Chapter 53 053
Amy's POV
"Miss... Stop making things difficult for me please. It was already hard to get in here, I have to take you to the Alpha." Lucas said for the umpteenth time.
"And I'm already helping you by not screaming for help. I know you're just doing your job. You should leave while you can or I'll have to be rude." I replied him.
I don't know what Damien was thinking when he decided to send his beta on a dangerous mission like this. What if the warriors in my father's mansion saw him? They would immediately attack him, and he might not be able to fend them all off, no matter how powerful he is. They're all specially trained by my father, who is a great warrior.
"I really can't leave here without you. My Alpha told me that I have to bring you here, no matter what it takes," he replied again.
I wonder what kind of threat Damien gave him that he's refusing to leave, despite me telling him to go. That bastard must have threatened to kill him, which is why he's like this.
"Listen, because I'm going to give you a message for him."
"What?"
"Tell him I refuse to come, and he can't force me to come. He already humiliated me at his residence by making out with another woman and telling me to leave. I'm still very angry, and he can't force me to always do what he wants. If he wants to see me, he has to wait and be sincere. I'm ready to see him."
Lucas looked at me for a moment and finally realized that I was truly not coming with him, with my mind already made up.
"I'm going to give him your message. I'll see you some other time. I cannot force you since you don't want to come with me," he said and left through the window that he came in.
I think it's so amazing how he and his Alpha have the talent of sneaking into someone's house without being caught. Did Damien teach him to be like this, or did he just learn this himself? I can't even tell, since their characters are not far off from each other.
I was still very mad at him because he didn't call me or ask for anything. Instead of going to see me by himself, he decided to send his beta, like he didn't do anything wrong. I'm going to show him everything he did wrong and why he should come to me to apologize by himself.
Besides, why do I even need his apology? Even though I'm not sure about my feelings for him, I still don't want to be used by him anymore. I thought sending his missing girl away would stop things, but it didn't stop anything. While I was ready to sleep at night, I suddenly saw someone moving on my bed.
I tried to scream for help, but my mouth was immediately covered by another person's, which I quickly calculated to be him. I tried to push him off, but he was just too strong. Why are we the same breed, yet one person is stronger than the other? Is it because he has been a Lycan longer than me?
"Damien! You thug! You're a scumbag! How dare you come into my room like that and kiss me without asking?" I fired at him, though I couldn't shout.
He smirked, but his eyes looked so dark. "Do you have any idea how naughty you've been lately and why you should be punished?"
I scoffed, "Should I be punished or not? Shouldn't you know that by yourself?"
"I didn't ask you to leave yesterday. Why did you leave?"
"You didn't ask me to leave?" I sneered. "You were literally making out with her, and you told me to make way for the both of you. You didn't even explain anything to me. After all, I'm just a toy you were playing with. Now I don't want to be your toy anymore. You have nothing on me anyways."
His eyes changed again. They were softer this time, and I don't know what made him change his mind.
"I can explain things to you. They are not the way you think. You're definitely not a toy, and I have nothing to do with her. You should know clearly that things aren't so simple," he explained to me calmly.
This is weird. He said I was his plaything and he could do whatever he wanted with me, but that was when I didn't have my wolf to defend me from all of this. Now that I have my own, I don't think I need to listen to him anymore. But he's explaining things to me like he doesn't want me to misunderstand.
But how can I believe his words alone? He's a jerk who would do anything to prove his point.
"She's your first love anyway. You kissed her in front of me. You want me to believe what you say? Anyway, just stay away from me!" I yelled at him.
I knew my yelling could attract attention, which was what I wanted exactly. That way, he would get out of my room. Just seeing him made me so angry. How could he kiss another woman in front of me and then lie to me? Just the thought that he used to love her before makes me so mad. Why did he act like I was the only woman in the world when he already had someone like her in mind? Or was that the reason he approached me in the first place?
"Why won't you just listen to me? It's not what you think."
"The fact that I look like your ex-girlfriend or fiancée is a coincidence? Do you really think it's a coincidence?" I asked him.
He was unable to reply to me, which only made me laugh. "Of course you'll be speechless, because you already know that you approached me for her. You saw that I look like her and I was your mate, so you decided to accept me just for that reason."
"Amelia—"
"No wonder you kept calling me a plaything. It turns out that your first love was the real deal," I cut him off. "Please leave me alone, Damien. You just confirmed your real feelings to me today."
If I don't leave this place, he's going to keep bothering me. I have to leave and stay away from him so that he doesn't bother me with his woman. I also need to forget him. I don't want to fall any deeper than I already am.
"I'm going to come see you when you have already calmed down. I'm not going to force you today."
"So you didn't know you were forcing me before? Great. Now leave." I pointed towards the door, even though he didn't come through there.
He just went back through the window that he came in. I don't know why, but I couldn't hold my anger and tears inside anymore. I broke down in tears. Not understanding why I was crying so much made me more sad.
Damien doesn't deserve my tears. I don't want to cry for him anymore!