Chapter thirty five
Lenarya's p. o. v
I took a deep breath and said. Um....... i have forgiven you.... you know......
And guess what the jerk did....... NOTHING ! that's all he did , he just sat there and looked at me, i told him i have forgiven him and just LOOKS at me ........
Maybe he never even wanted my forgiveness ........ With that thought in mind , I slowly rise from the couch and head towards my bed and take a look at zeus as i lie down and take a guess. ......... ding ding ding.... you guessed correctly , he did what you guessed he did and that is NOTHING.
I layed on the bed and covered myself with the blanket doesn't mate want forgiveness, doesn't he want us?........ I ignored nemmy as I tried to wipe away my tears.......... I was thinking that maybe he just doesn't want our relationship to work when zeus appeared in front of me "babe....."
I didn't even listen to him , I just turned my back to him and continued to wipe my tears. I felt the bed dip as his arms circled my waist.
He pulled me closer towards his chest as his face rested in the crook of my neck....... I tried to push him away but he just made me tighter, I could feel his breath on my mark as he spoke "love...... am sorry i didn't mean to upset you... I was just. ..." I didn't let him finish as his closeness and him breathing on my mark was driving me crazy , so I started struggling against him and before I knew it..... zeus was on top of me on the bed as he held my hands above my head......"babe... I didn't mean to hurt your feelings, ok..... I just froze.... there's nothing to it , i just spaced out and i started hearing things, i don't want you to stain that beautiful face with tears, that's got to be a great injustice... ok . "
Zeus wipes my tears and slowly begins to move away from on top of me when I hurriedly hold him in place . Blush covers my face as he looks at me....... he slowly brushes a loose strand of hair behind my ear while i bite my lip as he slowly leans in an the next thing i know my lips are attached to mine........
I run my hands on his chest as zeus deepens the kiss , i don't know who said i would feel sparks when i kiss my mate but am definitely not feeling sparks, these are damn fireworks. Zeus starts kissing down my jaw to my neck, the spot behind my ear ... damn this feels good and ummm..... ohhhhh... ammmm... waa all that came out of my mouth as zeus kissed and sucked on my mark.
One of his hands was on my neck while the other was on my shoulder and so I moved the one on my shoulder so it was now cupping my left breast while one of my hands was tucking at his hair and the other was underneath his shirt all over his ohhh so sexy sixpack. Zeus went back to kissing my mouth as he played with my breast..... i could feel his arousal as he grunts and moans and so i started dry humping him.... "ooohh..... fu-ck.... lenarya ...... ummmm.... " i could feel my body heating up as he said that and I boldly moved my hand towards his manhood and felt it and ohhh my heavens girl. We should mate him right now!
Just as i was about to massage it through his pant zeus said fuck and jumped off the bed as if my body burned him...... I watched as he started pacing in front of me while running his hands through his hair as his eyes changed colour ....... i could tell that he was sexually frustrated and so was i as i chewed on my bottom lip while watching him fight with his wolf.....
"Can you just stop doing that! .... it's distracting " i ignored him as i started walking towards him, he immediately took a step back as i took a step towards him... ohhh.... big bad Alpha is afraid of his mate....
" just stop! Look lenarya..... am really trying here and you are not helping me at all. Even though you have forgiven me , you and I both know that you will regret this in the morning. I can tell just by the way you look at me that your wolf is in control..." zeus tried to reason with me but I was long gone. I slowly walked towards him and whispered in his ear " i know you want me....... so let's not talk instead let's use our mouths for another thing ..... ok..... handsome ?" My hand landed on his groin and he closed his eyes and took a deep breath before he removed my hands and whispered in my ear "you lucky am somewhat of a gentleman , i doubt you will even have the energy to stand up after i....... you know what. ... never mind i don't even want to think about it . I'll go to my room. ....... goodnight "
Bang! I jumped as he slammed the door ....... WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW! I asked my nemesis as I plopped myself on the bed face first . Blush immediately covered my face as I processed tonight's events . Did you have to do that to the poor guy ? Couldn't you just let me be in control like always ? I asked Nemmy. Aw..... come on lenny , you know you wanted to. ... you and I both know that you wanted it . Zane and I agreed to take matters to our own paws now since you guys are behaving like shy virgins .
I told him I forgave him and we started to act like a normal mated couple. ...... shouldn't that be enough considering our past? " no girl... it's not enough and you know it , i mean am glad you getting along but ...... have you seen him? And zane is a whole other case.... it's like we get the best of both worlds , they just......... you know what i mean! He said he loves you so many times and you just overlook it ..... am starting to get worried especially since we have to leave soon........
Ohhhh.... i know how you feel girl..... and am not overlooking the fact that he said he's in love with me am just not ready for that yet but i do know that i have feelings for him and maybe i love him too but I am just not ready to say it besides am not going to make it easy for him , me forgiving him doesn't mean i forgot. I think we should just go to his room and sort this out , besides I can't sleep alone.
Yeah let's go to his room to "sleep " and maybe continue from where we left off....