DAY 11.2 – Moment with Nerd
I almost break down when I see Fred looking at me, he was shocked at the moment but he moves out his eyes on me then he kiss the girl again.
And that was the cue on me to get out on that place, I turned back at them and try to move my feet.
It’s unbelievable
I just said on my mind then my tears come out to my eyes.
I don’t know but I want to get here out, I keep trying myself to move my fucking feet, It’s really hard like there’s something heavy on it.
My tears keep flowing on my face, and I’m trying not to make any noise.
What’s happening on me? I couldn’t breathe properly, my heart beats so fast and there’s something pain in my chest, is it a heart attack?
“Jano wait!”
I keep walking fast, I don’t know but I want to get out of here. I keep walking fast until I can able to run. I don’t know what this feeling is and I hate it.
I run as fast as I can, while my eyes keeps crying, well actually I don’t have a rights to act like this, why I am so dramatic? I’m not even a girl to cry like this over to that pervert!
Fuck shit! It’s all my fault! I let myself falling to his flirting techniques.
“Jano?”
I tried calm myself, I wipe my tears and take a deep breathe, but still, I couldn’t stop myself thinking about what I saw earlier.
Maybe I’m just disappointed?
No I’m not! Okay fine! I admitted since it’s freaking obvious, I’m not crying like this if I don’t hurt to what I see, and I’m not putting an effort just to cooked a delicious dish for him if I don’t have a feelings for him.
“Shit! JANO!”
I heard a loud sounds of horn coming from me, I look at my left side and there’s a strong light pointing on my face, I couldn’t see it because of the strange light, I just closed my eyes then wait what’s happen.
I just feel that there’s a hand grabs my arm and fully force pulled me, and then I found my self in the arms of someone.
I open my eyes and I saw a guy wearing a glass, he’s trying to catch his breath and I can feel his heart beat was beating so loud!
“Gi-giro?”
I mumbled.
He released me on his arm and holds me tight on my shoulder
“Are you okay?”
He said while checking on me if I get hurt, I se his face and his worried.
“No I’m not!”
I whispered on myself
“ye-yeah! I’m fine”
I said, I looked around and I just found out that I am here at the outside of the villages, I didn’t know noticed it because I want to run away.
“Why don’t have your slippers?”
He annoyed said, I don’t know If I should be grate because he’s worried of me or I shouldn’t because the person who I love doesn’t care about me.
I look down on my feet, and Yes, I don’t wear any slippers, maybe I slip it away when I’m running going out here.
I just realized that I almost died because I had a lot in my mind then I look at him and strangely hug him tight.
This time, I don’t care if there’s someone who sees me, I cried so loud, and I couldn’t help my self to stop.
“Shhhh, its okay jano! I’m here, shhh stop crying please? It makes me hurt”
I just cried on his chest until I felt satisfied, He looked at me in the eye and smile.
“You look like a kid! Look, you even don’t have slippers”
He said like his kidding me, I just give him a wrist on his chest then laugh.
He turned back at me and lowers down his body.
“giro?”
I confusedly said, He turn his face to me then smile.
“Ride on my back!”
I don’t know what’s in his mind but I smile back and ride on his back.
“Pfft! It’ doesn’t looks you’re heavy huh!”
He said then laughs.
I can feel his voice vibration on his back, I just ignored him, I feel tired for this day, and I just lean my head at his shoulder then closed my eyes.
Giro’s Point of view.
I don’t know but I feel like I have to go at the park, I live here at the condominium near in the subdivision where Fred’s used to live. It’s already midnight and I couldn’t sleep, I decided to walk at the park near at the condo.
I couldn’t sleep because I keep thinking about Jano, I saw Jano before in a building together with a guy wearing a business attire, I don’t know, it was like magnet that I couldn’t stop looking at him that day. That’s why I’m very surprised when I saw Jano in our school, and luckily he approached me.
But for some reason, I’ve been rude to him instead of being nice at him. Even on the first day, I’ve been jerk at him, I don’t know maybe because I totally change a lot? I choose to be alone and not to talk anyone, but suddenly on the day of our camp, I didn’t expect that I’ve become close to him.
That was the happiest moment in my life, from then I always thinking him, until I ended up of stalking him in a social media, but badly he’s not an active, there’s some of his pictures but He seems barely to use it. So I don’t have a chance to talk to him even in a chat and I couldn’t ask for his number since Freds is always there.
I’m here at the park when I saw a guy keep running out to the village, I saw a car that running across to that way so I quickly walk towards to the village, but suddenly I noticed that the guy who runs going out to the village is Jano!
Everything went fast and I couldn’t explain how could I get there but I quickly grabbed his arms and forcedly pulled him over me.
I hug him tight and the car stopped.
I don’t know but why heart beats so fast, I feel like I’m gonna loose him, I thought I couldn’t make it, I’m so scared fuck!
“Gi-giro?”
I heard him, I quickly checked if he’s hurt, I noticed that he don’t have a slippers, fuck!
What’s happened to him? What did He do to him? Why he looks like this?
I want to scold Jano because he almost died, but I noticed that he’s pout of his mind.
Unexpectedly He hugged me very tight and cried very loud.
Fuck! I’m gonna kill that Fred.
“Shhhh, its okay jano! I’m here, shhh stop crying please? It makes me hurt”
It was very painful to see him like this.
I just comforted him, after he stopped crying I offer my back to carry him, and he does.
I walk towards at the park and I noticed that he gets heavier than a while a go, I think he’s asleep.
I stopped walking and lean my heads to his head.
I sighed
“Jano, Sorry If my smile is selfish, I’m just happy because I can carry you at my back, even if I know you were sad, Sorry If I take this an advantage, it seems like I don’t have a chance to you, so please let me have this moment.”
I smiled and closed my eyes, if we could able to sleep like this, I don’t want to wake up anymore even if my back hurt because of your weight.
I decided to bring him back to his house but suddenly I saw a guy standing at the gate of village staring at us, and I know it’s Fred, I just stared back at him, a minute ago when he turn back and go inside at the village.
“Gi-giro?”
I heard him so I guess he woke up, I lower down my body so he gets down.
“Are you okay now?” I said then smile at him.
He smiled at me while scratching his eyes.
“Oh! I didn’t know that I ended up with up on your back”
He said and chuckled.
How cute.
I would like to carry you away wrong the person who could hurt you but it seems like you’re the one who keeps tailing at that person.
Hmmm, you’re so stubborn
It’s okay! I just keep myself looking at you from far away, as long as you are happy, I’ll be happy too.