Chapter 64 OBSESSION TURNS DEADLY

Chapter 64 OBSESSION TURNS DEADLY
CHAPTER 64

LANA'S POV
OBSESSION TURNS DEADLY
I've always believed that Jeremy was mine, and that he'll always come back to me. It's been three years now, I've been waiting for him to come back to me. I messed up by allowing my pride to get the best of me.

Jeremy was my boyfriend and a definite husband material. My mom will always tell me that he was the right man for me. No one could love or look at me, the way he did.

I waited and waited until his aunt contacted me asking to visit him and be supportive. I pretended not to be surprised, but was thrilled inside to be close to him again.

I saw this as the sign of divine intervention, we are meant to be, and it's my sign to get my man back.

During my waiting period for Jeremy, I got to know about his affair with Grace Bennett. I'm not scared of her because she's beneath me. Jeremy is the biggest prize for me, and I love him.

I've looked into her and she has been flirting with my Jeremy. I hate her so much because she's the reason Jeremy, didn't get back to me faster. She has nothing on me but I hate her still.

I've seen her to be quiet, manipulative and seductive in a pathetic small town way. Grace is poor, hated by everyone in Raven’s End. She's damaged, dirty and not suitable for Jeremy in any way. Or for anybody at all.

I'm not going to show my disdain for her yet. I don't want to ruin anything again with my paranoia with her.

As I prepared for dinner in Jeremy's house tonight. I have in mind that everything will work out perfectly, besides his father has welcomed me back to the family.

“You're unstoppable.” I said to myself while looking at my reflection.

Jeremy walks beside me to the dining room. I've always been the type of person, to want everything to be perfect, and tonight better be perfect for me.

“Jay, why don't you just propose to me.” smiling widely at him. He tries to speak to me, but I stop him by placing my finger over his lip.

“J, let's give your father what he wants. He's sick, don't make his situation worse with your waiting.” because I choose not to believe, he doesn't want to marry me.

He nods at me. That's good enough for me. But his attitude is cold, distant and almost angry at me.

Ignored him and squeezed his hand, smiling like we were so deep in love, but inside I was shaking with rage. He replaced me with a dirty, poor, low imitation mini me.

My thoughts were simple, marry me. Marry me before that cheap lowly librarian steals you away from me.

But then I have one problem I remembered, the video I shot with my ex boyfriend, the one I had after my break up with Jeremy.

I was drunk, hurt, manipulated and heartbroken. I wasn't in a good place when that video was shot. That has been my biggest regret and that video is still out there.

Now I have to deal with my no good ex boyfriend, who has been hounding and blackmailing me for money.

I've been hiding this for a long time now, but he's threatening to release the video if I don't stay in line.

“What am I going to do, if Jeremy or his father sees that video of me.” I thought and puffed a cigarette. “I'll be destroyed, I'll be humiliated and my image tarnished.” I thought while biting my lips.

“I'm not like Grace. I'm not trash. I'll never let them see me like that.” I thought to myself again.

I feel like I'm losing Jeremy again. Every time he steps out to clear his head, my stomach drops because I don't know, if Grace is going to appear out of the blue.

He goes out to see her, or to check up on her. And I overhead these stupid townspeople, talking about him and Grace always being together. It's not sitting well with me, because it'll be humiliating if I lose him to her again.

I'll never let her take away Jeremy, I'd rather have her die than be with him.

I've been clinging to him since I got back in his life. Offering my help, my support and prayers so his father makes a speedy recovery. Jeremy politely refuses to get closer to me, but not anymore because I'm going to bring out my big guns.

I watched him space out sometimes, and I know that he's thinking about her and not me. No one makes me feel less about myself, Grace is a cancerous curse. A curse that needs to be taken care of, or it'll ruin everything in its path. I'm going to make him see her as a curse.

My phone buzzed on the dresser, taking me out of my intense thoughts. It was a text message from my no good ex. It's a short clip of my sex tape with him.

I sat up abruptly and looked around my room, to see if anyone was nearby to see me. Then I saw his message: Pay up. Or your precious Jeremy, will get the full clip.

I panicked really hard, and dropped my phone like it was on fire. What if you ruin that phone, I thought to myself you can't afford a new one.

Another reason I'm back with Jeremy, it's money because I'm short on cash. And my parents won't support my expensive and lavish lifestyle.

And I can't support myself, because I present myself to have money when I don't. So I'm screwed if anything should happen to my phone.

I walked hurriedly to the phone, and picked it up. Examined it carefully, it was still okay and in good condition.

A dangerous smile spread through my face, I know what to do. How to solve all my problems all at once.

“I'll destroy Grace before anyone will ever destroy me.” I thought to myself.

I devised a cunning plan to take care of my immediate problem. And that is paying up my ex boyfriend the blackmail money.

I walked into my bathroom to have a shower, because that's part of my plan to get the money.