Chapter 123 .

Chapter 123 .
Ro's pov.

Oh my god my heart bleeds for my sweet babies. I just held Ethan protectively in my arms caressing him every once in a while, but I also reminded him to eat a little.

When breakfast came to an end I just cleared my throat signaling to everyone that I need their attention and they are not to leave the dining table.

"Do you want Elena here for this or do you want the other kids to leave?" I whispered in Ethan's ear so only he heard me.

"I don't want Elena to hear it. I don't want her nightmare to start again." Ethan whispered into my chest and I just caressed his back and held him protectivly.

"Nonna, Mom, auntie Savanna and auntie Leonora can you guys take Elena, Rosie, Theo and Arlo into the kitchen to make some cookies? Ask Mila if she can help you guys make the cookies her Diner was very famous for. The rest of us need to talk with Ethan." I said looking at them with a serious expression.

"Of course Sweetheart, we will give the rest of you some room to talk. And when you are all done, we have yummy cookies to enjoy." Nonna said first with an understanding look in her eyes. Then she smiled sweetly to all the rest of the kids who looked happy when they heard the word 'cookies'.

"Come let's make the best cookies we can." Arlo said smiling at the other three.

We are all so happy that the other kids take to and listen to Arlo. Arlo know a lot about the mafia world, and he also know that not everything is something for the other kids to hear. So he know if we ask him to take them away and keep them occupied it's for a reason. He truly is a blessing.

They all left the dining room and now everyone was looking at me and Ethan.

I moved Ethan around on my lap so he was sitting sideways on my lap and his eyes could be on me, not feeling all the others eyes on him.

"My Heart, Daddy Julian said that it's something you need to tell us but you are afraid we will stop loving you or think you are disgusting, is that right?" I asked him softly, but I also know it's no need to beat around the bush.

But first he need to hear that we all will love him regardless of what he will say. He is our family and nothing will change that. And if what he need to tell us is what Julian fear, we will definitely not stop loving them or think they are disgusting.

Ethan took a grip of my creamy white silk blouse I have on today with both his hands holding tightly before he nodded looking down at my abdomen.

I gently put a finger under his chin and lifted his head up and he had tears in his eyes which just broke my heart to see.

"Baby, nobody here will ever stop loving you, or ever think you are disgusting. You are my son, you are our family. Our love for you and Elena is neverending. Do you remember what I told you that night we brought you home here?" I first said with my motherly tone then I asked with a soft smile.

"You said that many that came into our bedroom have had the same childhood me, Elena and Daddy Silas had." Ethan said with a teary voice.

"That's correct, do you remember what else I said?" I asked softly drying away some of his tears.

"That everyone here would always love and care for us." Ethan said looking down on my abdomen again.

"That is correct. And nothing you say will ever change that. You belong here Ethan, and if you are struggling with something, we will help you deal with it. We will never turn our back on you or Elena and we will never think badly about either one of you." I said lifting his chin again giving him a loving smile.

That made him cry even more and he broke down hugging my chest.

"Will it be better if I ask you questions so you can nod or shake your head? If some of the things I ask you, is what John have done to you or Elena, while Silas have been at school. Things he said he would kill the other one of you, who told Silas or that he would kill Silas if either one of you told him?" I asked him caressing the back of his head and back.

I looked over at Silas and he looked so broken right now, seems like he understands where this is going.

I also looked around at everyone else sitting around the dining table and they all look a mix of broken, pissed of and raging.

That made Ethan nod into my chest and I took a deep breath.

"Okay, the questions I will ask now will be hard Honey, but know that myself and everyone else in this house will be here with you and never stop loving you." I said still caressing his head and he nodded again.

"Have John forced you or Elena to be with him, when you don't have any clothes on?" I asked carefully, and I heard that everyone suck in a breath of air when they heard my question.

Ethan gripped my blouse tighter and nodded into my chest and I pulled my arms more protectively around him.

"Have John ever touched your body when you or Elena had to be naked in front of him?" I asked softly and again he nodded.

I had to take a deep breath now. My poor babies.

"Have he ever put his penis inside your body?" I asked carefully and closed my eyes.

Please shake your head love, please not let it be true.

But Ethan nodded his head and I couldn't help the sob that slipped out of my mouth. I heard Silas sniffling beside me, so did the rest.

I had to take a few deep breath before I could make myself speak again.

"Have he forced it into your mouth?" I asked and I could hear my voice breaking.

Ethan nodded putting his arms more around me and holding me tightly.

"Have he forced it in your butt?" I asked with a teary voice and again Ethan nodded.

"Have he done the same with Elena?" I asked and now Ethan pulled away a little and looked up at me.

"Yes, but on Elena he did it in the other hole, not the one we poop from." Ethan said with his own voice breaking.

"Oh my Heart." I said and my voice broke completely.

I pulled my son into my chest and hugged him protectivly, and I cried, he cried. Everyone around either cried or being filled with rage.

I was just rocking back and forth with Ethan in my arms.

Everyone from old VR looked at Ethan with tears running down their cheeks. Most of us know all to well how Ethan feel right now.