Chapter 329: My Enchantress

River POV

Lucky kneels next to the tub washing my hair as he tells me about the horror that is August Abbott. He is truly a monster. I understand how Lucky thinks a little better now. Everytime August raped him he told him how much he loved him and didnt want to hurt him but he had to do what he was doing to teach him how to be a man and learn what real love feels like, from that day on he just associated love with pain and control.

"I'm sorry Lucky for always pushing it on you, it isn't fair to you." I cry as I wipe the tears from his face. He kisses my head, holding my face close to his "Tell me the words my Enchantress." He whispers as he leans closer to me.

I smile as tears fall down my face "Lucky I love you." I say as I put my hand against his cheek.

"River I love you too, with all my heart." I freeze and open my eyes. I look at him and he's staring at me. I can see him shaking. I gently lean in and kiss him. I pull him as close to me as I can as I shut my mind off just enjoying the slow, toe curling, mind numbing intensity that this kiss brings. I pull away not wanting to but I need a minute to catch my breath before I burst into flames.

I cup his face for a minute just looking at him.

He wipes my tears "River I might not be able to say it often but please know your it for me forever. I will always love you. You own my broken fucked up heart." I kiss him hard this time wrapping my arms around his neck. He gently lifts me out of the tub not breaking our kiss. I shiver. He pulls his mouth from mine as he sits me on the counter long enough to grab my robe wrapping it around me. He leans his head to mine as he just breaths, like he can finally get air to his lungs. A knock makes me jump. He wraps his arms around me tightly.

"Do you want me to help you get dressed." He asks. I nod. He moves a little to grab them and I pull him tightly against me "I don't want you to let me go yet." I cry as I push my face into his neck. Another knock makes me jump again.

"Hold on." Lucky says "Baby are you ready for bed?" I shake my head.

"I'm scared." I cry holding on to him tighter. He just hold me as I cry.

"What if I don't wake up again? I'm afraid this is a dream and I'll never get back here." I cry harder.

"Enchantress." He says tipping my head up to his face. He takes my hand and throws his wet shirt on the floor. He moves my hand to his belly right before his belly button. He slowly moves my hand up his hard chiseled chest to rest on his heart, right on the scar that cuts across his peck.

He leans in and kisses me soft on my lips then on my nose making me laugh a little.

"I'm real baby and I'm not going anywhere. I love you River your my sweet and sexy Enchantress. Your perfect for me in every way, perfect for us." he leans in and kisses me soft, slow and tenderly sweet. The fire in my belly builds as I tighten my legs around him. He pushes his self closer to me. He moves his hands down from my hips to my thighs. I moan as his hands hit my bare skin.

He pushes against my center and I push hard against him. I can feel his hardness as he moves up pushing into me.

"River I want you so bad right now baby. I just think we should stop, till your ready." We're both breathing heavy. I look up at and I feel my body trembling but he holds his beautiful baby blue eyes to mine.

"I don't want to leave you guys again. I don't want to close my eyes and be back there again. I'm so scared, please don't let them give me a shot." I cry holding on to him. I can feel him tense up for a minute till he breaths and wraps his arms tightly around me "Shhhh my love. I've got you and I'm not letting you out of my arms tonight. Let's get you dressed then we'll watch a show or something." He kisses my forehead and whispers in my ear "I love you." My body shivers as heat runs through my body. I pull him to my mouth making him moan.

"I love you too Lucky" he kisses my nose and lifts me to my feet. He moves my hand to his shoulder as he lifts one leg, then the other as he slides my panties up. He kisses my knee as he places my foot on his knee and slides my sock on. He does the same with the other. He kiss my chest over my heart before he drops Pickle's shirt over me. He lifts me to his waist. I lay my head on his shoulder. He kisses my head.

Pickle kisses my head when we come back in to our bedroom. I look at the pictures on the wall behind our bed. My eyes tear up as I look at the one from the hotel with me, Pickle and Finn. I miss him so much. A horrible thought makes me cry harder. I try to bury it and to hide it from my boys.

"Kitten, what just happened?" Lucky sits us on the bed. Pickle comes and sits on the side of Lucky so he can see my face or so I can see his. He puts his hand on my cheek.

"It was just a horrible thought. I never should have thought it." I sob.

"Talk to us baby." Lucky says kissing my shoulder.

"It's so horrible I don't even want to repeat it."

"Kitten we love you and we would never judge you. What was it about?"

"It's about Finn." I cry as I turn my face into Lucky's neck so he can't see my face.

"Talk to us baby girl." Lucky says kissing my neck right under my ear lobe. I shiver as heat hits my pussy. I tighten my legs around him.

"I thought if he was dead it would be better then him being tortured. I can't imagine how much pain he's in." I sob. Pickle kisses the back of my head.

"Kitten your not the only who's had those thoughts. We all love him and none of us wish for him to be suffering. I've had those thoughts to and I guarantee we're not the only ones."

I reach for him. He holds his arms out and I loosen my death grip on Lucky and climb over to him. Lucky stands I reach for him, I grab his pants.

"No!" I cry.