Chapter 46 046
Amy's POV
The silence between us felt so awkward. I can't believe that he's someone like me, and then he's my mate. I already told the Moon Goddess I didn't want anything to do with him. Why would she entangle me with someone like him this much? Now he knows my secret, and I'm very sure he's been hiding this from the entire world to protect himself. And I can't even reveal this, or else I will bring more trouble to myself. There's no way they would never connect me to him once they find out that he's a Lycan.
He was born extraordinary, different from others, which was why he's so arrogant and annoying. No wonder he said I wasn't worthy to be his Luna or anything in the past. Now he wants me to be with him? Just because he knows I'm a Lycan doesn't mean I would necessarily accept him. We are both on the same level, even if I don't have an army like him.
"You and I are destined to be together. There's no need to fight this fate," he said after a while.
I was still in denial. What if he's lying to me just because he found out my identity, and he wants to use that to get close to me so that he can use my power for himself? He's a very vicious person, and I know him. He might be planning something really bad.
"You and I will never be together, and I also can't trust someone like you. You're the type who will do anything to get what they want, even if it means hurting other people. Why should I trust you?"
He shrugged. "I can't really force you to believe me, but I can show you the truth. Right now, you must be doubting if I'm a Lycan or not."
I was extremely curious, but I didn't want to show it on my face.
"I don't care if you are a Lycan or not. I'm not supposed to believe something someone like you says. I know you're willing to do everything just to keep me by your side to torture me."
He sighed, moving closer to me again to take my hand. "I promise you, I'm not doing anything to hurt you. Why don't you just trust me a little?"
I don't know what is wrong with this man's head. How stupid am I to believe in his lies? I'm only going to lose my head if I let anyone manipulate me the way he's trying to do. He's so good at manipulation and pretending to be weak every single time.
"I already told you this so many times," I replied to him. "I don't trust you at all, and I don't think I would ever trust you. You've never done anything for me to trust you, so I don't believe anything you say."
He stared at me for a moment without saying anything, and he finally nodded his head.
"Fine," he said, taking off his clothes. "Since you don't believe me, I'm going to prove it to you."
I moved back a little from him on the couch. "What the hell do you think you're doing? You better don't touch me, or I'm going to make sure you die!"
I was threatening him, but I was worried at the same time. He's a lunatic who has been a Lycan more than me. He's probably more powerful at this moment, and I won't be able to suppress him. But if he tries to do something against me again, does he think I'm going to fall for him just because his body is hot and sexy and... What the hell am I doing? His trick is working. I shouldn't fall for things like this. It's only going to make me useless.
"I'm telling you right now, don't you dare think of doing anything just because you have a nice body—"
He moved closer to me with a smirk. "I don't know what you're talking about. I'm taking off my clothes to prove to you that I am a Lycan. What else are you thinking about?"
My cheeks became red immediately. Why didn't he make it clear? It's so embarrassing for him to think that I actually have interest in him. This is only going to make him tease me more. Why am I so stupid? This must be his trap for me. I need to be careful with my actions for now.
I realized I had been staring at his body too much, and he saw that. He must be enjoying teasing me right now.
"W-what are you doing close to me? You should prove it to me then!" I pushed him away using the last strength I had.
"Watch closely and see if I'm telling the truth or not."
"Whatever."
I watched him closely like he asked, and the next moment, he was shifting. This is something that most alphas find difficult and can't do unless it's an emergency. Full moon or not, Lycans can shift at any time. He indeed shifted to his Lycan form, and I couldn't believe it. He was telling me the truth after all. My eyes have seen something I shouldn't have seen today, and I couldn't stop looking at him. The next moment, he started walking towards me in that towering and scary figure of his. Should I be scared of him? I'm a Lycan too.
"I... I have seen it. There's no need to come close to me," I protested.
He suddenly stopped and transformed back to his human form. I was more than shocked.
"All this time, you were a Lycan, which was why no one could defeat you? Why didn't you just tell everyone you were a Lycan, huh?" I questioned him. "Why did you lie about being an ordinary Alpha?"
"You've already gotten a wolf. Why don't you announce to the whole world that you've gotten your wolf?"
I frowned. "I asked you an important question, and you're using my question against me, right? You're so annoying!"
I stood up, getting ready to go. He was still in front of me with no shirt on, and he didn't even feel shameful about anything. I don't like the way I'm having different types of thoughts, so I should just leave. Bringing me here just to convince me to be with him was just a waste of the trip. I'm going back home, and he probably won't see me for a long time. If he won't leave me alone, I'm just going to avoid him for a long time until he finally forgets me. There are plenty of places I can go to and stay there so I don't have to see his face all the time.
"I'm going right now. I'm tired of talking to you. You won't even listen anyway."
He suddenly stood up and pulled me closer to him. I tried to get off him, but it was too late. When I sat on his lap, I felt his hardness throbbing my leg. My eyes widened in shock, and I tried to get up more, but he just kept holding me down.
"Where do you think you're going after what you just caused?" he asked me mischievously.
I shook my head. "I'm warning you right now, if you don't let me go, I'm going to make sure you never get to use your—"
He paused my words with his lips on mine. At the moment I'm trying to tell him something important, and he only thinks of kissing me. He pulled away, smiling at me like a maniac—not like a maniac, but he's the worst maniac I've ever met in my life.
"If I can't use it anymore, how are we going to have children in the future? You won't be happy too if it doesn't work, because I know you love it... a lot," he whispered in my ears seductively.
I gasped. "You—"
He cut me off with a kiss again, this time taking it further than before. I'm afraid I can't even pretend to push him away anymore, because my body wants him more than I think. Why am I always like this? Is it because of the mating bond?
Just one last time then. After this time, I should break the bond between us so he doesn't have anything to control me anymore, and I won't have to fall for his traps again.