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I had fallen into his kisses letting myself be carried away by his tongue. All my skin was grounding as his kisses trailed down my neck.

I arched my back before his hand went to my chest and pushed me back onto the bed. Soon his tongue traced a line from my neck to my abdomen.

My core was throbbing rapidly. His touch made me weaken every muscle in my body. I closed my eyes, feeling his tongue travel down my neck to my breasts.

"Derek!" I gasped wanting to stop him.

But at that moment one of his hands grabbed my neck and squeezed me, cutting off my breath abruptly.

I was falling into his trap, I couldn't even control my lust. I wanted to stop him, I couldn't give my virginity to this man. If I did I would be giving in to his games.

"Derek... please... stop! " said before pushing him back.

He opened his eyes like saucers and stared into my eyes. I could see his gaze turn dark. However, I quickly got up from the bed as he looked at me dangerously.

I didn't care if he was mad at me. I wasn't even sure I wanted to be with him, I just wanted to reject him and run away from that place before I gave my body to him and be one more of the sluts he fucks.

"What the fuck? Why are you stopping me? I'm your husband Katlyn! I can fuck you whenever I want! You don't have to turn me down! Fuck!..." He suddenly shouted in an angry tone of voice.

I arched my eyebrows and picked up the clothes that were on the floor to cover my nakedness. I couldn't believe what he was saying.

"Derek, yes, we're married, but we're not really married. Please stop comparing me to the bitches you fuck. I'm not an easy girl" I muttered walking towards the door.

" What's the matter with you, why do you always hinder me from testing you?" He seals behind me.

I turned my gaze and looked into his eyes. He seemed so angry with me. His gaze was dark and his fists were clenched.

"Derek, I'm not like those women. You can't expect from me what you get from those bitches. I'm decent, you can't just fuck me and walk away afterwards" I said.

Derek let out a cynical laugh and got up from the bed. My eyes fell on his muscular and fucking well-groomed body. His natural smell was ecstasy to my nostrils. I'd never felt my heart pounding so hard for someone before.

"Katlyn, as of this moment you don't deserve my kindness. Well, we're not spouses, and I'll take that under advisement. You will never replace my dead mate, nor will I ever fall in love with a filthy human like you. But don't forget, this is my damn house! " he said with a loud growl.

I was stunned at his words. He just walked naked to the door and walked out without even looking me in the eye. I heard the loud bang of the door slamming shut as an angry growl followed in the distance.

I went back to bed and sat up with a nervous expression. That man had me at home, his words were like a sharp dagger that stabbed my heart a couple of times.

Even though I almost surrendered to his kisses, I couldn't stop protecting myself just to satisfy him. Knowing him, he's just a fucking alpha with a huge wolf. He'd easily leave this room to fuck another woman. I couldn't accept seeing him like this after giving my body to him.

"Damnit!" I screamed for myself.

After a couple of minutes, I finally sighed and left the room. I walked down the hallway with my hair tousled. I wanted to go upstairs and take a cold bath to forget his touch on my naked body.

However, as he passed through the rooms in the corridor, a female voice was suddenly heard.

"Oh Derek... that's right... fuck me harder!" Oi.

Immediately a wave of anger washed over my body. My footsteps stopped as moans came from one of the rooms.

I sighed, clenching my fists as I approached the room. I grabbed the door and opened it. My eyes widened in surprise. Derek was pushing a woman I hadn't seen before.

She was sitting at a desk with her legs around Derek's waist, who seemed to be finishing inside her.

I stared at the scene for a second until Deek turned his gaze to the door. When I felt his gaze on my face, I swallowed hard and frowned.

He didn't even come out of that girl's body, contrary to that, he kept pushing inside her harder. I quickly shook my head and left the room with a gasp.

When I got to my room, I quickly locked the door and threw myself on the bed. I couldn't even explain what was going through my body. Seeing him inside that girl made me feel dizzy. It wasn't the first time I had seen him in that position, but it was getting more and more unbearable.

In a second, I felt tears welling up in my eyes, and I opened my eyes in surprise. Was I crying because of Derek? This bastard made me cry!

Sighing, I got out of bed and went to take a shower. I didn't want to go downstairs to eat, I just finished my shower and jumped back into bed.

So much had happened that night, I couldn't take it all in. Plus, Derek had threatened me that he wasn't going to be nice to me anymore. He had fucked that girl after kissing my body.

I couldn't take it any more.

***

The next morning I woke up early and quietly made myself breakfast. I wanted to clear my mind, so I did some cleaning to keep myself busy.

After an hour I went up to my room and had a bath. I wanted to go out and tidy up the gardens, but when I left the room my eyes caught something that made my heartbeat pump fast again.

It was Derek, walking topless and walking towards me with no expression on his face.

When I saw him, I felt my whole world stop before him. Fuck, this guy kept making me uncomfortable. He had that distracting attractiveness, he had a defined and desirable body. It was obvious why all the girls were crawling all over him.

"Derek," I said softly.

He turned his gaze towards me, as if he didn't care about my presence.

I stiffened when he stopped and snapped his finger as he took a step towards me. There was a small gap separating us. For a second I thought he was going to kiss me, but suddenly I just saw him walking without a word.

I stood still watching him. I didn't expect you to ignore me like that. However, a bitter smile left my lips. Why did I feel so bad about his indifference?

"Great, don't talk to me! " I said to myself.

I ignored him and went downstairs to the garden. Without a handle, I came across a group of men. I looked around, scanning the garden, and could see that there were several men around the house.

I sighed deeply and went back into the house. Derek had sent his men to guard the house. Thinking about it, I frowned and went to the kitchen. I needed to keep busy, so I thought I'd make some snacks.

When I finished the sandwiches, I put them on the table, waiting for the maids or Derek to try some. But there was no one around me. I sat at the table waiting, until finally Derek's figure passed in front of me.

"Derek... There are snacks" I said, pointing to the table excitedly.

Despite my encouragement, he just gave me a cold stare and walked back into the room in silence.

I was dumbfounded. Is he avoiding me? But why? just because I won't give myself to him? it seemed irrational the way he was acting.

Faced with this, I decided to go up to my room and shut myself away to read a novel. I was engrossed in the tenth chapter, until I heard my phone ring.

My eyebrows widened in confusion as I checked the screen "Mandy?" I said looking at the time on the phone.

"Oh honey, Katlyn, I thought you wouldn't answer," she said.

"Something happened?" I asked.

"No, it's just to invite you to the bar. Come on, we're all gathered here" She said.

Her words gave me an active encouragement "Everybody? Are they back?" she asked.

The reality is that my friends were scattered all over the world, so I felt surprised by what Mandy had told me.

"Fuck Katlyn, I've been trying to find your number for days... we're back and we're at our favourite bar. Join us" Mandy said, making me smile widely.

"That's great! I'll be right there!" I hinted and cut the call short.

I was so happy that all my friends were back in town. I quickly got out of bed and looked for a dress in my wardrobe. In fact, I didn't care if Derek was upset or not, after all, he was ignoring me and I wanted to go out.