Chapter 42

" Saanjh ! What're you saying ? I don't want that. Stop being feminist in every matter ! "

Vihaan tried to clarify though being not his fault.

" You want that only Vihaan Shergill .. Me going down in Eyes of Elders and you being the Ultimate hero .. chee Vihaan and Feminist Haan ? I will be that and I am that but you are a sadist who's being happy seeing me like this " . She spat venom being frustrated

" Saanjh ! " He whispered, heartbroken and with a painful voice .

She looked at him and realised what. She said and closed her Eyes in frustration .

She was about to say something when door got knocked and They after setting themselves permitted the knocker.

Receptionist came and Handed him a file

" Sir Ma'am Forgot the file at Reception while talking on phone . So here it is ! "

" Thank you Sheila " He said with a fake smile.

Saanjh was frustrated , angry at herself . She was hell guilty for the things she said . She didn't mean anything not even a word but it says na we should control our tounge.

When receptionist went , he also left the cabin shutting it's door and mutrering a soft

" Come fast " to her.

Thing was he also knew she never meant that . He knew her and himself too . But her words hurted him and pierced his Heart .

The words were so wrong that he that time when she was saying started believing that she meant that but how can Vihaan not understand Saanjh !

He went into the Presentation room where all were present followed by Saanjh .

He greeted all with a handshake And She with small fake smiles .

The presentation started. He was lost throughout the presentation with replaying the words she said in his mind .

Somehow the presentation got Completed with Deal handed over to them.

After all left except Vihaan and Saanjh. . Vihaan whispered a small " well done " with a broken voice and Walked off out of the office.

She stood there Broken and frustrated with herself . She cried there for almost an hour and She also walked to the Mansion in her car determined to apologize to him.

But will it make it alright ? Can the words she said he forget ? No right .

She entered her room and Freshened up quickly and Went in the way to his room.

She knocked it softly after debating with herself .

The door got opened and there stood he in his vest and Tracks with eyes red and hair messed .

" What now ? " He said rudely but softly .

" Vihaan a. hem ! " She tried to speak but was cutt of by him

" Stop it Saanjh ... I am not in the mood of your nonsense So please ! " He said weirdly showing her the way of Going

" Vihaan Just one time .. Please listen to me ! " She said with tears in her eyes

" I listened right? I listened to the The things you said to me in the office. remember ? Yes, that's it. Now i can't listen to more! Those words are replaying in my mind making me doubt myself that did I truly do that to you ? Thanks to you Saanjh that I am not at peace now! It hurts like a bitch. "

He said being helpless to himself and not able to Forget the words .

She gasped and Looked at him with teary eyes and tried saying once again

" I am sorry Vihaan ! I was frustrated with myself. I didn't mean it !" She said sadly trying not to cry.

" Saanjh .. see now I am not in the right state of Mind . Please go, I will say hurtful things to you which I don't want .. yes I am also frustrated did I say something that will pinch you and will give Pain to you? Saanjh i can't Explain Anything right now! I am too hurt Saanjh . Good night " He said and Slammed the door on her face and went into the washroom lost in thoughts .

She stood there pondering over her words and then his Words . He was more frustrated but he didn't say one word that will left her broken and Now she felt more guilty.

" I am sorry , I Hurt you na ! I will only make you happy onmy . I am guilty Vihaan and I know I should not have said those words but Anger gives the worst to Me .. I will make you fine and will make you believe in me that I didn't mean those . I am sorry ... Sorry " she talked to herself and Went to her room for a sleepless night but determined face to Make him happy and let the hurt and sadness shoo away .