Chapter 70 WHAT I BECAME

Chapter 70 WHAT I BECAME
CHAPTER 70

GRACE'S POV
WHAT I BECAME
Lily convinced me to go to the club, because I needed a break from all this craziness.

“Grace, you need a break.” Lily piped. “You need a breather.”

She said and threw a red dress at me. It was beautiful but skimpy, but I knew not to argue with her about this.

We drove to the club CASANOVA, with neon lights blinking. We passed through bouncers with Lily's help.

The hallway was too narrow, but for some weird reason. Mackena blocked our way, and Lily sighed, folding her hand. I paused mid way, my purse hanging off my shoulder, and my pulse quickened.

“Not today, Mackena.” I breathed, trying to slip sideways.

Lily caught my arm. “Grace, we are doing this today.”

Mackena folded her arms, her brows arched in a judgemental way. “You'll talk to me now.”

I swallowed hard. “You're boring me.”

“Am I?” Mackena stepped closer. “Why the hell did you stab, Ryan?”

I blinked hard trying to contain my feelings. “Oh my gosh, are you dead ass right now?”

“Yes, I'm serious!” Mackena snapped. “I'm not stupid I saw it. I really wished you had a sex tape, Grace. I'll really make you famous.”

I felt heat rush through my veins. I opened my mouth, but Lily beat me to it. Her voice was harsh and sharp.

“You know who needs help, Mackena? Ryan,” Lily said. “He's a fucking rapist.”

Mackena’s face paled like she's been slapped. “Excuse me?”

I clenched my fist and closed my eyes. This is not how I wanted this conversation to go.

But Lily kept going. “He raped her. And you're here asking why she defended herself. Are you fucking stupid?”

Mackena darted between me and Lily. “No….no. Ryan wouldn't dare touch you.”

“He did,” came my voice low and controlled. “And you don't tell me what to do.”

Mackena shook her head violently. “Ryan, wouldn't do that. He told me you attacked him, you seduced him, you bitch!”

“Shut up, Mackena.” I stepped closer to her, my anger taking over me. “You're pathetic believing everything he says to you. Because it's easier to believe I'm the monster.”

Mackena’s eyes widened and she glared at me.

“You think I'll stab him for fun? You think I enjoyed any of this? He assaulted me, and I fought back. But I'm the villain because your criminal prince lied to you.” I laughed hard at her. “You're pathetic, Mackena.”

Mackena’s phone rang out, as she was glaring at me.

“Move aside, girl. You're boring.” Lily said and held my hand. I brushed past a frozen Mackena.

The music thumped so hard that it rattled, and aroused me at the same time. I sat still at the bar stirring the drink Lily bought me.

“Grace, Smile,” Lily nudged my shoulder. “You're young, beautiful, and dressed like sin in a club. Live a little.”

“I'm living.” I muttered.

“No, you're existing. Girl there's a difference.” Lily pointed to the dance floor, with an array of guys. “Pick a guy, one night. No strings, you deserve it.”

“I hate one night stands.” I said laughing.

“Do it tonight, for the thrill. Scratch that off your bucket list.” Lily urged with arched brows. “Hey, don't pretend you don't want to let off some steam.”

“Fine, I'll do it.” I sighed. “For one night.”

“Oh, that's my girl.” Lily grinned. “Okay now find the perfect victim.”

I scanned the room looking for someone that's close to Jeremy. I didn't find any so I walked towards the restroom.

A sudden presence behind me made me jump. I turned to see a handsome stranger, his eyes were raking over my body.
“Hey beautiful,” he said in a husky voice. “You look stressed, are you okay?”

“Let's not fool ourselves. You wanna fuck me?” I asked him.

He grinned wolfish, lifted me easily. And I wrapped my legs around his waist, as he carried me into a stall. He didn't waste time in pulling down his pants, and freeing his hard cock. He was thick with pre cum on the tip.

He shifted my panty to the side, rubbing his cock through my slick folds. “Wet. Someone's excited.”

“Just fuck me hard.” I ordered him.

He obeyed and slammed into me, in one monster thrust. I cried out my nails digging into his shoulder. He set a punishing pace, pounding into my willing body. The toilet was filled with moans and grunt, and slapping of flesh on flesh.

He fucked me savagely, and I felt so full and stretched around his cock. My orgasm was building fast.

“Come on my cock,” he growled, reaching down, to circle my clit.

With a scream, I tumbled over the edge. My inner walls are tightening on his cock. He followed soon after but he ejaculated on the floor. I wasn't going to take any chances.

We collapsed into each other, sweaty and spent. My legs trembled with the aftershock of my climax. For a moment I felt happy, to be a woman having a quick fuck in a club's toilet.

I awkwardly left after fixing my panty. I barely forced myself to drink, as Lily danced on the floor.

The cold air outside the club was nice, but my chest was burning with guilt. I leaned against the car, as I wore my jacket.

“Do you think I'm a slut?” I asked her.

Lily's eyes widened then softened, like I was expecting. “Grace…. You needed this. To feel wanted again, that's okay.”

“I don't feel good about it.” I said rubbing my arm. “I feel sick like I cheated on, Jeremy. I don't even know his name, Lily.”

“Shhh, you were vulnerable. You did nothing wrong.” Lily said gently.

I opened my mouth to argue, but click sounds stopped me. We both turned and it was Lana.

Her red dress shimmer under the streetlights, and her eyes were burning with fury. “Well, well, well, isn't it, Grace. The homewrecker.” she sneered.

“Lana, not now.”

“Now, it is perfect,” she said, getting close. “First you leaked that tape. Steal Jeremy from me. And now you're fucking strangers. You're quite the charm.”

Lily moved in front of me. But Lana still looked sideways glaring at me. “You're the reason he left me. You ruined things for me.”

My calm boiled into anger. “I didn't leak that tape. Jeremy left you because of your lies, not me.”

Lana tightened her jaw. “You keep telling yourself that.” She leaned in and her sweet scent filled my nose. “Grace, I'm going to mess you up.”

Lana tried to push past Lily. But Lily shoved her back ready for a fight. “Lana, walk away. That's enough.”

Lana looked at us, and gave a cold smile. “Enjoy now, Grace. It's the last peace you'll ever get.”

She turned and walked off. And I stood in the dark, as Lily held my arm. I was shaking not out of cold, but from every emotion I couldn't hold back.