Embrace the light (clairvoyant)-Chapter 36. Being Apart

The next day, I decided to come back and stay at my parents'. I still have the keys in my purse, Walt gave it to me when the detective that handled my father's case handed it over to him.

I needed a time off from everyone, Shani was driving me there and she was giving me protection spell for the house, and leave me with a carry on pouch for extra protection. She also said to call her, and she would accompany me where ever I wanted to go.

"I really appreciate this Shani, but I don't think I'll be going anywhere. I just needed some alone time, I'm sure I'll end up with him, just like in my vision. I just need to make myself comfortable with the idea."

She looked at me and gave me her warmest hug. "He's a very nice person Florence, he just had been screwed too many times already by the universe. I'll slap some sense into him after this...."

"If you must, but I want him to realize it in his own way. I'm trying to have my faith in him, he will be the father of my children. I saw our future selves with our children, I looked carefree that day. Something will change, something will make him change. Maybe it's you, maybe it'll be something else, we just have to wait and find out."

She finally left me and head back to her car where Arkael was looking a bit uncomfortable on the passenger seat. I waved goodbye to both of them, they looked perfect for each other, and they bicker like an old couple. They were just that cute, they made me envy them.

I head back into my parents' house and started the mindless job of cleaning the place. Shani was right, the house felt lighter after she cleanses and her protection spell was keeping my mind at peace while I stayed there.

I ordered pizza for lunch and keep the rest for dinner. Walter had texted and called a few times, I hadn't answered his call, nor open any of his messages. I knew he would call Shani and she would tell him where I was.

Sometimes I hoped that he would just barge in and swept me off my feet and take me back to his place. But I knew that he's a good person and that he would give me the space that I wanted.

It was after eight when I decided to retire back to my old room, it seemed like it was years ago when in actuality it was less than two months ago. Wait... less than two months, my period?

Oh my god...

Having that knowledge I was pacing myself, we have been having unprotected sex knowing that in my vision that we would have children, but I never thought it would be this fast. People tried to have kids and succeeded years later.

Damn it! Florence, how can you be so stupid?

But I wanted kids with him... right?

I was conversing and thinking to myself. I was sure that I wanted him, I wanted the future that I had in my vision, I love him and he loves me too.

Shit! I'm just going to go to the corner drugstore and buy a pregnancy test pack, I need to know for sure...

My heart fluttered as I was reminded of him instantly. I missed him already, and I had only been away from him for one day...

Maybe I should call him now?

Nah... I'll call him later with the news...

If there would be any...

I was smiling, and giggling with the possibility. I grabbed my purse and walk to the corner drug store. I was thinking of ways to tell him if I was pregnant.

Maybe I'll call him then he will pick me up...

Maybe I'll go to his place and surprise him...

Maybe...

I was busy with my thoughts and didn't see the car that was coming my way as I crossed the street. I heard the screeching of the tires as the car was trying to stop, but it was closing in on me too fast and my body was frozen, I was truly caught in the headlights until I felt the harsh impact of the hood of the car to my body.

Walter...

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Walter's POV

This was the first big fight that I have with Florence, I still didn't get where my fault lies. I was ready to ask her forgiveness, I love her too much to just let her go. She should know me by now, maybe I was destined to be with her, maybe her vision was real but I was so fucking over in trusting the universe to control my fate.

I was finishing off on my cigar, it had been a while since I smoke. I never felt the need to light one whenever I was with her, I have always felt content with my life whenever she was with me. But as soon as I was alone, I felt the craving for it, and need it to calm myself down.

I do love her, and I was willing to do anything for her. I was texting her but she did not reply to any, I called her but got her mailbox instead. Shani said to give her some space, so I was doing just that but I couldn't get my mind off of her. Deep down I felt something might go wrong, maybe it's our bond thing that Shani mentioned we have, or maybe just because I had been screwed too many times already.

But when Shani told me that she was staying at her parents' old place, that was when I grab my keys and decided to pick her up. It was just after eight when Shani informed me, I was upset with her for not telling me sooner. But she said that we should give her some space and that she had put a protection spell for the house, so she should be safe and Flo told her that she was not going anywhere, she just needs some moment alone.

Deep down I felt that something might happen, I was almost at her parents when I was hit by traffic. Traffic? at this hour? in this area?

Then I had goosebumps, these things appeared every time something bad happen.

Please... not her...

Though my gut tells me that it was her...

I'm so fucking done with the world if I lost her.

Everything was happening in slow motion when I pulled over, and run to the swarm of people in front of me. Few cars were blocking my view, an ambulance was already there, that was when I saw her as she was being lifted in a gurney into the ambulance. I quicken my pace and reach the ambulance just before they close the door.

"Sir, you need to step back..."

"I'm her fucking husband, I'm going with her..." I said to him while looking at her. I couldn't clearly see her, my vision was blurry. My hands were shaky as I held the ambulance door. The paramedic finally let me ride with them in the back after further instruction that I couldn't hear, I just nodded my head at them and sit at the end of the vehicle, and watch as they did the emergency procedure on her.

I was tearing myself apart, at the realization that I might actually lose her. I touched her barefoot and feel her slipping away from me. I was giving her all of my energy, then finally sighed as I hear one of the paramedics said that they got a rhythm. My energy was draining fast, until I finally let her go, feeling that I might faint.

"Sir... are you okay? you look really pale..."

"I'm good, I will be just fine just take good care of her..."

"Dr. Hayes?" the other paramedic recognized me. He didn't acknowledge me before as he was busy with the procedure.

"Dan? give her the best attendance on the floor... I'm good, just focus on her..." I was resting my back to the ambulance seat, as they were checking her vitals after getting her to stabilize for the ER.

Dan was gathering her stuff putting it all back into her purse when the test pack fell out of the baggie.

"Shit! I'm so sorry Dr. Hayes, I'll tell the ER to be prepared..."

I didn't hear the rest of his talk, my eyes were fixed on the test pack.

She might be pregnant...

God damn it!