NAALIMPUNGATAN ako sa ilang beses na pagkatok sa aking pintuan, pero wala akong ganang tumayo at pagbuksan ito. I'm still sleepy and so tired!
“Hey Leys? Leysa? Are you there? Sis?”
I heard someone calling me and again knocking at my door. Damn it!
Kaya napamulat na ako sa aking pagkakahimbing, and again I looked around the room, oo nga pala, after I took a cold shower kanina ay nakatulog ulit ako, sa pagod yata sa mga nangyari kagabi between me and Kuya Fred.
Napatingin ako sa wall clock, “Gosh!” bulalas ko at napaupo na lang ako bigla. Shit! Alas-otso na pala ng gabi. Kaya pala, kaya pala kinakatok na ako ni Ate Diana.
“Leysa? Are you sick sissy?” tawag na naman ni ate sa labas ng aking kwarto, kaya tatayo na talaga sana ako nang napaupo na naman ako dahil sa sakit ng balakang at private part ko. F*ck this!
But I need to open the door for ate. That’s why I tried hard to walk like a normal psycho do.
Pagbukas ko ng pinto, nag-aalalang mukha ni Ate Diana ang bumungad sa akin. Sinuklian ko na lamang ito ng matamis na pagkakangiti.
“Yes ate?” I asked her.
Inabot niya naman ang aking noo at leeg, to check kung may lagnat ako or what.
“Are you alright? Kasi kanina pa ako kumakatok, pero no response.” I just smiled.
“I'm fine ate, nakatulog lang ako sa sobrang pagod, si Kuya Fred kasi eh!, pinagod ako ng sobra kagabi. Grabe pala siya gumalaw,” I said smirking.
Umiba naman ang timpla ng mukha ni ate, kaya I faked a laugh and poked her.
“Ang galing niya kasing mag-xbox! Hmm... naglaro kasi kami kagabi sa sobrang walang magawa kaya ayon, anong oras na rin kami nakatulog –kakalaro,” I added and smiled, baka magwala na sa kakaisip ng kung ano-ano si ate eh. Hindi ko tuloy maiwasang hindi matawa habang tinitignan ang epic niyang reaksyon.
What a b*tch!
“A-ah. Akala ko kung ano, so tara na sa baba, nagluto ako ng dinner. Kasi alam mo na pambawi kay babe, kasi lagi akong wala,” tugon niya sabay bitaw ng kaniyang matamis na pagkakangiti at niyaya akong bumaba na para kumain.
“Mauna ka na ate. Susunod na lang ako,” sabi ko na tinanguan lang ni ate at nauna na nga itong bumaba.
Ako naman andito na naman sa harap ng salamin. Staring at my reflection –I smiled evilly while fixing my long shiny hair.
And after awhile, bumaba na rin ako.
Dahan-dahan ang paghakbang na ginagawa ko, pababa ng hagdanan with a sweet smile on my face.
Pagkarating ko sa pintuan ng dining area, natanaw ko na kaagad sila. I saw them, so sweet, sa sobrang sweet nila, lalanggamin na sila sa kinauupuan nila.
Nagsusubuan sila ng pagkain, staring at each other with a smile on their faces. Wow! What a perfect, lovely scene of a married happy couple!
And they were about to kiss when I suddenly entered the area. Still with a sweet smile I am wearing, I stared directly at Kuya Fred and he also stared at me with an uneasy aura like telling me, “Don’t say anything to your sister about what happened last night.”
But I saw his eyes, when he suddenly looked to my sexy body, like he was checking it. Ewan ko lang pero iba ang dating nang pagkakatitig niya sa akin, it looks like he is wanting to eat me, to taste me –right here, right now, and it made me shiver, for excitement just by thinking about it!
He looked back to my face and his uneasy aura changed –it was changed to longing and urged to touch me again. That's why I smiled sweetly and divert my attention to ate and say,
“Hey. What's for dinner, ate?” I asked, and seated in the chair across Kuya Fred's position.
“Here sis, I cooked fish fillet and veggies, because I know you are on diet, right?” she answered with a sweet smile, tss. So irritating!
“Oh ate, I thought you will cook some meat tonight... you know, I am craving for some meaty menu this past few days. But fish is still fine, though. At kung sabagay, it's also good for a balance diet kasi masarap naman din ang kinain ko kagabi–" pabiting sambit ko na parang ang lungkot ko at nanghihinayang, and before I could finish my sentence, I fixed a sweet smile and glanced to Kuya Fred, who I knew was also looking at me,
“—meaty and saucy, right Kuya Fred?" dugtong ko pa. And he just gave me a scary yet nerve tingling look, tinging parang kakainin niya ako anytime. Oh! What a dirty thought I have in my mind.
“Talaga? You cooked for her, babe? Oh! I envy you sis, Fred never cooks for me since we are together. But I think he will, some other time. Right, babe?” sambit at komento ni Ate Diana na tinanguan lang din ni Kuya Fred, hmm... hindi ko tuloy maiwasang hindi matawa sa pinagsasabi kong kalokohan. Kaya napatingin silang dalawa sa akin pero nagkibit-balikat na lang ako and I resumed eating my food.
‘Di na rin ako tumingin pa ulit kay kuya, alam ko kasing kanina pa ito nagtitimpi at nanggagalaiti sa inis sa akin, 'cause I made her baby, sad and envious at me.
I just eat silently, medyo hindi pa kasi maayos ang pakiramdam ko.
After dinner...
Dumeretso na ako sa kwarto ko, wala kasi akong ganang makipagdaldalan pa kina kuya at ate sa sala, bahala na sila roon. I just want to sleep and regain my loss energy last night.
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Nagising naman ako in the middle of the night, because I feel thirsty –thirsty for something. Kaya lumabas ako ng kwarto to go to the kitchen, and I am just wearing a satin nightgown without bra, hindi na ako nag-abalang magsuot ng robe kasi wala naman ng tao sa baba, lalo na at hating-gabi na at wala rin namang katulong sina kuya at ate –and I am sure, tulog na ang mga iyon o baka doing some sexy things, a married couple always do.
Madilim na sa hallway ng bahay, tanging liwanag lang ng buwan na tagos sa mga bintana ang nagbibigay ilaw sa daan ko pababa ng hagdan.
That's why I slowly tiptoed my way to the kitchen to drink some cold water, when someone grabbed me from behind.