Chapter 151 Chapter One Hundred and Fifty-One
Ryder takes my lips in a passionate kiss. "That is one of the many reasons I love you baby."
When he pulls away I take his hand in mine and smile. "Tell me something no one else knows about you Ryder. Something that even your brothers don't know."
Ryder quirks an eyebrow smirking a little. "If I tell you something, what will I get in return?"
I give him a victorious smile. I already know no matter what I tell him he will get in return he is going to tell me something. I still want to be fair though so.
"If you tell me something no one else in the world knows about you then you can have one of two things. I will either tell you something no one else in the world knows about me or you can ask me one question of your choice. Anything you can think of, no matter how crazy it might be and I will answer it honestly."
Ryder thinks about it for a second and nods his head. "Okay deal baby, I will tell you something no one else knows. Something I never thought I would tell anyone, ever."
"Make it something good." I whisper, winking at him and he chuckles.
"Don't worry, it is very good. Especially for you."
"Okay." I whisper, waiting for him to say whatever it is he wants to tell me. My heartbeat quickens, and I don't know why but I feel kind of nervous now. Something about the way he said that makes me a little worried, what if it's something I wasn't expecting and I don't like his answer. Maybe I didn't think this through.
Ryder takes a deep breath and gives my hand a gentle squeeze, while cupping my cheek with his free hand. "Something no one especially my brother's know about me is, I was a virgin until our first time."
My eyes widen in shock, did he just say what I think he said? There is no way that's possible. He was so good, and confident. He was so gentle with me, and he really seemed to know what he was doing.
"What?" I ask, unable to form any other response. "But, how? There is no way that's possible."
Ryder laughs softly. "I'm serious. You were my first."
"But you were you know like so good and you took such good care of me when we did it the first time. Plus you had a girlfriend for a long time before I moved here. Didn't you two ever do it?" I ask, rambling unable to stop myself. It's just so unbelievable to me.
Ryder full on laughs this time shaking his head no. "No baby we didn't ever have sex. She sucked my dick a couple times. She wasn't very good at it, but she tried and I fingered her a couple of times. That was pretty much it though."
I shake my head, looking at him in disbelief. "My first day at school you pretty much told me you and your girlfriend were fucking. I think your exact words were you didn't need me cock blocking you, so I had to ride the bus."
Ryder smirks. "I can't believe you remember that."
I scoff. "Of course I remember it. You were being a fucking dick."
Ryder laughs. "I was only being a dick because you were sexy as fuck and I wasn't supposed to want you baby. So I tried to push you away."
Now it's my turn to smirk. "How did that work out for you?"
Ryder gives me a sweet smile. "It worked out perfectly. I got the girl of my dreams and I get to do things like this."
Before I can ask what he means he leans in kissing me. His thumb rubs my cheek and I use my free hand to grab the back of his neck, fingers twisting in his hair as I pull him closer to me.
When we finally break apart we are both panting hard and I whisper. "I love you Ryder."
He smiles. "I love you too baby."
"Can I ask you something?"
Ryder nods his head. "Ask me anything."
"Why didn't you tell your brothers that you were a virgin?"
Ryder laughs. "It's just a brother thing, I didn't want them making fun of me or whatever. You know they have both had sex before and I had heard stories. Plus the three of us always wanted to find someone we could share in a relationship. So, I didn't really know if they would change their minds about that if they knew. I figured it was just easier to let them think I had been having sex for however long they think it is."
I smile, giving him another kiss. "That makes sense. Thank you for telling me. I honestly didn't know what to expect when I asked you, but it definitely wasn't that."
Ryder laughs. "I'm full of surprises." He winks and I laugh too.
"All good surprises. I'm glad you were my first Ryder and I'm glad I got to be your first, even if I didn't know I was your first until now."
Ryder squeezes my hand, glancing down at our joined hands for a second then says. "I'm glad you were my first too baby. I'm glad I waited. No one else could have ever made my first time more perfect than you."