Chapter 92 CHAPTER 92:NOT JUST DESIRE
~ Elara ~
" Lara." The sound of Calvin’s low voice wakes me from our short nap as I turn my head towards him, looking up to see he was watching me.
" Yeah?" I ask, rubbing at my eyes. It was only a 20 minute nap, but it felt better than most of my sleeps.
When my eyes completely open back up they widen, looking towards the gold necklace dangling on his hand with customized letters that read Lara.
Calvin’s eyes are on me the entire time, watching my shocked one. I sit up, adjusting so I'm straddling his lap now as I smile, taking the beautiful necklace in my hands.
" When did you get this?" I ask, shocked at the beautiful lettering of the necklace.
" A while ago." He says, taking the necklace in his hand as he opens the clasp, slowly moving it behind my hair as he moves his head closer to mine before clasping it back shut.
My breath hitches, knowing if I turned my face to the side just slightly it would bring our lips together. I sit there, my body tense as he fixes the necklace on my neck.
I watch him as he leans back on the couch and looks at the necklace hanging on my neck, a proud look in his eyes. My heart was racing terribly fast, mainly because of him, but also because of the words that were about to leave my mouth.
"I like you, Calvin." I say, his eyes darkening at the words leaving my mouth.
He watches me closely, an eyebrow raised at the sudden confession.
"And not in a friendly way. I mean in a way that my heart races any time I'm near you, and I can't stop thinking of you, and I enjoy every second I'm in your arms and-"
Calvin’s rough hand moving onto the side of my face, pulling me close so his lips were on mine stop me from continuing, the feeling erupting butterflies in my stomach.
The slow kiss melts my insides as I kiss him back, my breaths heavy when he slightly pulls away so our lips were only inches apart.
" My Lara." He says in a low voice, looking towards me with dark eyes, his hand still on the side of my face as he pushed away some of my hair with his thumb.
"I'm not sure the word like is enough for me say to you anymore, angel." He says, looking at me with that same look in his eyes.
I look up at him through my lashes, tilting my head to the side slightly before mustering up all the courage I can to say the next three words.
" Then show me." I say, looking into his eyes that darken in the bit of light that shone throughout the room. His hands on my waist suddenly tighten as he looks at me, searching my eyes.
It looks like he's fighting everything in him to control himself as he watches me, his eyes flickering down to my lips for a moment.
His jaw ticks before he's looking away from me, running a hand through his hair. I chew the inside of my lip, feeling embarrassed.
I'm about to get off of his lap, thinking he wanted me to leave from his lack of a response to me, until his hand moves to the small of my back, pushing me forward so my hands were on his shoulders to stay steady, our faces inches apart.
" Where the fuck do you think your going?" He says, his voice low as I furrow my eyebrows.
"I...I thought you wanted me to go you didn't say anything..." I barely let out, my body growing hot at our position.
His eyes watch me like I'm insane before a gasp escapes my mouth when he suddenly gets up, my legs still straddling his torso as I hold onto his shoulders tighter so I wouldn't fall.
Before I can say anything he's gently moving me back on the bed, hovering over me as he searches my face.
" Wanted you to go? Do you think I'm insane?" He says, looking down at me from his position above me.
I blink in confusion, not able to form any words from our position and instead just shake my head no slowly.
"I don't want to rush you into anything, Lara." He says, cupping the side of my face in his large hand.
"I don't feel rushed." I say, desperate for his touch. I couldn't handle the tension that's been eating away at my head any longer.
He watches me for a moment, my breath hitching when he moves closer to my face, his lips grazing my cheek before placing a soft kiss on the skin.
" What are you trying to say?" He teases, but I wasn't afraid to tell him the truth, as much of a coward as I was.
"II want you to touch me." I say, my cheeks flushed red as I look up at him, taking in the way his dark grey eyes filled with a different look now, shone in the small light coming from his room.
" Fuck, Lara." He says under his breath, and I can see all of his self control slowly start to disappear as he looks down at me.
His lips suddenly move to hover over mine like he was hesitant at first. The small distance between our lips only makes me more desperate as his minty breath fans across my face, our lips nearly touching.
When he finally gives in, moving his lips onto me, I instantly kiss him back, his touch filling my head with dirty thoughts I'd never had of any other guy.
He kisses me softly, like he was trying to tell me something with each gentle touch he gave me. I gasp when his hand moves onto my neck, pulling me in closer as his tongue forces entry into my mouth.
My entire body was hot as his hand trailed down my body, slowly moving to the band of my shorts.
His fingers wrap around the thin band, leaving them there as his hot kisses move down my neck, to my collarbone.
My hands hold onto the open part of his white button up when he moves his lips on top of my thin shirt, trailing kisses down my cleavage, and moving towards my lower belly that send shivers down my spine.
I can barely control my breaths when he gets to where my shirt ends, pulling it completely off of me so I was just in my bra and tiny shorts.
Calvin’s eyes slowly trail down my body as I look up at him, the growing feeling between my legs only getting hotter as I crave his touch.
" Beautiful." He says lowly, and I feel a blush creep onto my face as he moves back over me, leaning down and placing a gentle kiss on my lips before pulling away and starting to unbutton his top,
I watch him as he undoes the buttons, the ways I wanted him to touch me only growing as he reveals his bare chest. I look up at him through my lashes, my eyes trailing down to his abs and to the dark pants he wore holding an obvious bulge.
My hands tangle in Calvin’s dark hair when he's moving closer to me again and trailing kisses on the cleavage that was showing through my bra. He easily unclasps it, leaving me exposed in front of him.
I look away, turning my head to the side in embarrassment but he doesn't allow me to, grabbing my chin gently and forcing my eyes back on his own.
" What did I tell you?" He says lowly, watching me with dark eyes.
I'm about to reply until a short gasp leaves my mouth as his hand moves up to my breast, cupping it as he leave trails of kisses down my neck. I moan at his hand on my breast touching me in ways I would've never imagined.
"Hm?" He says, and I try my best to reply but the feelings he ignited in me just from his touch was making it hard.
"T...that I'm-"
My hands tangle in his dark hair when his lips move down to my breast, this time his lips moving over my nipple before he runs his tongue across the sensitive skin. A moan leaves my mouth as my body grows hotter, not used to this feeling.
" Calvin." I groan out when his hand moves towards my upper thigh inching closer to the wet feeling between my legs. The sound of his name leaving my mouth causes his hand to move even higher up.
My breath hitches when he moves his hand under my shorts slowly, leaving goosebumps all over my body as I try holding back the sounds daring to leave my mouth when his hand reaches my sex.
"You're so fucking wet for me, angel." He says lowly, moving his hand away as he gently pulls my shorts completely off. My breaths are heavy as he looks over my body, my chest heaving up and down, desperate for his touch.
I can't help the moan leaving my mouth when his head is suddenly between my legs, and his hot lips are over my panties, kissing me. My hands tug at his hair, wanting more as he removes the fabric, leaving me completely exposed in front of him.
His lips are now running over the bare skin of me, his tongue tracing on me dangerously. The desire for his hands on me only grow more as he touches me, feelings I never thought I could feel erupting all over my body.
His kisses move to my upper thigh before he moves up, undoing his belt as he looks down at me with dark eyes. I watch him, wanting his hands back on me as he takes off the belt, undoing his pants so he was just in black boxers.
The big bulge doesn't fail to make my face flush red, but his hands holding onto my waist, pulling me up so I was straddling his lap distract me.
I gasp at the feeling of my bare sex against his bulge through his boxers, my hands on his shoulders as I look at his dark eyes. My face was probably terribly red, and I could barely control my breathing when his lips move onto the side of my lips, down my jaw and towards my neck.
My arms wrap around his neck as I crave more pressure against my sex, the hot feeling in my body growing more intense.
His lips move back on my own as I slowly move against him, his hands on my ass pushing me harder into his bulge as a low groan leaves his mouth.
"Fuck." He says lowly, only causing me to grow more heated as I push harder against him, moaning into his mouth as his hands push harder onto my ass.
My body moves faster against Calvin as the feelings in my body grow more, so much until I feel myself about to reach my climax until he holds onto my waist to stop me, a frustrated sound leaving my mouth.
"Not yet, angel." He says deeply, causing me to look towards him in confusion.
His hand suddenly moves down my body, teasing my wet entrance and before I can think I feel his finger slip inside of me, causing a moan to escape my mouth as he slowly pushes all the way in before pulling out and moving both of his fingers in and out of my sex.
My moans grow louder as he starts pushing his fingers in and out of me faster, until he brings his other hand out over my mouth, muffling the sounds coming from me.
"Don't wake up the whole house, Lara." He says lowly into my ear as he moves his kisses back down my jaw.
" I...I can't you-" I don't finish when another moan leaves my mouth, his fingers curling inside of me as my hands tug at his hair harder.
His fingers move faster until the feeling completely overtakes my body, the pleasure only growing as he continues, the moans leaving my mouth being muffled by Calvin’s hand until the feeling reaches its peak, and I'm left with a wet mess between my legs as Calvin slips his fingers back out.
My breaths are heavy as I look towards Calvin before I'm gently being pushed so my back hit the bed and he was hovering over me.
My chest heaves up and down, my heart racing terribly fast as Calvin hovers over me, his chain hanging above me as he leans down, leaving a short kiss on the side of my lips. He watches me, his eyes soft as he looks down at me.
I knew what my heart was feeling, how it felt the best around Calvin, how I felt like a better version of myself.
He had no idea how I felt after seeing him everyday, how I felt when I'd search for the yellow bracelet I'd given him, always seeing it wrapped around his wrist.
The way he spoke to me, and listened to me like all he could hear was my voice.
Like I mattered, like I was his world and he was mine.