Chapter 43

Saanjh was very Much guilty for the words she said and Vihaan was hurt way too hurt.

He was doubting himself Which he never did . He was doubting that maybe he would have behaved like that with her .

Her words were not getting out of his head and his chest was being heavy with the pain .

In the morning also , his eyes were red and puffy, not that he cried. No, he can't cry for some small things but These things kept him awake all night .

Having a little of doubt on himself He went into the study room to discuss about not training her under him . He would tell them he wasn't able to .

Vihaan's pov

Why ? Why Saanjh Why ? Why you said those so hurtful words . I am being happy seeing you suffering *chuckling sarcastically* What did I do even ? Just tried to make you feel light . Tch . I am a sadist , a fucking sadist . It hurts so damnn much that even I want to hurt you like this so that you feel it , that how does it feels to break. Maybe then you would be feeling what I felt ! But then I am not a sadist which you said me * Sarcastically* I don't get happy seeing people hurt . No I don't . I was trying to make you better by behaving stern . I am like that with everyone and Why am I clarifying myself ? The one who Loved is me obviously! I don't Know but I don't think you love me? Do you? . I am the Vihaan Shergill right ? And Now just some words of a girl made me this . The girl Who is my world now! Ya I know my girl * laughing Sarcastically * but still . Vihaan let it be . You are strong and Be happy . She is guilty ? But now what . What will I gain even? Things she wanted to say , she said Maybe I can ever forgive her but Those words they will always Haunt me! Just mere two lines and that can break a person so bad! What an irony? Saanjh whenever you"LL hurt me . Be it little too.

With that pain in his eyes he reached the study room where Rohan & Shaan were discussing something but stopped hearing them .

" Didn't I say you My boy would Treat My princess just like an employee and Guess what it's yielding results ! " Rohan said With happiness reflecting in his voice .

" Ya I agree . Princess has improved a lot and in these 6 months only it is a good performance and I am happy for you . "

Shaan said Happily

" I am more Happy for you buddy . Vihaan means gem right ? " Rohan asked him .

Shaan nodded proudly

" He is a gem . You should be proud of him ! "

Rohan said

" I am ! " Shaan said agreeing .

" His performance was great in the college , Be it London or India and then he is a great singer. The way he cares for his family and now In his own training period He is training her . Saanjh can't get a more better person than him . I must say ! "

Rohan was very happy and Shaan too and it was visible by their happy chats . The way they were happily agreeing to each other .

Vihaan got a smile when Both said they are proud of him . He forgot the reason he came here but then when remembers thought to drop the plan .

" I can't snatch their happiness. Some days Vihaan, She has to pass hurdles to Get Success. Be the Great hurdle be Me itself ! "

He whispered to himself Painfully and Moved from there to breakfast table .

Here Saanjh was having tears in her eyes . The pain Was for hurting the person she loves . She was guilty that she reacted so impulsively . Not understanding and playing blame-game Causes wrecks in a beautiful relationship .

She was trapped in guilt trap and her own words were ringing in her mind Making her feel worst . She was continuously cursing herself for being so bad too him . She was having doubt on herself , is she perfect for him ? He was such a good man , best to good people and worst to bad people's.

He didn't let the the girl touch him . Why ? He thought it's her right . The frustration always brought worst to her .

Saanjh 's pov

I am sorry na Vihaan ! I love you . Please I didn't mean any word of it . Don't make me feel like this . Still I am blaming you . I didn't wanna say those things but then I compared myself to you . I also wanted those components for me and I wanted to make papa and Dad proud . When file got misplaced na , I thought my efforts are gone. They won't say they are proud of Me . Please forgive Me . It's from nowhere came on my mouth . I meant nothing of it and I didn't wanna hurt you. I am guilty Vihaan . I am sorry so-so So-or-ry . Shh.. Saanjh Kapoor just calm down . I will manofy him in my style , My way . I love you and Be ready to hear that from me . I don't know If you love me or not But I can't keep it to myself now . I love you. .... So freaking much . Be ready My man .

She smiled to herself Thinking of a perfect plan to Confess to him . Not some cliche Date scenery or Getting on knees and Then proposing . Naah . She is unique and It will be like that only .

She also went to the breakfast table To finish her breakfast to Make the arrangements .

All sat and ate breakfast with cute talks and Vihaan was quiet throughout ignoring Saanjh which hurted her and a drop of tear fell from her eyes which she wiped quickly making a fake smiling face without anyone notice.

This was noticed by Vihaan and He felt hurt but ignored it and concentrated on food.

Vihaan took a leave as He wasn't in a good state of mind to work . He made some excuse and his leave gave an automatic leave to Saanjh and she was mentally squealing to get her desired time To prepare .

All went to their respective Works and Vihaan also went upstairs without sparing her a glance which again broke her heart.

She made herself chirpy again and started preparing .

She started preparing in the morning , moving here & there to kitchen , to living room to movie room to get cassettes .

She quickly took out her guitar and she used to practice but She is nervous as she is for first time going to sing in front of Vihaan .

She quickly chanted God's name making herself confident and again got back into her work praying to God that don't let him come down now .

Her preparations were done and She did a happy dance and adjusted herself when she heard footsteps .

She quickly dimmed the lights and hid behind a pillar .

Vihaan took a nap due to being awake whole night and when he came down at evening to eat something , he saw the lights dimmed and frowned .

He came and was about to open the lights when he saw some fairy lights twinkling .

He turned around and gasped as Living room was decorated elegantly just as he likes .