41. Jasper

41. Jasper
I still couldn't believe that I'm going to get hitched, I should be happy. Right? Then how come I feel like something big was going to happen?

It was not until two days later that he's finally done shuffling his schedule with his PA. We were finally eloping, flight was scheduled, vacation villa had been reserved, clothes had been packed. Tara was excited and Allie was smiling so bright since it was going to be her first trip on a plane.

But there was one last hurdle, he was going to tell his mom. "Look, this is just to let her know I'm not asking her permission. My mom is going to know that we'll be gone for two weeks, she will be asking for Tara."

I was not convinced, I hated that his family has a strong pull on him. Maybe because mine is conveniently absent from me, sure it's because I ran away from home after dad beat me up when he caught me in bed with my first boyfriend and my mom just watches in horror as I was forced to kneel and she lets dad beat my back with his thick leather belt, I couldn't sleep on my back for days after that.

The moment we arrived at his parents, Tara ran into his family home to look for Peggy and Allie followed her. Jasper gazed at me and hurriedly took my hand in his. "We're going to be quick about this, okay? Everything will go as planned." I was antsy the whole morning Jasper told me that we were going to have breakfast with his parents before we go to the airstrip and leave on the company's private jet.

"I'm just to the restroom for a bit, okay?" I kissed his cheek and excused myself, I need to take my anxiety pill. I was a mess on the inside, it was stupid, I should be excited. But somehow the more everything was going to be perfect, the more my anxiety builds. I was falling apart on the inside.

"You can't be serious? how long have you been dating him? have you told Phoebe about this, you know she's going to ask for more money..." his mom's voice was heard the second I entered the smaller dining area where breakfast is served.

"We're here out of respect, not for your blessing. I think we better go, we'll have breakfast on the plane." He kissed his mom on her cheeks, then lower himself to hug his dad who's sitting in his wheelchair looking like he's going to pop a vessel. Thank God, the old man was facing the other way around and didn't see me.

"Come on Ben, we'll call Allie and get Tara." It was his mom's turn to get upset when she saw me, then she hurriedly wheeled her husband out of the room.

Well, that went great...

"So," I started the conversation when we were all seated on the plane. Tara kept us busy the whole ride to the small private airport and now the toddler was half asleep in her seat with Allie.

"Sorry about my parents, but as I said before, I was just informing our whereabouts for the next two weeks." He shrugged, but I could sense signs of disappointment in his voice. That's when I took his hand and entwined it with mine, he sighed and rest his head back, and closes his eyes.

Just as I thought, the whole family thing did not go smoothly. I might let it slide if he's not secretly wanting his parents to accept our relationship, accept the life he's trying to build for himself, and his daughter. It hurts, but I convinced myself that I was there to make him happy, that he's happy with me, with us as a couple.

He was deep in his sleep when I reach into my pocket and swallow my antidepressant then try to relax for another couple of hours before we landed in Hawaii.

Feeling my gut twisted, I kept on hoping Tara's excitement will be transferable to me. I act all excited but the worry stays, thankfully Jasper thought that I was getting nervous because of the upcoming wedding. I was... actually, but I was more nervous about the impending disastrous ending of our relationship. I wanted to slow the fuck down while Jasper convinced me that we should speed ahead. And because I love him, I did just that. All while I kept my pills within reach, just in case I need them.

As expected, my situation arise moments after we arrive at the villa. I was scrambling through my carry-on the second Jasper was out for an afternoon swim with Tara. I need my pick-me-up pills, I was too chill, too relaxed and I need to be more excited for an afternoon with Tara and Jasper.

I should really limit my up and down pills, but in the last few days, my life had been easier with them. My smile was wide when Tara shouts out my name. "Ben, swim!" she was excited seeing me in my swim shorts while Jasper scanned my body appreciatively, I couldn't help but smile at both of them.

"I can't believe I'm marrying you tomorrow." He whispered in my ear once I reach his side.

"Me too," I pecked his cheek and took Tara from his arms. "Hello cutie, are you happy about tomorrow too?" she nods excitedly and gives us her biggest smile. Not sure she understands what's happening tomorrow but she knows the concept that I will be with her and her dad every day until forever. Though I was still contemplating about the forever part with his family being so demanding and all, I take his words and try to believe in him, and hopefully, things will go well.



I was looking at the night sky when I felt Jasper hug me from behind. "Having second thoughts?" he asked, kissing the back of my neck, pulling me closer to his arms.

"It's so beautiful here, peaceful." I sighed and caresses his arms, letting my head falls back to his shoulder. I turned around and cupped his face, "I love you, I can't wait for tomorrow." It was true I want to vow my life away for him, I need him, I need his assurance that he will be my forever, and somehow when I kissed him he was reading into it and he kissed me back with the same eagerness.

"You have such a beautiful soul, I don't think I deserve you." He pushed me against the bedroom wall, "I fucking love you so much." He whispered, grabbing my neck as our kiss was getting hotter, I lose my t-shirt in seconds and he was trailing kisses along my jaw down to my throat. He licked and tugged my nipples one by one, my shorts and boxers were gone not long after. I was naked he was still fully dressed, my wrists were held on each side of my head while his kisses became intoxicating.

"Jasper...baby," I moaned when he swiftly gather my wrists and stroked my dick. My back was flat against the soothing cold wall and I was leaking with precum.

"Sit on the bed." He demanded huskily, I follow his instruction and did just that. I was naked, my legs parted, my dick hard, throbbing for attention as I watched him strip naked, and start stroking his impressive erection. "Open your mouth." He demanded again while trailing his thumb to my lips. He groaned when he took his dick, parted my legs wider with his knees then smeared his precum on my lips.

"Stay still, hands on your knees, and keep them there." I nodded when his hand was on my throat and hold me still, his other hand guide his dick into my mouth, sexily sliding it between my lips before pushing it down my throat. I moaned to his eagerness, and I felt him shudder as he fight with his self-control. He was cursing, his grip on my throat was getting tighter, and all the feelings went straight to my aching cock.

I was a mess the second he starts thrusting in and out, using me, fucking my mouth while my hands stay still on my knees. I looked up at him and all I could see was pure bliss in his face, eyes hooded and lips slightly open as he groans. Repeatedly.

"On your back, hold your legs apart, I want to see you open for me. Wider my love," he demanded and he slides a pillow under me making me more exposed, ready to be taken while all I can do was hold my legs and kept them wide open for him to feast.

The heat crept throughout my body the second he lubed me. I moaned his name harder when he took my legs to his shoulder and pushed his tip inside me. I lost it when he reached my spot and make sure that he hits it over and over again.

"Oh, Jasper I'm going to..." my hands finally gave up, they were sluggish against the sheets. His hands were holding the back of my thighs, pushing them apart, holding them in place while he fucks me hard into the bed. I burst without a warning and her grunts when I clenched his dick tighter as my body climbs down my high. He pumped his cum inside me not long after, his body weight crushed me and I was loving it.

"I love you, I can't wait to marry you." He kissed me hard and thoroughly, pushes deep one last time before he pulled out and let me feel his cum trail down my inner thigh.

I'll be his by tomorrow, I can't wait. I was anxious, but now he had me I relaxed. Maybe this is what I need, maybe he is the one.