Chapter 11 Eleven
Amy's POV
I can’t believe this bastard actually won’t let me go home. What did I do wrong to deserve this kind of punishment from the moon goddess? I don’t see this man as anything more than a punishment for a sin I don’t even know how I committed.
He’s annoying, he’s controlling, he’s obnoxious and delusional. I know he’s trying to do whatever he can to keep me as his pet and I refuse to become anyone’s pet. I am supposed to be a person with feelings.
My family would kill me if they found out that I never slept at home and it would be even worse if they should ever find out that it was Damien. There’s no way I’m ever going to survive that.
I wish I could just kill him sometimes but I know I’m just being delusional. I already served him my body like he wanted and he’s keeping me here for what?
If it wasn’t for the fact that my secret could implicate my family, I wouldn’t mind everyone knowing how useless I am with no wolf. But now, he’s using that against me and I don’t even know if I’ll ever get my mate.
My mate might not even want me anymore if he finds out what I’ve done with myself. I even got rejected my the first person I truly fell for. He told me how he wasn’t into me and wasn’t interested in a relationship. The rejection was public and humiliating.
I considered him my friend and thought he would at least give me some face or cover up for me because I wanted the world to know we were good with each other but what did I get?
A public rejection about how he didn’t see me as a woman and it was so embarrassing. I couldn’t go out for days because people kept mentioning it in front of my family.
Imagine the kind of pain my family would get if someone was to ever report me of being wolfless and having my family cover up for me. With my father also lying to his Alpha, which is a crime. Someone like me shouldn’t be enjoying privileges.
It’s all my fault. My family’s in trouble because of me. I need to make sure this guy never opens his mouth while also thinking of what I can use against him. Because there’s no way I’m going on like this forever.
It's hard to think about what is always going on in his head. What exactly does he want from me? I went downstairs to check him in the study and saw he was working on some files. Just looking at him from afar, he looks handsome and serious.
But anyone who doesn't know him would think he was a gentleman. This is exactly what he used to entice me the first time. I wouldn't have gone to him if I knew he was such a vicious person.
“Is there anything you want to say to me?” He broke into my thoughts before I could think, and he was waiting right in front of me.
I almost jumped in fright, but he caught me, pulling me closer to him.
“Don't be scared darling, it's just me. You don't think I'm going to eat you, are you?”
I shook my head. “I think you should just stay away from me. I've stayed in your house all day with nothing to do. You don't realize that I have other things to do with my life and I have to go home. You can't just keep me here as a hostage, you know? It's not as if I'm going to run away.”
He didn't seem to like what I said, so he turned around and went into the study again. I followed him inside, hoping to hear a positive answer from him. There's no way he's going to keep me locked up here forever, right?
My parents are going to look for me soon, and it's going to be trouble explaining to them again where I have been. Especially my brother. Nothing gets past him. He will know that I'm lying all along.
“I slept here yesterday and my family don't know that. Please just let me go back home. You keep threatening me with this. Do you really think I have a choice in this?” I said again to convince him, and he finally decided to say something.
“I'm not stopping you from going home. Rather, I'm thinking of ways I can get you to come live with me. After all, you are mine now, and I can't bear to see you apart from me one second.” He said clearly with no shame at all.
What is wrong with this psychopath? He can't bear to see me away from him? What kind of sick, twisted mindset does he have? That he think I'm an item that he owns? Blame this on the fact that I don't have my wolf. I can't even find out who my mate is. Is my life not miserable enough?
I will come back whenever you need me. There is no need for me to move in here. Besides, I don't want my parents to find out about us. You know clearly that our relationship is not appropriate. I told him again.
He shrugged. “It doesn't matter to me. You are mine and that's all that matters.”
Again with claiming me. This idiot doesn't really get it, does he? But whatever I can do to make him shut up, I will gladly do it.
“Can I just go? I can't run away anyway. You have my secret.” I told him.
He suddenly got up from the chair and walked towards me. I tried my best to walk back but again he was fast enough to reach my front. How does he even do this? Is this his special ability? I know werewolves have super speed and strength but how is he so fast than other normal werewolves?
“W-what are you doing?” I stuttered, but clearly my heart was beating way too fast because he was closer to me.
What the hell does he want from me this time? He suddenly held my waist, pulling me closer to him and my body crashing on him. Without saying anything else, he raised me up onto his table. I didn't have time to think of anything, and the next thing that came to me was his lips crashing on mine.
This bastard, what is he doing? Is he thinking of doing that with me again? After doing that all night, he still has the strength to do this? What exactly is wrong with him? Has he never had sex before, and he suddenly sees me as a machine for this?
And what is wrong with me? I'm not supposed to like this at all, but I'm responding to his kiss. My body seems to be responding to everything that he wants. I can't stop myself from wanting more. Am I going crazy? Or did I become worse than him?