VALERIE'S POV
Have you ever felt your heart beating so fast at the sight of someone that you feel like you will explode from ecstasy? That's what is happening to me now.
I don't know what kind of voodoo magic he performs, but whenever I look into his grey eyes, only one thing roams in my head.
'Make me yours.'
And as much as atrocious it sounds, I wasn't ashamed to feel like this. This masterpiece deserves all kinds of praise. He deserves all the reactions because that's how much handsome he was.
"You are beautiful," his eyes smiled at me, and my heart skipped a beat.
Honestly, seeing him here after three days was completely unexpected.
A part of me wanted to rejoice and jump in the air excitedly, but another part remembered he hates rogues, and I was one of them and wanted to stay clear of him, even when I know it's the hardest thing these days.
"I have seen many narcissists, but you topped them all," I shook my head, trying to act cool.
I wasn't even angry at him. The only reason I was avoiding him was that I was unsure if he saw my little fangs trick back in the forest and wanted to inquire about it. This is something that even Logan doesn't know.
"I haven't apologized to anyone, and I don't know how to say it," The alpha stepped closer, making me take a step back involuntarily.
Why was he saying things out of the blue?
Who said you need to apologize? And if you want to do so, why don't you call out my name when I make you moan while caressing your lips with my tongue -
I snapped out of my thoughts with wide eyes.
What the actual f*ck?! These thoughts aren't mine, right?
"Why do you want to say sorry? Any alpha would get angry after finding out there was a rogue living with a hidden identity around his pack. Don't worry. We are cool," I smiled politely, trying to push back my inner lusty demons.
I just hope he buys my words and my smile doesn't show what kind of creepy thoughts I have.
I don't want him to find out what his proximity was doing to me, especially his eyes.
It was as if his eyes were trying to search for something in my eyes. The more I looked into them, the more I remembered our kiss. The kiss took my breath away and was enough to sweep me off my feet and get on a bed with this Alpha.
My body wanted to surrender to him and feel him even closer than when we danced together in that restaurant.
'Well?' Adele smirked, and I realized where my thoughts were taking me again.
Get a grip, Valerie!
*Cough* *cough*
"If you are done talking, I need to get back to my job -" the rest of the words stuck in my throat when he placed his lips on mine, snaking his hands in my waist before pulling me closer.
These soft lips again. I closed my eyes, taking a step back as the alpha pushed me into the corner, trapping me completely between his arms.
Relishing the feel of his soft lips touching mine, I stepped closer to him, if possible, to deepen the kiss. He is the one who initiated this. So I have all the right to enjoy it.
"F*ck, you taste so heavenly," He moaned between the kisses. His hands were roaming on my torso and back hungrily.
'There is something else that would taste and feel even better,' Adele sat sensually, and I took a shaky breath to clear the images from my head.
I was a virgin but no saint. I have had my fair share of make-out sessions with guys, but it never meant anything. While with this alpha, it feels like it means everything.
I was meeting a side of me that I hid under the good girl disguise. For god's sake, I wanted to make him moan so badly.
Moan my name or scream in ecstasy for me. I want to see how luscious he would look and how his eyes would change when he would be on top of me and -
"I missed this even more," He whispered, looking at me with a gaze that no one has ever used, and it was enough to snap me out of what I was thinking.
This is not appropriate. This is wrong and dangerous in so many ways. The scenario I am imagining can get me killed.
"Now you know everything about me. How can -"
"Go on a date with me. Let me get to know you," the alpha cupped my cheeks, and I looked at him as if he had grown two heads.
"You are not serious," How can he even think of that?
However, rather than answering me, he gripped my chin, forcing me to look at him.
He rubbed his thumb gently on my lower lip before humming, looking at me like some mafia boss gazing at his prey. And I don't know if it was okay to be aroused in this position.
I was never a submissive person, to begin with, and this alpha was now making me question myself.
"As much as I hate to see you not believe me, I must assure you I am very much serious about this. About what I feel for you," The alpha bent to my eye level and smiled dazzlingly.
"I know everything about you. Those bas*ards ruined what trusts feel like, and I don't blame you for having your boundaries. I want you to know that until you betray me, you will always have me by your side, and I will never take advantage of you nor allow anyone to do so. I will make sure I make a space for myself in there," The alpha pointed his finger at my chest, and I felt my heart melting.
Is his plan already working?
"Alpha -"
"Go back to work. We will meet later," He pecked my lips like we were in some kind of agreement, I have no idea about, before going back.
After calming my heart for five more minutes, I went back to the counter, only to see his table empty.
Did he leave? Just like that?
'I know, right? No goodbye kiss? I was looking forward to it,' Adele said, and I rolled my eyes at her sarcasm.
After completing my shift, I walked back to my apartment before smiling at my boy.
"Emo, how was your day?"
'Meow,' Emo mewed, and I smiled.
"My day was good too. Let's get your tummy something for your hard work," I started baking myself some cookies after putting cat food in his bowl.
"Emo! Don't go to the balcony," I sighed when I heard the noise of the clothes rack being shaken and the sound of some metal clanking.
The wind is strong outside. The entire house will get dirty like this.
"Emo, you naughty -" I gasped, stumbling back, widening my eyes when I saw him so close.
"Woah, woah, easy there," the alpha held me in place.
"What the hell? What are you doing here sneaking like -" I started, but he stopped me with his lips.
"Mmmmmmmm! Mmmmmmm!" I grumbled under his rough kiss, pounding my fist on his chest until he grabbed my hands. He bit my lower lip before lifting me, making me wrap my legs around his torso involuntarily.
"Sshhh, keep it down. Your boy is playing out. Don't let him know what his mom is doing," The alpha made me sit on the counter.
What was he doing saying obscene things like this? He is making it sound like I am some married single mother who is having an extramarital affair.
"I said I will see you later, didn't I?" He flicked my nose to get my attention.
"I know, but you are an alpha. Do you not fear your reputation will -"
There were other rogues who lived in this area. What if the words go out that the alpha of the scariest pack sneaks into a rogue's apartment at night?
"I think this is my life, and I get to decide what I want to do and not, yeah?" He cupped my cheeks, his gaze flickering between my lips and eyes before settling back on my lips.
"So, shall I get to know more about you while watching a movie, or can we make a movie?" He asked, and I raised my brows.
"What do you mean?" I accidentally grabbed his shirt with my dirty hands.
"Nothing, I am joking. You have a way of dirtying my clothes, no? Shall I transfer some of my clothes here to your apartment so I can change them whenever you dirty them and I have to take them off? I can't always wear Logan's clothes, right?" the alpha pointed at the bag he must've brought.
"That won't be necessary. I think you shouldn't be sneaking into my apartment -"
"Then are you comfortable coming to mine?" His question made me pause.
What kind of mind game was he playing?
"What do you mean?"
Yes. I tried the innocent act.
"Do you not know, sunshine? Haven't I made it clear? It's hard to stay away from you, sunshine," The alpha tilted my head slightly before he placed his lips on my neck and kissed my sensitive spot, making me widen my eyes as my fangs tingled.
What the hell?! I can’t afford to have them grow right now.
"I... I think this is not the right way to know someone," I smiled forcefully.
"I am baking some cookies and pasta. Why don't you go and start a movie? Let's dine together, okay?" I practically pushed him into the hall, my heart feeling like it would leap out of my mouth any minute.
Woah. That was something. Do I need to clean my mind with some Holy water? And what’s with these fangs acting so weird? Should I really concern someone?