Alpha Ren

🌿 AURORA 🌿

I confronted Alpha Ren about him cheating on me with silver .

The pain in my heart was not gonna heal anytime soon . Even if it eventually healed I will never be able to forget the totore of watching him make out with silver .

He has been around me trying to make up for what he did .

But how do I open my heart to trust a man that lied to me ,not only lied but went ahead to cheat on me .

I couldn't open up to anyone about what happened ,not even Athena because she had tried severally to warn me about him and I stood my ground and continued my relationship with him .

Now I'm bleeding from hurt .

" How do you feel now dear ? The pack doctor asked with concern.

" I feel better" I said and she smiled.

" Have you been able to access your wolf ? She asked and I shook my head.

" I had an accident and after that I have been unable to shift " i said and she stared at me then sighed softly.

" I'm sure you will get better there ,don't stress too much " she adviced and I watched her walk out of the door .

A frown graced my face when she greeted someone at the door .

" Good morning Alpha ,she just finished the antidote and I think she is in good shape now "The pack doctor said and I looked away from him .

I could feel his gaze the entire time as he walked closer to me .

" Flower" he called softly.

" What do you want " I snapped.

" I am sorry " he said staring at me camly .

" I know sorry isn't going to heal the hurt in your heart .

" Exactly Ren ! It's not gonna change anything , You don't know how much heartache you caused me. I can't just wake up one morning and forgive you " I yelled and his eyes flashed with hurt .

" I understand baby and I am willing to wait even if it is for eternity until you forgive me and take me back .

You didn't deserve the shit I put you through " he said and I walked over to my bed where I lay down .

" Close the door on your way out Ren ." I said as my heard squezed in hurt .

I heard footsteps which faded away after sometime.

My hand laced my mouth as I cried like a baby .

The following week was not easy for me and my relationship with Ren .

Ares and Rhea have been coming from time to time to check up on me .

I was stuck in my decision , I didn't know if I should break things off with alpha Ren and leave or fight for us .

But how am I supposed to fight for someone who broke me ?

My whole life is complicated ,I can't remember a thing about my past and the man I love cheated on me with his ex .

The sickest part is the fact that I am still very much In love with him .

" Hey Auro " Beta Vince said coming into my room .

" Vincenzo" i muttered under my breath.

"I can see you are tired" He said smiling .

" Yeah ,I just finished my treatment I still feel weak after the whole procedure " I said and he stared at me.

" I heard what happened between you and Lorenzo and trust me I am not in support of what happened " he said gently.

" I don't want to talk about it " I said softly.

" I understand but not talking about it won't help you either " he adviced.

" Vincenzo the Alpha hurt me ,he slept with silver ,he cheated on me in my sick moment !

" How cruel " I screamed as my voice broke at the edge .

" Do you know how much pain I was going through at that point ? I felt like I would die from the pain....and all he has to say is he is sorry " I asked my voice breaking at the edge .

" He is truly sorry Aurora ..trust me this is all silvers doing " he said calmly.

" Silver ? They are both at fault here all these wouldn't have happened in the first place if he refused her offer to sleep with her " I said and and he gave a nod in agreement.

" On behalf of the pack and Ren I apologise ,just please try to give him another chance " he said softly.

" Leave ,go away Vincenzo . GET OUT ! I yelled pointing at the door .

He gave a nod and walked out of my room .

I stared at his retreating figure as I cried bitterly.

Confused

Hurt

Angry that's how I felt after the whole thing .

I couldn't leave , because I loved his children too much to let go and I don't know what I feel anymore .

" Are you and Dad good ? Ares asked as I hung his ironed clothes in his wardrobe.

" It is adult business Ares " I said and he sighed .

" Daddy has been really grumpy lately and I heard you guys arguing you know" he said as he stared at me with his hazel eyes.

Something he inherited from his father .

" Daddy and I are fine "I said and took a deep breath in and out to calm down.

"Thank goodness ,I don't really like silver around and I'm scared she's up to no good " He said worriedly.

" Go to bed Ares my dear , everything will be okay " I said and kissed his forehead as he smiled and I tucked him in .

I decided to check up on Rhea before going to bed .

I got in her room and heard soft cries from the bathroom.

" Ri " I called in worry .

" Mom " she called and my heart warmed up immediately.

Mom

She called me mom .

TBC