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RAINA

He had to have lost it. For I didn't understand what part of his brain thought it would be a good idea to even think about indulging Nathan.

“Hey, look at me…” Alex's voice pulled me out of my thoughts, where it seemed to have gotten darker to today. I was so done with Nathan and his existence that I just wanted to be in a world where he didn't exist at all. “I'm sure Dom means well. Your brother would never do anything that would hurt you. I need you to remember that, okay?” His voice was soft. It was a gentle stroke to the nagging feeling that was clawing at my mind. 

I married him. I was his wife again. I swallowed hard at the reality. The switch in thought almost made me choke in my own spit. “I'm fine…” I said between coughs. Alex rubbed one hand on my back, up and down until I settled while the other was placed firmly, yet gently on my cheek. 

“I'll go get you some water, stay here…” he announced, having stared at me for a moment. His brows creased into a frown, he had something on his mind but he reserved from telling me.

And even if I wanted to stop him from leaving and force him into telling me what was eating at him, Alex was gone out of the room in a flash. 

What was up with him? 

“Here you go, got you something to eat too. I know you're a sweet tooth.” I was. My chest tightened at this gesture. Last time I was pregnant, I hated being one. 

The Alexander Sullivan of that year was a nightmare that I was too scared to leave. I loved him enough not to mind the red flags that glarred in my face.

And yet here was a different part of him. I loved this one dearly. Just as much as I did his old self if not more.

“You're overthinking again baby…” He broke the silence and pinched my cheeks lightly. His expression was laced with both worry and care. 

I was overthinking again. “Do you want to talk about it?”

I shook my head. I didn't want to speak about a topic we had talked about over and over. I thought thay was it, but he pulled me to his lap, my back pressed against his hard chest.

My insides curled happily at the thought of my hands against his chest. He made me look at him, something about the way he looked at me caused heat to radiate off me. “Do you trust me?” His question caught me by surprise. I had no idea why he would ask that out of the blue. Except he thought…

Wait.

Did he think I was worried about the Estate?

I nodded, eyes still glued to his so that he knew that I meant it. “I do…”

“Your entire estate has been put under my name, Raina. Doesn't that scare you?”

“Why would it? I mean, sure, it would have years ago and last year too but we're married now, married again, Alex. I wouldn't have agreed to sleep with you, carry your child and marry you if I didn’t?”

“I was so fucking sure that that was the reason you were all quiet. I would never do anything to hurt you again Raina. Your assets are still yours anytime you want them.”

I wasn't worried about that, Alex. I wanted to say to him but I gave a smile instead. Hopefully it showed enough sincerity enough to wipe that worry off his face. “Don't worry too much about me, Alex…”

He turned me to face him, so that I was straddled on his thighs. His hands fell to my sides, holding me firmly. “That's like telling me not to love you, Raina. Its impossible…” he said in a low tone that made my insides do a backflip.

A shudder ran its course through me. “Alex…” What was I calling his name for? I had no idea.

He pushed himself forward, closing the gap that stood between us. “Mrs Sullivan, we got married and I didn't even get to kiss you…” Another shudder, this time stronger. His gripped tightened slightly, and I saw his Adam's apple move up and down as he swallowed. 

Our wedding was only out of convenience, there were no preparations for anything that gave any signs of romanticism. 

My eyes moved down his face and fell on his lips and this time I swallowed, the knot in my throat refusing to move. I took a sharp breath when I saw that he too was eyes glued to my lips like I was his. 

Just do it, Raina. What are you so afraid of? My mind asked me. 

Nothing, I was scared of absolutely nothing in this position. 

I took a bold move, leaning forward until my lips touched his in a simple kiss. “There, you’ve been kissed, husband….”

His hands moved at that, and a groan rumbled from his chest and I felt it. “Baby, I want a real kiss. I want to taste you, its been too long…” Alex spoke like a man high on something. 

As if sensing my hesitation, he moved a hand to the back of my head and pressed his lips on mine, capturing it in a kiss that was far from what mine was. 

His was deep, full of emotion and raw.

And he kissed me like I was the very air he was breathing. It didn't take long for me to respond to the kiss, giving him full access of my mouth to do as he pleased and Alex knew how to take advantage of that. His tongue slid sensually into my mouth, tasting me, exploring my insides. God, he tasted as good as I remembered. 

This went on for a while, just lips moving, tongue smacking against each other before I pulled away to breathe. “Alex, wait…we can't…”

I should have kept my mouth shut. Because he let out a low growl, like he hated the fact that I was denying him his food. An animal he was. 

“Don't do this to me, Raina. I need you, please…” Pleaded Alex, eyes dark with nothing put a lust that scared me.

“But the baby…” I tried to protest.

“I'll be gentle baby. I promise. I need my wife. I need you Raina…”

Sex with Alex had always been great. Except he and I had never tried anything that was not the traditional way of having sex. But he showed me that it was possible, even whilst pregnant. 

I bit my lip staring at him when he said that, I was his wife and he had every right to want me and have me. I wasn't going to deny him my body, he already had my heart to start with.

I then nodded, and I swear I heard another growl. Alex stood with me in his arms. Our seated position had hidden his boner and only when he stood did I feel it poking my thighs even through his pants.

He kissed me again, more gentle this time. I was sure it was because he wanted his steps careful as he walked us upstairs to my room, not necessarily because he had control in that moment. 

I was thankful that my brother was nowhere in sight to see this. It would have been rather embarrassing. 

I heard the door closing behind me, and my back to it. Alex held me there, his hands on either side of me, pressing and grinding his waist against me.

He was hard. In a way I hadn’t seen him be before.

ALEXANDER 

There was only one woman created to make me lose control and that was Raina fucking Graham. There was so much I wanted to do to her, with her. 

My cock strained against my pants rather painfully, it wanted a release, some freedom. But I couldn’t be concerned about him right now. This woman, fucking beautiful and mine was all that mattered tonight. 

I was so crazy for her that I was at the point where her release was mine too. And I was determined this night to chase it with her.

Her moans flooded my ears, and her hands ran through my hair from time to time, grabbing onto it to pull me closer than I already was.

Maybe it was the pregnancy hormones doing things to her, if it was, then good. I fucking loved it.

I pulled us away from the door and marched to her bed and carefully placed her on it.

She moaned again, but I pulled away. I wanted those clothes off of her. I needed to see her in her glory.

But she whimpered, lips pouting and brows furrowing. “Relax baby. I'll take care of you tonight, I promise…”

I smiled at her, pulling my shirt over my head before leaning forward to help her with her dress. I could fuck her in it. 

No, not today, Alex. Focus! My mind screamed at me. I obeyed.

Once her dress was out of sight, I was left with my wife in her draws. Lace panties that clutched her mound protectively in a way that made me slightly jealous. It got to smell her all day. Feel her. 

I was a mess, getting jealous of a fucking fabric.

Or was it the bra, holding her round breasts. They were bigger than normal, understandable due to her condition. They were even more perfect. I wondered if there were any milk in them. 

My hands reached down to her waist, before disappearing to her back and making their way to unclip her bra. This gave me a moment to smell her, and to nuzzle my nose in the crook of her neck, planting soft kisses that did something to her. My wife squirmed under my touch. I wasn't even started with her yet.

“There, now they look perfect…” I whispered to myself, cupping one and lapping the other with my tongue. A short drag across the nipple, making it stand for me. Giving me its attention. My cock twitched when she moaned as a reaction.

I got off the bed and backed away. With her eyes trained on me, I reached for my belt, tugging and unbuckling before tossing it on the floor. My pants were next. Before my shorts followed, I paused to give her a view of the tent she caused me to have. Raina gulped when I pinched the rim of my shorts and slid it off me. 

My chest swelled at the slight hint of redness on her cheeks as she continued to stare. My cock stood firm, pointing and calling for her. My eyes left her and danced its way down to her neck, her chest, to her stomach then settled on that fucking wetness. 

My girl knew how to get me. She bit her bottom lip and slid her legs to the side, giving me a better look of her pussy.

Fuck me sideways. She was wet and dripping for me.

Tonight is about to be a long night. I thought to myself. 

Then I stalked towards her, gripping the length and stroking lightly before laying back down on her. “Are you ready baby?” I asked her but didn't quite give her enough time to respond before taking her breast into my mouth. Instead of words, she gave a moan. That was all I needed.

I left her breast to my hand, then dropped on my knees on the floor before gripping her thigh and yanking her to the edge of the bed. Once her legs dangled beside me, I released her breast and lifted both legs up and settled my face close to her pussy.

She smelled divine. Sweat, and deliciousness hit my nostrils and I inhaled deep as if to take it all the scent into my lungs for myself. 

She twitched when my breath fanned her moisture, the dim light found a way to glisten the moisture. I saw her clench and unclench, she was hungry for my touch. 

I gave her on look from the floor, then chuckled when I found her lust filled and hungry eyes begging me to touch her.

Oh, I was going to taste. I was going to fucking do more than that to her.

I dipped my head and reached for my meal, tongue sliding across her labia, drawing illicit and addicting moans from her.

One of these days, I was going to get our love making on record, just to play her moans on repeat. The image of jerking off to her means gave me blue balls.

Fuck, I need to stop thinking about more when I wasn't even done with this yet.

I tasted her, drank from her. My very own fountain of youth. I could stay here forever. And I intended to.

I only wanted to worship this pussy from now on.

I ate her clean. My girl grinded her pussy in my face, chasing her pleasure and I gave her all that I could. Tongue sliding in and out of her like clockwork. I was on a mission. 

“Alex please. I need you…” she cried all of a sudden, her voice sounded like she was crying. I jerked back to glance at her and sure enough, tears streamed down her face. Was it the hormones? Or was it just too good?

She sat forward and pulled me up so that I was back on her.

My plans had initially been to give her pleasure without fucking her tonight. But it seemed that she wanted me to. “I'll give you all the pleasure you want baby, just relax for me okay…”

“I love your tongue inside me, but I need you to fuck me, Alex. Now!” She said on demand and I had no choice but to obey the queen herself. 

I guided my cock at her entrance, and gave her one last look to be sure but this woman wrapped her legs around me and pulled me hard against her. My cock slid easily, her juices had coated me nicely in no time. 

“Fuck!”