CHAPTER 190

Aunt Mary - Hello my loves if you are not on a good day please do not read, this chapter may generate some triggers.

POV AUNT MARY

A month had passed, Sol was well settled in the apartment that Luis had let her stay, she was working with the agency together with Luna, the two of them were still very strange but unlike before it wasn't because of Matteo but because they were both geniuses and thought differently.

Annie was officially on maternity leave because of her high-risk pregnancy. Alice and Luis were overloaded with work even though Luna was helping a lot. Annie's work was being missed a lot and neither of them wanted Alexandra to take over before the agency time because she knew she would do it during Alice's maternity leave and didn't want to overburden her. But even against that she would show up to help. Matteo was vehemently working with his father at the newspaper, he had taken on many responsibilities in order to collaborate with his father who was frequently going to the doctors.

Arthur was much better from surgery and was back at school with his brothers and his "cousin". Luna was very worried about Sol's behavior, that even though they fought every now and then because of their different thoughts, Sol was no longer the same, she didn't care about herself, wasn't taking care of herself, was always sloppy, always in a bad mood, didn't make a point of making friends. She was acting very much in automatic mode.

Today was their appointment with Dr. Allie, their and Alice's obstetrician. Luna talked about how Sol was behaving, causing a bigger fight between the two of them because he was meddling too much in her life. Dr. Allie asked Alice to see a specialist who could even be the same one who treated her, but Sol was suffering from depression and this was common due to everything she had been through. Sol didn't want to accept that she wasn't well, she left the house furious. Three days went by and it was Monday and she didn't go to work. Luna called her because she found it strange that she hadn't answered any messages over the weekend and thought it was just a tantrum and that she needed space to understand that she needed to go to therapy. But she had never missed work and was worried, she called all day and no answer the next day she called again all day and no answer, everyone was already worried. Matteo and Luis decided that they would go look for her and talk to her.

They went to the apartment where Sol was living, knocked several times and nothing, went to the reception and the doorman said that he had not seen Miss Sol de la Riva since Thursday that she arrived very stressed and crying, so Luis got his spare key and they entered the apartment.

Matteo - Sol? Sol, where are you?

Luis - Where are you Sol? We are worried about you, you haven't answered any of our messages or calls - they talk walking around the apartment without finding her. - Where has this girl gone Matteo?

Matteo - is she taking a shower? - knocks on the bathroom door that was ajar - Sol ? are you there? Answer go Sol? please we are worried about you and the baby?

Luis - Matteo I don't know this is strange we should go in

Matteo - godfather if I enter there and see her naked Luna will kill me uncle

Luis - extremely worried - something tells me that Luna will not even think about it, something is wrong son let's go in and now - pass by Matteo entering the bathroom - HOLY GOD !

Matteo - SOOOOOOL

Sol was unconscious inside the bathtub with her wrists full of wounds caused by herself by some sharp object there was blood, her skin was pale, her lips were purple.

Luis - SUN MY CHILD WAKE UP, WAKE UP GIRL FOR GOD'S PLEASE - approaching Sol trying to revive her - MATTEO CALL EMERGENCY

Matteo was in shock at the scene, he couldn't react, he stared at the desperate scene, he could never imagine Sol ending her life, for him although he didn't like her, he saw her as a happy girl, full of energy and determined.

Luis - MATEEEEEEEEO MY SON I NEED YOU TO REACT, WAKE UP I NEED YOU TO CALL EMERGENCY

Matteo - coming out of his trance - okay, I will call - he calls, explains the situation, gives the address and closes - ready should I call godmother or Luna?

Luis - of course not my son, well on second thought call your father and explain what is happening and ask him to come over here

Matteo - okay, I will -

link on

Tom - Hi son, aren't you going back to work today?

Matteo - Crying nervously - Dad to Sol

Tom - What's wrong with Sol? - asks worried -

Matteo - she's dead dad

Tom - how son? - without understanding - what is happening?

Matteo - she has been several days without answering her calls or replying to anyone's message since Thursday to be more exact me and the Godfather came to see what was going on and we found her lifeless

Tom - Oh my God, you are not going to tell me that she is dead?

Matteo - Yes dad, she took her own life, godfather asked me to call you

Tom - I'm coming now son

Matteo - thanks dad -

LINK OFF

Luis was nervously pacing back and forth around the apartment looking for some reason to have caused some trigger to react this way

Matteo - Godfather - there are some letters here - taking his hand - one for her mother, one for you and Auntie and Luna and for me and there is a note

Ticket

I APOLOGIZE FOR BEING WEAK, WHOEVER FOUND ME I ASK THAT YOU MAKE SURE THESE LETTERS GET TO THEIR OWNERS. I WAS WEAK, I KNOW THAT, BUT I COULD NO LONGER LIVE WITH THE MEMORY OF THAT MAN, I FELT DIRTY, I COULDN'T NOT FEEL GUILTY FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO LOVE THIS BABY AND NOT FEELING GUILTY FOR THE POSSIBILITY OF HER HAVING THE SAME DISEASE AS ME.

I NO LONGER WANTED TO BE A BURDEN TO ANYONE ELSE, THANK YOU FOR TAKING CARE OF ME AND THIS BABY.

Ticket

Luis - My God son, that girl's head was in chaos, she was not to blame for anything that happened to him and much less of a burden to us.

Matteo - The only one to blame was that monster, I don't even want to imagine how Luna is going to be, she was already getting along with her even though they fought, I think it was their way of showing that they cared about each other and the baby Luna wanted very much - he was crying.

Luis - I know my son, it will be very painful to tell her and Alice, this whole situation is very difficult, but we need to be strong for them and we need to tell her parents.

Matteo - Wow, her mother will be devastated.

Luis - She will, I don't know what would happen to me if the one who was there was one of you. You know, I barely knew this girl, it was a little over a month, but I was already falling in love with her. She was a little annoying, but that was her way.

The two of them stood there talking, and soon the emergency arrived, along with Tom. All the necessary procedures were carried out. Luís, Matteo and Tom went to the hospital where her body was taken, and did everything that was necessary. After they were released, they went home to tell the others about what had happened to Sol.