Flower

🌾 LORENZO 🌾

" Flower .." I trailed and she didn't say anything in return .

What's wrong ? I wondered as I stared at her innocent face .

Her cheeks flushed red nose red and her eyes swollen from crying.

Yet she wouldn't say a word about what's wrong with her.

The pack doctor checked up on her and gave her some medicines .

" Flower talk to me , do you want something? I asked and she pulled her hands away from my grip again .

" I want to be left alone Lorenzo " she said Calling me by my full name.

" Love is everything okay ? I asked worriedly.

" Leave me alone please" she said her voice breaking at the edge .

I gave a nod and decided to leave her alone for a while.

" Father is she going to be alright ? Rhea asked immediately I exited the room .

" She will be fine Ri " I replied as I made my way to my office to go about the pack duties.

" Did she say what exactly is wrong with her ? Vincenzo asked as he dropped some files in front of me .

" No ,she has refused to say a word and trust me her silence is Killin me ,I can't bear it " I said and ran my fingers in my hair.

" She will come around , maybe you said something or did something to hurt her " Vincenzo said and I stared at the files in front of me blankly.

I had a lot of things stressing me again .

Our pack members where attacked by rouges and I nearly lost it last night.

I had a lot on my mind and messed up " I thought as I pinched the bridge of my nose .

" Is there something you need to tell me ? Vincenzo asked .

" I might have slept with silver last night " I said in guilt and he cursed under his breath.

" What where you thinking Enzo! He bursted Angrily.

" I was not in the right state of mind okay " I said in regret .

" That is not an escuse man ,you just complicated things for you and Aurora" He said Calmly.

" I don't know what I want anymore I'm so confused and now she won't talk to me " I said trying to be calm .

" Do you think she find out you fucked Silver ? Vince asked .

" What ? ...I d...ont' I trailed and cursed under my breath at the possibility.

" Oh Shit " I cursed under my breath.

" You messed up man ,you really messed up" Vincenzo said dissapointedly.

I spent the day in regret of my actions and that night I decided to check up on her .

" Baby " I said softly as I touched her pale cheeks.

" Go away Lorenzo " she spat angrily.

" What is it talk to me please" I said and she Chuckled bitterly.

" Talk to you ? You cheated on me Lorenzo what is there to talk about ? She screamed as she burst out crying.

" I have been sick for a while and yet you go behind my back to fool around with silver ? She bursted .

" If was a mistake ,I didn't mean for it to happen ...I .."I trailed and she cried .

" You can't justify what you have done " she said her voice breaking at the edge .

" I am sorry " I said as my heart squeezed in hurt .

" I know I messed up and there is no escuse for cheating... " I trailed .

" I saw you making out with her on our bed Ren , do you know how badly it hurt ? I don't think I can ever bring myself to trust you anymore ." She said and tears rolled outta my eyes.

" I ... understand" I said and stood still while staring at her.

" Please leave Alpha Ren" she said and I opened my mouth to apologise again but words stuck on my throat.

I left her room and made my way to my Chambers .

Immediately I got in I screamed as pain stabbed my heart .

I couldn't bare the hurt in her eyes and how Vunerable she sounded .

She trusted me ,yet I broke her completely.

I rushed out of the pack house ,shifted into my wolf form and went for a run in the woods .

It started raining badly and I growled under the rain .

I'm sorry Aurora

I'm so sorry " tears rolled out of my eyes in regret .

I lost her ,I fucking lost her because of my own mistake .

I returned to the pack house after my run and it was already very dark .

" Enzo baby " Silver called as she rushed over to where I stood .

" I missed you ,where have you been all day ? K have been looking for you everywhere " she said as she grabbed my hands I removed them from her grip immediately.

" Is everything okay Ren ? Talk to me did I do anything wrong ? She asked in hurt and I stared at her suddenly feeling pity for her .

" Silver about last night " I said and she blushed red .

" I know you love me Ren , you don't need to say it " she said kissing my cheeks.

"It was a mistake" I said and she froze .

" Wh....at " she stuttered in shock .

" I'm sorry ,last night was not supposed to happen. I had a lot on my mind and trust me I wasn't in my right state of mind when we had sex " I said and she stared at me .

" Stop saying shit Lorenzo . You and I have been sleeping with each other for years ,you can't suddenly wake up one morning and start regretting stuff between us " she bursted Angrily.

" I am in a relationship with Aurora ..." I said immediately.

" A girl from another pack ,a girl who doesn't know her own identity ? What is wrong with you Lorenzo ! She bursted .

" I love her "

TBC