.. He hasn't even called me.. Or contacted me, I know usher wouldn't hurt him.. After this.

I asked usher, he informed me that Liam is out of states for some official work.. And he lied to me just to make me come with him.. I hated that he lied for few hours I wasn't even talking to him.. But I know if he wouldn't have done that than I would not have been here..

I was finally living a life which I was loving.. Though I was worried about mum.. But I know I have to be patient.. To at least make usher trust me enough till I can give him the dark piece of my life.

Being with him made me realize how much he loves me.. He kept me like a queen..

He treasured me, something that I never had.. But was way to possessive, after knowing that he is my first at everything.. He even respected my choice, and got intimate only when I was finally ready..

That night our passion was at peak... Every touch him was like fire and ice on my skin simultaneously.. And after that..

Every night was more beautiful than the last one. He didn't just loved my body but worshipped it..

One touch from. Him and I ignite..

Every touch of him made me want more and more till I had enough..

I never knew what his touch could do to me.. Untill I had it.

It was heaven with him.

My life was nothing like before, I have a lover now.. A brother in Jonah ,usher's mother Chelsea also excepted me with an open heart.

Actually the presence of Chelsea, was much more helpful, I got to know her, she and I shared a really strong bond.

We used to gossip for hours.. In our team times. She used to tell me about all usher mischievous activities that he did as a child, though usher had an evil father but her mother always tried her best to give usher all the love and support that he needed. But Jason hatred empowered over Chelsea's love.

She told me about her good old days. She even told me that Jason was not like this but something made him that way.. Jason was a loving man, but... And she never completed her sentence after that but.. No matter how much I tried to make her say the words but somehow she always tried to find an excuse to divert the topic.. I know she wasn't comfortable in talking about that may be was the time she'll tell me the reason why Jason from being a loving man turned into someone so evil.

We always chatted for hours, Chelsea even taught me how to cook cause I was hopeless cook. But with her teaching I almost mastered the art in very short amount of time.

Usher always, taunted me that I stole his mother from him, obviously why not.. Cause Chelsea was so loving that she never let me feel the absence of mother and I loved her the same way.

Even sometimes usher got to irritated, by our long conversation but we never stopped. It was fun living a life like this... I wanted Chelsea to stay with us, but she said that she doesn't want to be an intruder in our lives.. And would like to give us as much as privacy she can, so that we both cam get to know each other, even after our long nagging, Chelsea didn't stayed, she liked living in her old humongous villa with lina so we didn't pastured her any more.

Life was just like the way I dreamed about it.. But there was still a fear gripping inside my heart.. Usher was still unaware of my past... Even though now I have a each and every single piece of him.. From his horrible past to even all the number of relationship he had..

But after Liam returned, it was hard for me, to even face him.. When I told him about usher and me, he was devastated, I can see that, but being the best friend he is.. He excepted it and respected my choice and promised to be always on my side.. And will always love me the way he does.

Though usher was too reluctant to allow me to continue my friendship with Liam. As it was difficult for him to digest the fact that Liam holds feelings for me.

But I can't allow his insecurities to ruin my friendship with Liam.

Almost every day we fought on this topic as none of us was ready to give up.

At last usher begrudgingly accepted my friendship with Liam but warned me that if he tried anything, than he would certainly kill him.

Finally life again was back on smooth track. But not for long,

Usher started behaving mysterious, lost was his touch of love,

He started sleeping in different room, I was getting agitated by his sudden change of behaviour.

But I can't blame him for this, even after his thousands request, I never told him about my past, every time he brought up the topic I diverted it or ignored.. It...

On one day, when Usher proposed me for marriage... Oh my god what a romantic proposal.. I know usher is way too romantic.. He has already proven it since every night from the day when we got together.

But the proposal topped the chart implicitly.

Usher turned his whole garden into... A red roses bouquet.

Candles and balloon on the ground and fire balloon in the sky... It was magical it was looking like hee has literally plucked out stars from the sky and scattered them on ground .. I knew that he was planning to do so,but I never expected too soon..even after wanting him so badly..and loving him more than anyone...I didn't accepted his proposal..

Cause I can't, untill I tell him everything about me.. I asked him to give me some time... I know it was breaking him.. But still he agreed.

But even after that he was fine.. And was behaving normal.. But since last week there's not a subtle change in his behaviour but a vast one .

He doesn't talks to me often.. Not in the house not even in the office.

I started working for him again.. No one over there knew about our progressed relationship.

But.. His change attitude was killing me..

I decided to make him realize his mistake, I decided to call him out on his odd behaviour.

" Why the hell are you behaving like that, Usher.. Did you finally had your fill of me " I asked him angrily pouring my comments sarcastically..

But his response blew me..

" Really, I had my fill or you had your fill, that's why you are running wild with Liam now, isn't it the truth Zara.. " What the hell did he just said..

After everything we have been through again he is accusing me of my character..

I was not even able to response to his offensive accuses.. When he again fired me with his insulting words.

" Don't you dare think that, just because I love you, I'll endure this deceiving of you, you said you loath Veronica, tell me how are you any different from her" Seething he said and left for the office leaving me in the Hall.. All alone.

I was shocked from his outburst and more than that, the fact that he still doesn't trust me enough.. To even talk to me before accusing me of anything.. I was devastated.

That after all this he thinks about me like this, he thinks that I'll cheat on him, when there's not a single day, when I don't confess my for him.

Even after my all attempt to show him that he means the world to me, than also.. He went ahead and threw these crude remarks at me.. I was broken by his behaviour.

After Usher left that day, Jonah came and told me about Usher's insecurity regarding Liam and

suggested me that may be my marriage rejection might have hurt him.. So I decided.. To give him my all.. Not just a yes.. To his proposal but I decided to tell him about my past..

And surprise him with something much bigger than that.. Cause for me , he was more special than he thinks.. And if that's the case than I can at least give him that... Security.

At night I dressed in beautiful blue coloured gown...having a thigh high slit. And was of toe length.. Usher only got this gown for me..

I was prepared to move on.. To take our relationship to the next level.. I waited for him..

Sitting all excited and nervous for him to arrive.

The door bell rang exactly at 8 pm of the night.. Which was quite late from the Time of usher arrival.

I was ecstatic and nervous.. To open the door and give him everything that he wanted since so long..

As soon as I opened the door...

I saw.... The beginning of the end...