182. It's really over?
Sedrik
I couldn't bear to stay on that balcony when my wife left with my daughter. They were both my family, and I was making a terrible father and husband by allowing something like that. I was supposed to not let them go, or at least go with them, but no. I was allowing bad things to happen like that, and it was really shameful for me.
So I ordered drinks to be brought to me, and I stayed drinking until late, trying to escape the grotesque reality that was happening to me and my family. I could only imagine what it would be like if I had agreed to go with Alana to Mashland for a vacation that we so desperately needed. She and I would have had so much fun with the child, and everything would have been fine, but once again, I preferred to put my subjects' desires first.
Being the leader of a pack was both a blessing and a curse.
“She really left, do you believe that, Gwendok? It’s best if I never trust a woman,” I lamented as I drank my ass off.
“I bet she left because she couldn't stand your stench, you idiot.” my friend pushed me with his elbow as we drank together.
I laughed outrageously. “That may be true. I didn't really make it easy for her in that regard,” I commented, and then, the vision of my wife's perfect little body came to mind.
Those beautiful breasts with soft pink nipples, that perfect little belly with some protuberance on the end, those delicate curves that I loved to run my hand on so much, her pink pussy that welcomed my cock so well... Holy shit, how was I going to be able to live without her? From now on?
At that moment, one of my servants approached me and whispered in my ear. “My alpha, a woman is waiting for you in your quarters,” the servant said.
I was on alert quickly. “Was it Alana who had decided to come back?” I thought to myself. I got up from the chair immediately and ran to my quarters.
“Alana, you’re back!” I called with despair and relief at the thought that she had given up on that plan of hers. But when I got there, it was just Zara, my ex-concubine. “Ah, you…” I was disillusioned.
“Alana is gone, Sedrik,” she said, slowly approaching me.
I sighed resignedly. “I know that, you don't need to remind me,” I said, then looked at her. “What do you want here anyway?” I hadn't seen her in a while, I thought she had even left the pack.
“I came back when I heard that you and the witch were getting divorced,” she said, still approaching and stopping in front of me. “I might as well be telling you now that I had warned you this wasn't going to work. Just because you and her are so different is a reason for everything to go wrong.”
I sighed, a little irritated. “Don’t give me that talk, Zara, I didn’t really ask for your opinion. So please, the street door is the house's main purpose,” I said, pointing to the bedroom door.
But she didn't leave. “I heard you were looking for someone to give you an Alpha child,” she said quickly.
“And you would be the last person I would involve in this,” I told her.
“Why do you think that about me? So I, who always satisfied you, was always on your side? Do you remember how we were before the witch Alana existed in your life? You adored me, I was your favorite. You called me to lie with me when you were alone. I was the one who shared this bed with you before that which came to bewitch you,” she declared.
I gave a mocking laugh. “This is definitely not the bed we shared because Alana made sure to change everything when I married her,” I told her.
“Still,” she was composing herself. “I still meant a lot to you in the past. I am the best option to give you a male child, even Peninah was rooting for me. I demand that you take me for this purpose.”
“I'm not going to do that, Zara,” I said. “You had beef with my wife. Alana didn't like you, so if I got involved with you, it would be disrespectful to her. Can you understand this once and for all?” I was feeling frustrated. I didn't want any woman, I just wanted my Alana, damn it!
But Zara was persistent. She unraveled the robe she was wearing and dropped the piece of clothing to the floor, revealing her naked body as she stood in front of me.
“Oh, fuck,” I muttered.
“Do you remember my body, my alpha?” She said she was approaching me. “Do you remember how much you loved fucking me? I was your favorite, and I can be again if you want.” She had an attractive look, and when she lifted her hand beautifully to slide it onto my body,
But I quickly held her hand, interrupting her to keep playing that little game of hers. “The only woman who attracts me is Alana, do you know why? Because she is much better than you or any other woman out there. Because I love her only, and what we had in the past will never compare to what I have with my wife,” I said firmly, pushing her hand away.
She bleated in disgust at being rejected. “It's just that you're divorced now. Your story is over!” She screamed at me.
“Is it really over?” I smiled mischievously and then hurried out of my quarters. If I ran hard enough, I would still have time to catch up with Alana's carriage.