CHAPTER 62
She watched and he looked towards her with a sad ile and she only found herself staring at him in confusion. She didn't know what he meant by his words but from The look on his face she could see that there was something there that he wasn't entirely telling her about.
She watched as a glint appeared in his eyes and she wanted to ask him about what was going on but instead she watched as he shook his head at her and he let out a sigh from his lips.
“You know men all seem good and well now but none of us were like this before. We were all confused to be this way to some poor and we had to go theiugh or own challenges and give our own demons before we were to wreck this out . We ate beyond the control of what is happening around us and that is even if I have to learn to heal from your crimes. There was nothing and there is nothing they all can do. And soecidicially when it comes to you you were just a child. You don't know any better and it wasn't as though you took yourself there in order for you ro be taken down. That wasn't how things worked and you couldn't have done anything about it at that moment. and that doesn't mean that we are suddenly going to put ourselves again at you. You should know that I would never turn against you. I am here for you and I know yhat st first I was weary about you and your presence here but as our leader for nie it was up to me to make some of the tough decisions for the both of us. It was up to me to decide who comes in and who leaves.” He said to her and he let out a sigh from his lips at the very thought as his lip trembled slightly.
She let out a sigh from her lips as she shook her hsad st the very thought. “I don't know shu you have been very good to me. I don't know why you have decided to treat me with such kindness. I have done nothing to you. And I know that i don't deserve it in any way.” She said to him And she watched as he let out a sigh from his lips a s he took a step closer to her. For a moment she wanted to take a step back as she felt a blush come over her cheeks at the memory of what had happened to her the last time that they had kissed each other.
She wasn't sure how she entirely felt about that. She wanted to be able to move on from everything that had happened and what was going on but there was something that was going to take its course. She let out a sigh from her lips as she dhoom her head at the very thought.she appreciated his presence a lot and what he had some for her but she wasn't sure if she was ready for that at the moment. It was something for her that would simply have to take some to and she wasn't entirely sure if she would have left the room to go through with that.
She didn't want things to get messy for the both of them and yet he deemed to be the only one who
Looking at her with a smile smd would be able to make her heart flutter against her chest.
She felt her chest smidl as she let out a sigh from her lips as she can hand through her hair. She watched as he stared at her with a look of flight worry on his face. He looked toward her with a small smile on his face as he felt a flutter in his chesy ad well.
“Look I know that this isn't something that you are comfortable with and the last thing that i wanted or needed at this very moment is for you to do something and to react in a way that wouldn't be right . So I don't want to rush you or to make you feel as though you have to return any of the affection that I have shown towards you. We are going to take things slow . As slow as you need for things to me. Just because if you smd so let ys moet think about what is going on let's just try and focus on the negatives”. He said to her.
She couldn't help but smile at his words. She didn't know how to explain it exactly but it seemed as though he always had a way with his words and he had a way of saying things to him That would make it clear to him and make him understand that things went as they used to be once upon a time. She let out a sigh from her lips as for the moment to calm herself down. She didn't know what was going on as she took a moment to dn herself down.
They wanted to give him a try and try to be good for them: there was only so much that she would be able to take from Him she felt as though she was a leech that was simply deriving joy from taking what he desperately wanted and using it against him. She knew that he needed an alpha but she wasn't even sure if she could be that. She let out a sigh from Her lips at the very thougt ss she felt her body shudder at the thought of it.
“You know I do like you. Actually I like you not and the truth is that you do make me feel good in more ways than I would like you to admit to myself. You are a good man and I am well aware of that. And that is why I want to give it a try.” She said with a slight blush.