59. We're Done

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Closing her eyes, Savannah took a deep breath and then exhale slowly. Right at the door Dylan's apartment, the woman completely calmed down at once prepare herself to be able to talk to his boyfriend and end the relationship between the two. A decision already taken, making Savannah have to start and end everything which she should have done ASAP. And all that not only for herself, but for the good of others the people around her whom she loves so much. Savannah is more willing to sacrifice feelings and also his heart for others, rather than she who made other people feel disappointed and hurt because they are not the same once made a sacrifice.

After a while Savannah silently prepared herself, she began to open the door to Dylan's apartment and stepped inside towards the central room. While taking off the coat she was wearing, Savannah looked around the apartment looking for where more precisely the whereabouts of that man. And when Savannah put down the coat and his bag on the sofa, she also found the figure of Dylan who had just been stepped from the room.

"Hey, you're back already?" Asked the man while walking approached the woman.

"Yes. Dy, sit down. I have something to talk to you about."

"Don't you want to have dinner first? I already have prepared it for you."

"Right now is not the right time to be able to eat. Because I just wanted to talk to you."

"What's wrong? Sounds like something very serious."

Savannah who had seated herself first on the couch, made her look at the man's steps until now which had also been sat down beside his boyfriend.

"So, is there anything you wanted to talk about?" Dylan asked while pulling one of Savannah's hands into hers.

"Between us. You and me. Our relationship, Dy."

"Hmm..., okay. What's wrong?"

Once again, Savannah regulated her breathing to feel more at ease in the situation she was about to get into because she could sense that the situation is now starting to feel tense.

"Save..."

"I wish we could end this relationship between us, Dy." said the woman with one breath and heard quite loudly.

"What?"

"Yes. I wish we could end this relationship."

Dylan's hand that previously felt tightly holding hands Savannah, after hearing the words that woman expressed. With slowly the man loosened his grip, until his hand was gone not holding Savannah's hand anymore.

"Why did it have to end, Savee? I thought we had each other love."

"Yes, I know that too, Dy. It's just..., I can't anymore live it again, Dy. I can't anymore. From the start, you did too know that i find it difficult if the relationship status between us be official, right? And now I feel that way again made me doubt it."

"No. I absolutely do not believe that is your basic reasoning. All of that is bullshit, Savannah!" replied the man who started no controlled because of the feeling of emotion and disappointment he had.

"Dy, I really can't live this relationship anymore."

"You say you love me, Savee. You say you love me! And now, you have the heart to want to end this relationship just because of you who began to doubt everything that could never be for made it through?"

"I love someone else."

"What?"

"Yes, I love someone else, Dy. It would be painful and unfair if I don't end the relationship with you in time I've fallen in love with someone else."

"No, you're not in love with another. I know you, Savannah. I know what you are like. And I'm pretty sure it is no other love. Tell me, Savannah. What's the matter happened to you to make you like this?”

"Nothing happened to me."

"I don't believe it."

"You don't believe it? You want to know the real reason I have why do I want to end this relationship between us?"

"Yes. What happened to you, Savee?"

"I will marry Duke."

"WHAT!?"

"Yes, I will marry him in the near future. What's wrong? Are you surprised?"

"I don't believe it."

"You can't keep believing in things you can't accept

that. But the reality is already like that, Dy. I falling love with another and that figure is Duke, and I'm getting married soon with him. Maybe in the near future you will get my wedding invitation together with Duke. And from there, maybe you would believe that I was not meant for you."

"I know you will never be able to love him. So, what are you for decided to want to marry with him?”

"You don't know what's inside my heart, Dy."

"That's what you think? But I think I know what it's more like inside your heart."

"We've been together for a long time but that doesn't mean you can understand know all that is in my heart."

"But I do understand. You said you loved him, even you want to marry him. But I believe in myself, that actually your heart doesn't want anything like that. Can you imagine it? Marry? Married, Savannah? Just going through a relationship as lovers you feel so heavy. How can you live a relationship that is bound and filled with such a commitment? I guess if you stick with it, you won't ever be able to survive in it. Trust me, Savannah. You might prefer to die than live along with people who are more demonic than on the good, those around you."

"Owhh..., so that's your assessment? Then will you accept the truth if I say more interested in the distant Duke more perfect than you, and not comparable to you?"

"You're not the Savannah I know."

"Then what kind of Savannah do you know?"

"Which isn't being a lowly woman like this."

"Lowly? I am indeed a lowly woman. How could I not referred to as a slut when I've just had sex with the two McCarter brothers? That sounds so cheesy to you any woman does. Apart from that, Duke has everything things you don't have, Dy. He can give me whatever I want and in no time I'm sure he can provide it for me."

"So, it's all just because of material problems?"

"Yes. Are you surprised by my character that you don't know yet? Come on, Dy. I no longer want to continue this relationship between us. I've already make my choice, and just accept it."

"You talk like that so easily, Savannah. You talk like no idea how I feel right now. Do you know, right now you breaking my heart, Savannah? Do you feel it, at the moment it's so easy for you to say all those things are the truth hurting me even more?"

"I know it's hard for you to accept everything, Dy. However this is what you have to accept. I can't be in this relationship anymore."

"Do you not love me anymore?"

Savannah unconsciously exhaled heavy breaths. Breath heavy that describes how difficult the situation she is going through that, but things like that are the reality that Savannah has to do for all the bad things that have already happened, not getting any further worse than the thing the woman feared.

"Love for affection as lovers, maybe not. But we can keep the love we have is limited to just friends. Professionals at work as colleagues. We can do that, Dy."

"Friends? That sounds like crap. And what? Coworkers? That far sounds like a pretty ridiculous thing."

"I want this farewell to be amicable, Dy. Although I understand how do you feel right now, I still want to have a good relationship with you."

"Do you still have a heart and feelings when you want good relationship with me, but you already destroy me to nothing left?”

"I just want to try to be nice when I've already done it hurt you, Dy."

"I don't need pity."

"I don't pity you. I just want to do a good thing against you."

"I don't need it."

Dylan's tone, which had sounded like earlier, was no longer interested talk to Savannah, get him to look away from the woman and as much as possible not to look directly at a woman's face who he loves but with great heart has broken his heart as well that feeling.

"Okay. I understand you are very disappointed."

"You don't understand, Savannah. If you did, you wouldn't have the heart to do things like this."

"I'm sorry, Dy. I'm sorry that this relationship can't work well. I understand you have high hopes with me. But I can't go through all this according to your hopes and wishes."

"Go! I can't fight for my hope anymore. Be happy with the choice you have made. We're done."

"We're done?"

"Yes. You've made up your mind, haven't you? Be happy with a man who you don't love, but you prefer because you think he can make you happy."

"I'm sorry, Dy."

"Stop it, Savannah. Stop apologizing like that when you're didn't do anything wrong."

"Okay. So..., we're really over?"

"Yes. As you wish, we are done."

"Are you okay with that? Because after this I want to be in between we can be fine."

"What do you think? Will we still be just fine after this?"

Savannah reflexively let out a small smile with a hint of sadness after hearing what Dylan had said to her.

"Okay. Maybe in the future we won't have to meet. I'll give you time, in order to between us can reconcile with time.”

For a few moments Savannah was silent after the sentence of understanding ended what she said, made Savannah decide to leave stood up from his sitting position and took his coat and bag which dhe had before she put it on the sofa right beside her. The woman wants giving Dylan plenty of time to be alone and reflect everything that made him sad, decided to hurry up stepped out of the man's apartment just like that without said one word of farewell.

Because Savannah felt sure that if she said one word any farewell to that man, she would be feeling that situation it will get harder and harder for Savannah to left the man she still loved, just for her selfishness and also the people around her who have succeeded in influencing Savannah to be able to be someone who is mean to someone who is loved it.

After stepping into the elevator that will take her to the lower floor building Dylan's apartment building, Savannah decided to took out his cell phone and called Duke directly. No need It had been a long time since Duke had picked up Savannah's phone who also directly said the essence of his desire to that man.

"We met at the club, I really need a drink right now."

"You already told him?"

"Yeah. I just got back from his apartment."

"Then, how?"

"Everything is done. And, the wedding plans can be carried out accordingly your will and without any hindrance."

"Do you regret it?"

"Is something like that necessary nowadays? I don't think so."

"Fine. Then I'll pick you up right now. Give me a position your current whereabouts through messages.”

"We met directly at the place you once took me to go together to the clubs, Duke. If I wait for you here, it will be too long and..., It just makes me feel even more guilty."

"Okay, we'll meet there. See you later."

Simultaneously with the end of the call, the elevator door that Savannah climb opened and quickly the woman jumped rushed out of the apartment and looked for a taxi that passed in front of the building so as soon as possible she can go to the club dan calmed herself which might just be cured with some a glass of alcohol, which she really needed right now.

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To be continued . . .