Chapter 68 068
Amy's POV
After reluctantly eating some food, I decided to go back up and get some sleep. Though I wanted to talk about the fact that I needed to see my family so they wouldn't worry about me, I still stopped myself from talking about it because this bastard might not even listen to me.
He kept staring at me as if he was reading my mind. I mean we do have the mating bond and extra ability to read minds which he has been using on me for a long time. Should I use this chance to check out my own ability and see if we can go through his mind?
"What do you want? Why do you keep looking at me like that?" I asked him.
He shrugged, "I can see you want to tell me something and I can also see your attempt of trying to read my mind, which I have blocked by the way."
"You-" I pointed at him, trying to hold in my anger but it's already too hard for me.
I feel like beating the hell out of him but that would only waste my strength and I don't want to waste it. I think I can just use my words for now.
"You jerk! What's that supposed to mean? I have no privacy in life and I have no privacy over my own thoughts now? You always want to know what I'm thinking for what reason?" I snapped at him.
I realized my hormones were changing again and they were the reason I was getting too angry even though I wasn't supposed to. But the fact that I didn't have privacy but enough to get me mad at him again. Maybe I'm just looking for a reason to get angry so I can get what I want.
"I didn't know that was how you felt. I was wrong and it's my fault for making you uncomfortable. I apologize for that." He said in a very calm voice.
Wait a fucking minute, why is he apologizing to me? It feels like I don't even know what he's like anyone because he keeps blowing hot and cold every time. I expected him to get mad at me and start an argument in order for me to find a way to break things to him but now, how am I doing supposed to find an argument with this?
His apology needed seems like I'm the problem and now I can't even get mad at him. Is this his own way of manipulating things to work for him or what?
"I want to go and see my parents. You can't keep me lock here like a prisoner. I don't care if you agree or not. I'm just informing you for now." I added, thinking he would finally overreact but he just nodded in agreement.
"It's fine. I'll have you Lucas drive you there tomorrow." He replied.
There was nothing left for me to say to him so I just left him there. It was still weird to me that he was being so nice. I didn't want to listen to his explanation earlier about him having nothing to do with his ex. However, I can't drive the image of them kissing each other out of my mind.
No matter what he says, I think he's still a cheater. I shouldn't blindly believe in the things he said unless I'm ready to push myself into an abyss that I don't want to. I laid back on the bed thinking of what I should say to my parents tomorrow.
I left home angry without talking to them. Now that I'm pregnant, I don't even know where to begin. It was already bad enough that I hung around Damien when they asked me to stay away from him. And now, I'm pregnant for him?
They haven't been able to contact me. If I wasn't bothered by those people, bubbly would have lived my life in seclusion in that place. Or maybe a few years to my child is old enough and I can go back home. My parents are definitely not going to agree to me being with Damien and I still don't understand what the problem is.
They never told me why I had my wolf locked in the first place and now that I got my wolf, why they wouldn't be happy for me? It's weird that I expect them to be happy for me but they're not. Does this have anything to do with me being a lycan? I feel like there are a lot of things I don't know.
Those things are what we are going to talk about when I get back home. I could hardly sleep through the night and Damien didn't bother to come looking for me again. I don't know why I expected him to come after I told him to stay away from me. He should at least still check on me no matter what right?
I hate that he only knows how to be stubborn when he wants something but he always gives up when I ask him to stay away. He wasn't even this obedient in the past, is he doing this for the child?
Morning came and I got dressed up ready to go to see my parents. But when I got downstairs, I couldn't believe my eyes. My parents were in the living room sitting higher on the couch and Damien was on the other side of the couch talking to them.
I thought I was seeing things at first but it wasn't the case. I slapped myself to get out of my dreams, and I realized I was just being silly. I said I was going to see my parents and their place. Why would he bring them here? Also, what is he talking to them about?
I would have wanted to break this to my parents myself. Why is he doing everything for me and refusing to let me do my things? I was going to say my parents and he brought them here. Does this mean he doesn't even want to know about the house at all?
I wanted to walk back upstairs because I didn't know how to face my parents that were suddenly in their enemies place, so early in the morning. But he saw me and got their attention.
"Amelia, where are you going to? Your parents are here. Didn't you want to see them?" He asked me.
I turned around, slowly coming down the stairs with a glare on my face. I looked at home with anger and contempt.
I moved closer to Damien and slapped him. "I told you I was going to see them and not for you to bring them to me. You really think you cage me here in your mansion hoping that I won't leave?"
He looked confused, "I did this because of you. I don't understand why you're mad at me for inviting your parents that you wanted to see badly."
"BECAUSE I TOLD YOU I WANTED TO SEE THEM! I WANTED TO GO OUT AND YOU DON'T HAVE ANY RIGHT TO MAKE MY DECISIONS FOR ME!"
This is the first time I'm fully shouting at him and it feels good because he always does this without consulting me. What makes him think he can make my decisions for me?
"Stop shooting... It's not good for you." This was all he said to everything I said.
I was still in range that I could feel my hormones shifting again. It's always his fault that I get angry and then my hormones make it worse. I almost completely forgot that my parents were here and I turned around to look at them. I'm going to deal with Damien later.
"Amelia! This is where you've been and we were looking everywhere for you? How could you do this to your family? What kind of a child are you? Running away from home just because we don't agree with your choice of a partner?" Dad scolded me.
I was startled by my dad at first but then I realized what he just said to me. It seems like he doesn't know anything about what I've done or where I went to. Damien didn't tell him anything about my attack and my pregnancy? Did I misunderstand him?