16: Kiss me again

From the shock, I was gradually taken to his kisses. The force of the blow on my chest and my stomach felt like it was being dug up. When his lips moved gently, I closed my eyes and grabbed his clothes. I don't know how to accompany his lips. It's my first real kiss and it's really happening right now.

He put his tongue inside my mouth. I moaned and hugged him. I'm out of breath because of what he's doing. If his cell phone didn't ring, it wouldn't stop.

He let go, walked away and turned around without saying a word to me.

I sat weakly on the end of my bed. I felt my chest which still hasn't calmed down. He kissed me! Oh my God! We kissed!

I was so happy, it was as if I lost my sleep. I've been lying down for a few hours but I haven't been sleepy yet. I still seem to imagine what happened. Everything seemed like a dream. It used to be my dream.

I hoped that he would come back because it took me the morning to wait but he didn't come back. I was not disappointed. I'm confused but the fun prevailed.

Even though I woke up early to prepare Jacob his breakfast, Manang said he left early. My tiredness was wasted.

"Just eat it, Manang." I can't eat it because I'm still fasting.

I just went out, before I started to be possessed by wisdom. I went to the clinic to get a facial and also for other services that help to firm the skin, so my skin is not that big, due to my weight loss.

It was afternoon when I got home. I also had a massage.

I hurried into the house when I saw Jacob's car outside.

"Is it Jacob, Manang?"

"He's in the study room, hija. He's not allowed to be disturbed."

Won't he face me and talk to me? Won't he explain what happened did he kiss me?

Precious, give him time. If you used to tolerate his cold treatment of you. Have a little more patience. And sooner or later everything will be fine forever.

I went down to have dinner. I'm alone because Jacob hasn't come out of his study room yet.

"Isn't he going to eat?"

"He will eat that, hija, when his work is done."

I was expecting to be able to eat with him but it seems that he is deliberately busy to avoid me.

No negative thoughts, Precious. You can eat alone so it's fine.

When I finished eating, Cora arrived just in time.

"Are you the only one here?"

"No. Jacob is in the study room. Why did you come here?"

"You don't want to see me?" asked my friend.

"Want to, ah. Because it's late, eh."

"I'm going to sleep here. Let's go. Let's talk."

I wanted to go to sleep because my friend and I rarely see each other anymore so I let him. And as if I could do anything else, he's here.

"How are you and your married boyfriend doing?"

"We're gone. I have a new boyfriend."

"Married again?"

"You think badly of me. No. Your widower, we are."

"Oh, he's still alive? I thought he's out of the list because as far as I remember he was the one you really wanted, then suddenly your husband became your boyfriend."

He laughed. "You sound sarcastic. Why are you like that?"

"Huh? Am I sounding sarcastic?"

"Yes it is."

"It's another matter. How is your business?" I remembered that he planned to franchise a food cart business.

"That property I'm telling you about is under renovation."

"Really? Where did you get the money?"

"Your half, I owed you. The other half came from my savings." Savings?

"Well, that's good. I'm happy for you, Cora."

"Thanks. Your franchise, not yet. Maybe it will be delayed a little."

"That's okay. I'm happy that you're slowly reaching your dreams."

"I'm happy too. Love life tapos success. I'm such a lucky bitch."

"Yes, you are. So don't ever settle for a married man, okay?"

"But can you settle for a wife who is not your priority?" he stretched.

"Well, there is an improvement in my relationship with my husband."

"Really?" He raised an eyebrow.

"Yup. We kissed." I'm still clapping with joy.

"Really?"

"Yes! Last night." I snorted and bit my lip. His kiss was delicious.

Cora went wild. "Is he drunk?"

"Drinking?"

"Oh, maybe he mistook you for another girl."

My smile faded.

"Who's the girl?"

She shrugged. "Well, you know a woman will approach your husband. We never know."

"You're really ruining the moment, Cora."

Gone. I'm in a bad mood.

He laughed. "Just don't put your hopes too high."

"Yeah. Yeah."

"By the way, something seems to have changed in you."

I smiled. "I lost weight. And I got better, didn't I?"

"Ah, have you lost weight? It doesn't seem like it? And yes, many of your pimples are gone."

I turned my back on him. Cora had a bad trip. He hugged me while laughing. "You're really fluffy."

"Hey!" I scolded him with an elbow.

"Let's go to sleep, Cora. ​​I'll be early tomorrow, eh."

"Alright. Goodnight."

I woke up at noon and I couldn't catch up with my husband. Cora has also left. Didn't even say goodbye to me. He also has no text.

"Good morning, Precious. Here's your coffee. And by the way, someone called earlier. He said he was a designer. He wanted to schedule a meeting with you."

"Why?"

"Didn't say, eh. Maybe business?"

"Ah, okay. You can do it after work. I still have a lot of reports to study."

"Say."

I haven't been able to work out because I have to pay for the designer. I don't know him personally. I just know him by name, so I'm also surprised by his sudden contact with me.

"Huh? Sure it's night?"

He wants me to be a model. A plus size model. I was embarrassed to laugh. I'm not confident and I'm very shy. I'm also insecure about my size and complexion so I'm not sure why he wants to take me.

"Sorry po, huh. Pero modeling is not for me po."

"Think first. Don't make a decision yet."

No matter what I think, I can't do it, eh.

I went home late at night. I just showered and applied skin care before going to bed. Just when I was about to close my eyes, the door to my room opened. It's not a lock, but it's fashionable to knock on the door.

"J-Jacob!" He's here again. Surprised. Nervous. Excited. That's what I feel as I stare at his nearby bulk.

I got up and waited for him to come. Oh my God! What is he doing here?

"W-Why?"

I'm not cursing but shit! He just climbed into my bed and... Jeez! He's kissing me again!