CHAPTER 58

Raven looked towards the papers in her hands as she felt her body tremble slightly. She felt her hands twitch and she took a deep breath. She didn't know what it eats but she could sense that there was something that wasn't that right.

She had always felt as though the darkness was one of her biggest adversaries. He was touchy asme he wanted to be rough. She found herself smiling at the thought of her parents and how they would always want to Tell her tales about the big bad darkness and how it came for some of her open. She didn't know what it was. The fear and the uncertainty and felt her throat dry up at the memories of the darkness.

It was something that she knew that she should have been very much afraid of but now her fear of the darkness meant that she would have to fear herself as well.

It was all very confusing for her now and she found herself in a stump. She didn't know what to do now or how to react in the studio and felt as though she was being pulled every which way in both directions.

It frustrated her to learn about this and she found herself struggling to come to terms with it. She felt her hands shake and her body tremble at the thought as she sucked in a deep breath and she nodded her head.

She could do this. She was aware of that but then that didn't make her feel any less fearful of what she knew was to come. She didn't know exactly how the people around her would react to the protection of what she was about to adhere to, but she would simply have to take it full stride.

She felt her body tremble at the thought of it as she felt a shiver down over her body. She didn't like the fact that she was so unaware of a lot of things. The thought of the unknown made her feel uneasy and he couldn't help but feel afraid of what she would be sure to find when she opened up the other letters and looked through them.

She knew that they would certainly not be something that would be recommended for her and she knew when she opened one of then up the rest were sure to be the same,

The thought of it made her heart ache as she felt her throat begin to dry up. She didn't see if they could do this anymore.

She felt her eyes eater and ged body vefin to temple st the very thought of it. She let out a sigh from Her lips as she struggled to come to terms with it all. She sighed as she took a moment to get a break from everything.

She wondered if she would even be able to find a way to tell them how they truly felt, and a part of her wondered how they would react towards that. She knew that whatever their reaction would be that it wouldn't be anything good and so because of that she had to brace herself.

It felt as though she could never truly catch a break when it came to her life. Just when she thought that it was finally working out well for her, things seemed to take another turn. She felt as though her mind was being constantly pulled in two different directions and she found herself frustrated to no end.

Raven felt a sense of dread cone over her. She didn't know what was going through her at the moment and she felt as though her emotions were all out the gave. She didn't want to believe that what she had read within her parents' letters were true and yet it seemed to be the one thing that made the most sense to her at the moment.

She couldn't help but feel her heart sink at the thought. She felt as though she was a fool. She didn't get much sleep that night as tossed and turned on her bed. She felt as though there was a wake up call that was made for her.

She knew now that she had the darkness inside of her but it was time for her to do something about it rather than just cower away at the yuought ofnit. She had thought about running away from her worries multiple times before but she was done doing that.

It was time for her to stop being a coward and work towards facing them head on, she remembered something that Alex had said to her about the darkness and what it entailed. She wasn't entirely sure what it meant but she was sure to find out.

She stiffened her haze at the thought mt as she tossed it over, when morning came she decided to take a shower and she hoped that she would be able to clear her head. She hoped thsr bu the end of the day she would be able to look over everything with a more open mind.

As she made her way outside of her small tent she found herself slightly unsettled by the feeling of the numerous eyes that were trained on her. She didn't want to focus on it as she tried to ignore them at first but she dried up a bit of iteration as well when it seemed as though they wouldn't go away.

She let out a sigh from her lips so she made her way to the other side of the pack quarters. Dhe held that she had been able to track him down and get his address correctly. She shuffled her feet as she knocked slightly and she waited for him to pull the door open.

She watched as his eyes widened in surprise when she looked at her as he seemed shocked to find her there.

“I need you to tell me about the darkness”.