CHAPTER 64

He looked toward her in confusion as he furrowed his eyebrows at her in confusion. “You have to go and see what?” He asked her as she looked at him knowing that he would dread the answer that she was bound to give him after that.

“I need to go and see the darkness for myself. To get a touch of it. I want to see what it is gravely that I will be going out to see that, I want to show it that I am no longer afraid and they I will no longer continue to stand here and be intimidated by it,” she said to him firmly.

She watched as he gulped loudly and it was clear that he thought of it as a bad idea and truly in that moment who wouldn't. She let out a sigh from her lips as she shook her head at the very thought.

She watched as his eyes widened as she spoke. He was left speechless as he continued to stare at her as though she had lost her mind and she didn't plan to tell him in a sense of the word she felt as though she had also done exactly that.

She let out a sigh from her lips as she watched him gracefully with confusion. It was as though he was trying his best to figure her out. To see what was hanging slowly in her head at the moment but in reality she didn't know what it was either. It had seemed to happen to her all at once.

“You can't do that. It will kill you. Why is it that you are having a hard time trying to understand that? She watched him say with a hiss and she felt her heart watn up slightly as the sight of the clear loon of concern that was on his face but she was found to be alright. She had to convince herself exactly that.

She knew that in the end it would all work out for the both of them and in a sense she might have even said that he was over it all after a bit. “You can't do what it is and I don't care how stubborn you want to be or how adamant that you are that you can go through with it, it is just something that is not going to happen. You have to be able to realize that and also be able to come to terms with that fact.” He said to her in exasperation.

She scoffed as she looked towards him with a deep glare. She needed an eyebrow at him as she felt her body shudder as she thought over it. “I have tried to be afraid and to hide away. I have spent the better half of my life hiding and running but I would do that anymore. I am tired of doing it and I refuse to go on their way. I want to be better. Not just for me but for you guys as well. Because you all are my family and I don't know where I would be or whaT I would do without you here. And because of that I have to make sure that you are all okay because I would t be able to live with myself if I didn't . Haven't you ever wanted to do something? Not because you wanted to please yourself but so that you could make your family happy for you”. She begged him: she watched as he looked away from her for a moment as though he was contemplating her words. She grinned slightly as she phes that he would crack soon and what he was slowly being able to pull back his hard shell.

She watched as he let out a sigh from his lips as he sent her a deep glare and he lowered his head at her. “Fime. I will help you out but that doesn't mean that I will take any pleasure in going through with this. I believe still that what you are actually trying to do is a very bad idea and i would advise you against going through with it but I can see that fire in your eyes and something tells me that it doesn't matter what I say or how I feel you will do what you wish desire my words”. He said to her and she nodded her head at him in response because the truth was that he was right.

“So how are we going to go about this? How is the training going to work.” She asked and she watched as he furrowed his eyebrows as he stared at her in confusion. She stopped her movements wondering what she had done wrong and she watched as he let out a sigh from his lips before groaning loudly.

“So you're telling me that you want to learn to do that? You can put a stop to the darkness once and for all but you have truly no idea how to go about doing it. How do you think that this will work if you are only half prepared and that you have no strategy”. He asked her and she watched as he ran a hand through his or with his hands on his hips.

He shook his head at her and she found herself wondering why he was so ripped up by it all. “Okay calm down. I know that the people of the pack have a lot of experience and that more of them are familiar with wolves and I want to be able to count on that fact so that it will be able to help me to get what I want. And so u know that the pack had a witch and you can start calling with a pack nod. That witch eilive wble to help me to get what I need.” She explained to him.

“Fine. It seems we have work to do.”