Day 15 – The Final Decision

Jano’s Point of view

“I.. Like You”

I was shocked when I heard Giro.

Do I hear it right?

Giro likes me?

But how?

I slowly turned to Giro and he looks serious.

“Giro”

I mumbled, he smiled me bitterly then chuckled.

“I just want you to know it not because I’d like you to be with me, I just want you to know it for the last time. You caught my attention when I saw you from the very first time, it was on the outside of the building, I saw you with the guy wearing a formal attire, you look happy that day and It was my first time to see a person with a unique smile, I found you attractive, It was like anyone who see you could absorb your positive vibes”

He said and smiled sweetly.

“Then I saw you on the school, it’s much unexpected but suddenly I became rude, I’m sorry for that”

He added and scratches his head like he’s shy.

“But...”

I was about to speak but he interrupt me.

“But you love Fred right?”

I didn’t response when I heard it and yes he was right. I look back on Fred and sighed

Maybe that was the answer for all question inside in me.

“You can’t admit it but I know that you love him”

I sighed when I heard him again.

“Look at your self on the mirror and think about him, you will see your expression.”

He just said.

“It’s already late, I have to go”

He added then leaves.

I couldn’t move my body to send him out, I don’t know I was like a mute person and couldn’t say anything.

I was staring at Fred for an hour. I’m sitting at the chair next to the bed, I don’t know, I was stuck on it.

“Haist! You’re so cute, if you really confused just close your eyes and place your hand this... Then if you were confused because of a person, just hug him then close your eyes... Then you will find all the answer about to your confusion.”

I remember Ken said on me, and sighed.

“What am I to you? I can’t understand, why am I feeling like this? I’m very annoyed, I cried a lot without any reason, especially when I look at you with Jonas. Actually I don’t care! But why am I acting like this? You’re so pervert! It’s very obvious that Giro is more handsome than you, you’re just a piece of cake compare to Giro. Psh! but you got me!”

I don’t know but I was talking to Fred while he’s asleep. I feel better when I said that, but for some reason I become down again when I remembered my decision.

I almost forgot! I’m about to moved away.

“Until now I’m very confused, should I leave you alone? Or just forget my feelings”

I was shocked when I saw a drop of tears on his arms, I found put that I was crying again.

I just bowed my head on the bed beside on his arm and cry silently.

It’s really hard.

**

“Pfft!’

I was sleeping when I heard someone chuckled.

“Sheez, you’re so freaking cute Jano”

Hmm?

I feel like my pillow is so hard.

*sniff*

... And its smell nice

“Pfft”

I quickly jumped away from the bed when I realized that I was hugging on a person.

“Shit! What happened?”

I said while on the corner of the room, I quickly pick the pillow on the couch and cover it to my body

But my eyes become wide when I see Fred wearing a boxer only.

“Pffft!”

Then He laughs so hard.

“Wh-why?”

I said while I’m the state of shock

“Nothing!, you’re so funny! You’re acting like a rape victim”

Then he laughs continuously.

“Didn’t I?”

I mumbled, but he laughs continuously. I feel annoyed because of his laugh, it seems like he’s saying that whose idiot will trying to rape me?

He stands up and faces me.

“How? If you volunteer yourself”

Then he winked at me.

“he-Hey! You talk too much so I guess you feel better now!”

I said then throw the pillow towards him and turned around to go out on his room.

“Hey! Chill!”

He said then he go back to his bed.

“Can we sleep first? I feel sleepy”

He said while tapping the bed on his right side.

“Psh! It’s my last day here. I should pack my things and clean everything before I go by tomorrow”

I said and hold the doorknob.

But he quickly stands up to block me on the doorway.

“Hey! Look, I’m sorry okay? I didn’t mind to offend you, so I’m sorry”

He sincerely said.

“Sir, it’s my last day and I’m fully decided on it”

I seriously said.

“No! You’re not allowed to leave this house! If you insisted then I will find a nice maid!”

Is he threatened me?

“Go ahead!”

I just said then give him a smirk.

I opened the door and went down on the leaving area.

“When I got a maid I’m pretty sure he’s going to fall in love with me”

He followed me on the living area.

Seriously? Who cares? As if he gonna fall in love easily right?

“Then do it!”

I said and went on the kitchen to get some water on the fridge.

“Then I’m gonna fall in love with him!”

He added. But I didn’t response on him.

“We will live happily!”

He said.

“Then go for it!”

I said.

“I heard you last night!”

I almost chocked when I heard him.

What did he mean?

“What are you saying?”

I said but he just chuckled.

“You’re jealous because of Jonas right? And I confirmed that you like me too”

The Fuck! So meaning he heard all of that?

“You know what? I feel like you’re steeping on my pride!”

He said then he slowly comes closer on me.

I stun my self on the corner and couldn’t move.

“Meaning you fall on me because I’m not as handsome like Giro?”

He steps forward again.

“Do-do I said like that?”

I just mumbled.

“You fall on me because I’m not as hot like Giro?”

He whispered on me, he was closed on me and I couldn’t move.

“So you think I’m pervert”

He said then he placed his arms on my right side to corner me.

“Perv huh?”

“I-I’m just kidding!”

I said

“Oh it was a joke hmmm”

He said

I nodded at him in case he bites it.

“Then it’s a joke too!”

I was shocked when he grabs my waist and lift me to his shoulder.

“Fuck! Fred! Put me down!”

I shouted.

“Aha! It’s a joke huh!”

HE just said and brings me on the Living area.

He put me down on the couch then he tickled me on my both sides.

“Fuck! Fred stops it! I’m sorry okay! ”

I said and laugh hard!

“Stop! Mmm. You called me perv huh, not handsome?”

“Fred! Stop”

I said.

He stop when he gets tired then I sighed after that.

I was lying on the bed while he’s on my top, I can feel his heart beat and his warm body.

It’s very strange but I feel comfortable whit our position.

He turned his head on me and looks seriously.

“Jano please, don’t leave me, I’m going to die if you let me live here alone”

I don’t know but I feel He was right? I feel like I don’t want to live alone too.

“Please? I like you Jano”

For some reason I feel better when I heard him.

I smiled at him and sit properly.

He sits back straight and waits for my response

“No Fred, I’m fully decided on it, I can’t take it back”

I seriously said.

I saw his eyes become sad

“Why?”

He whispered.

I almost laugh when I saw him teary eyed.

“I’d like to apply as your boyfriend”

I slowly said. But it takes a minute for him to understand it.

Then the next thing happened, he’s jumping in front of me and shouting.

“FUCK SHIT! YES! my ghad! Yes!”

He shouted then looks at me.

I saw his eyes were full of happiness.

I didn’t expect him to be like that.

I was fluttered and very happy to see him like this.

“Sheeez! I really can’t believe it.”

He said it then sits back next to me.

“I’m sorry Fred, I was afraid, I don’t know what am I going to do, I was confused”

I said while my heads down. But he just holds my face and raised it up.

“No Jano, I’m the one who need to say sorry, I didn’t mean to hurt you from the start, I was a jerk and I didn’t think about your feeling”

Then He kissed me.

Everything went on silence when he kissed me. I don’t know but it was the very first time.

“Shit!”

I was shocked when he shouted.

I saw his face went red and he quickly covered his boxer shorts.

“Wh-why?”

I’m confused

“No-nothing! Excuse me”

Then he quickly run up to his room

I don’t know if I should laugh or not, I followed him on his room and knocked.

“Are you okay?”

I ask him.

“Ye-Yes! just go leave me alone first”

He shouted from the other side

“What happened?”

I ask.

But he just pushed me away. I went down on the living room and then laugh so hard!

I can’t believe him. In just a one kiss he got erected!”

I stop laughing when I heard the doorbell rang.

I went out and opened the door, I saw a woman standing in front of the gate, she’s very pretty and she looks elegant, wearing a nice pink dress with holding a fan, she’s sexy and her face looks very familiar. I guess she’s about mid 30 because she looks gorgeous, but base on her style she’s about mid 40s.

“uhm Who are...”

I couldn’t finish myself when I heard Fred speaks on my back.

“Mommy?”

I don’t know but it’s echoing on my ears. He called the woman in front on me ‘Mommy’”