Chapter 11 Date

Raven, I am freaking out. Why what's wrong? I have a date with Sam tonight, yeah that's wonderful so what's the problem? The problem is that I don't even know what to wear. She told me to wear something casual, casual! I don't even know what that means right now

calm down babe, breathe in, breathe out, I know you are nervous and I know it's been a while you have done something like this so tell me why you are so nervous.

You have been on dates but have not seen you this nervous before so what is this really about. I think I'm in love with Sam,

You think or you know you are in love with her I smirked wiggling my eyebrows at her

Alright! I am in love with her and I know it's too early. I don't even know if she feels the same way about me, have not even introduced her to the kids yet, my kids don't even know I am dating a woman. How will I explain this to them? I don't want them to hate me.

Amanda, your kids can never hate you, they love you so much they only want to see you happy and if Sam makes you happy then go for it I know Sam likes you a lot, alright why don't you ask your kids about it, what no!

Kids get in here your mom wants to tell you something, they all ran in like it was something serious, shit I guess it a little serious.

Mom is everything alright? Daniel asks, Yes everything is fine dear gosh why am I so nervous around my kids, so what do you want to tell us, mom, well well I don't know how you guys will feel about this but I am seeing someone and she is a girl, a girl! mom, are you a lesbian? Danielle said, how does she even know that word she must have noticed the way I was looking at her. she just rolled her eyes

Mom, I know what it means my friend has two mothers and she told me

So you are okay with it? I mean you don't hate me? I asked nervously.

Mom, we can never hate you, we are okay with you liking girls but we want to see this woman you are going on a date with tonight, Daniel said. How did you know I was going on a date? They just looked at my bed. You always scatter your clothes when you want to go out, and we might have overheard you saying you have a date to aunt Raven before I could say something else someone knocked, don't worry I will go check who is there why don't you get dressed.

Samantha

I asked her out finally, I was so nervous she makes me nervous but am calm now, like hell I am looking at me it's just six and am already on my way to her house when I told her I will pick her up around seven

I knocked on the door and Raven opened it

Hi Raven how are you, am fine Sam come in Amanda is still getting dressed, well I brought chocolate for the kids and flowers for Amanda

That nice of you to let me call the kids, she left me with the kids telling me that Amanda needed her help with something, why am I so nervous around these kids, yea they are Amanda's kids and am trying to impress them what should I even say to them, hi am Sam what your name, am Daniel, this is Danielle and Daniella its a pleasure to meet you, Sam, wow what a polite kid, I bought this for you guys I hope you like chocolate

Yes! Chocolate Thank you, Sam,

You are welcome kids

So what do you like about my mom? They asked well your mom is beautiful, she's smart, I love her smile.

Well, we like you already Sam but promise us you won't hurt mom?

I promise, I won't hurt her, then they hugged me I was shocked.

looks like my kids like you, I turned and I was amazed by what she was wearing I was just staring at Amanda she looks so beautiful in that short gown I was speechless until I heard her kids laughing at something their mother said, I didn't even know when she got close all I could say was Hi, how are you? Am fine

Can we go now! sure.

Bring her back by eleven Daniel said when I opened the door for his mother

Don't worry kids I will bring are back before that

The date was great I mean we had fun I was thinking she was taking me to a restaurant but nope we went to have fun at this park where we sat and had our date, we talked and got to know more about each other and I liked the fact that she was asking about my kids she even said "maybe our next date we can all go camping or fishing I was like we? I mean you, me, and your kids if that is okay with you" Wow what my ex didn't even do with his kids that is to spend time with them but Sam wants to do that which am grateful for but I did tell her I will ask the kids about it, she dropped me off before eleven and she gave me a goodnight kiss on the lips which got me smiling like crazy when I got in the kids were already sleeping even Raven then I got a message from Sam saying "goodnight love, I had a great time hope we can do this again sometime" yep Am in love.

Raven

Ethan's birthday was coming up. Nobody knows I am pregnant yet except Amanda and she has been helping me plan his birthday. They all seem very happy that his birthday is tomorrow.