17: Pleasure

"Jacob..." I lay down on the bed because I was weak from his kisses. His passionate kisses were burning and moving. With so much shock and joy, my heart was beating very fast. I closed my eyes and let myself savor the sweetness of his lips. I slowly brought my hands to his shoulders. I took the opportunity to hug him. I've been dreaming about it for a long time. And I thought it was just a dream, but now it's really happening.

I'm not a good kisser but I tried my best to mimic the movement of his lips. It was the best feeling ever. Being kissed by the man of your dreams.

I stiffened when I felt his hand on my chest. He squeezed her while still continuing with his passionate kisses.

Will our first night happen? He continued to caress and squeeze my chest. I wasn't wearing a bra so the top of my chest was already stiff because he was hitting it. It's tickling. My hair is standing on end and my stomach feels like it's spinning.

I was so distracted with his hands that I can't focus on kissing him properly.

"Jacob!" I was alarmed when I felt his hand entering the garter of my pajamas.

He just grunted to me.

"N-Don't," I scolded him shyly.

"It's a shame..."

I heard her chuckle but she didn't answer. His too strong to let his hand inside my pajama and I'm too weak to fight it.

My body was shaking. I closed my eyes tightly because I was so embarrassed, especially when he touched my womanhood that although I was still wearing panties, I knew he knew that I was already wet there. I was aroused just by his kisses.

He caressed me there until I got wet. I just closed my eyes because of the combined feeling and pleasure that was slowly flooding my entire system.

Until he pulled down my pajamas, then he followed my panties. It's really happening.

I arched my back when I felt his finger into my bud. It was ticklish, making me almost orgasm.

He played with it. He traces his fingers into my clit and then slowly slid the tip of his one finger inside my opening. I can't name the feeling. All I know is that I'm getting insane with this new experience.

One of his hands went inside my shirt. When his palm touched my chest I moaned.

I don't know where to turn for so much tickling. I'm getting tired of what he's doing but I don't want him to stop. I was sweating while he continued what he was doing. I was close.

"Jacob, I think I'm gonna cum..." I panted. I could barely keep my eyes open from the overwhelmingly intense pleasure.

His face lowered until he kissed one of my nipples. And with that I orgasmed. I was sweating and panting, my moans were intermittent as Jacob continued to suck on my nipple and play with his fingers on my womanhood.

And after a few minutes, he just stopped me. I'm embarrassed because I've had two orgasms.

Next thing I knew his already naked in front of me. He parted my thighs and positioned himself between me. Good thing the light was off, I was embarrassed for him to see my body.

I pulled back when I felt the tip of his manhood slide into my opening. I was still wet and still ticklish from my release.

"Ready?" he asked.

"Y-Yes..." I hesitated because I knew it was going to hurt. He grabbed both of my thighs before he slowly inserted his manhood. It was too painful. I was sweaty and I thought I would lose consciousness. Tears stream down my face.

When he finally entered his manhood fully, I clung to him tightly.

"Please, don't move yet." It really hurts. Let him get used to my femininity first before he rushes. He didn't move for a minute. The pain didn't subside yet so when he started thrusting, I could almost sob in pain.

It was the most painful four minutes of my life, but after that the pain slowly faded. I felt a slight tickle that intensified until my orgasm erupted again. Jacob immediately removed his manhood and released his liquid on the bedsheet. I want to get pregnant with his child but I understand it if he's not ready yet. Our relationship is not good yet so don't let it go.

I'm hoping that after this night our relationship will start to get better.

Lumabas si Jacob ng aking silid. I don't have time to overthink because I feel so exhausted. And what had happened was part of our obligation as spouse.

My whole body hurts when I wake up. I'm used to body pain because of several months of working out, but what I can hardly bear is the pain in my middle.

I got off the bed slowly, to go to the bathroom. I'm late but I have to go in now.

I showered and I chose a nice dress. One of Awi's picks for me.

Jacob is gone, Manang said he came in, but he said he bought me to prepare food.

"T-Really?"

"Yes, daughter." Manang's smile is also big.

"Did you eat already."

I didn't eat breakfast because I was fasting, so I just ate what Manang cooked. What I can't eat from Manang's preparations, I will just give it to my staffs. Awi can't be here either.

Awi was smiling when he followed me to my office to bring coffee.

"Why?" I asked smiling.

"Looks like you're blooming now."

"Really?" I still looked in the mirror. I also feel that my skin is glowing. I applied thick lipstick because it thickens. I still look like I have lip filler, but luckily my skin has improved so it's not that bad to look at myself.

"Did you work out last night?"

"Huh? No."

"It's like walking for the umpteenth time."

"Ah..." My cheeks flushed.

"Looks like a different work out..." He grinned before leaving my office. I am not very productive today. I am very sleepy because of my tiredness last night. I told Awi not to disturb me first, because I'm going to sleep first. I lay down on the sofa and slept for two hours.

"I'm not going to work out today, Awi." We are getting ready to go home. I want to go to bed early today so I can recover. I don't know what time Jacob will be home but I hope we can talk, or maybe meet at home. Even if he doesn't talk to me, he will pay attention to me. Even if he just greets me and smiles, that's fine with me.

"Get well first." My face turned red again.

"I'm glad you're happy."

I bit my lip. "Thank you, Awi."

When I got home, I immediately went to the kitchen to check what Manang had cooked and also to ask if she knew what time Jacob would be home.

"He arrived at two this morning. But he left right away. He said he had a business trip so he would be gone for three days. By the way, he asked me to prepare soup for dinner."

I smiled. I am happy because my husband cares and appreciates me.

I ate first, before I went up to my room. I took a shower and before going to bed I sent a text to Jacob.

"Thank you, Jacob. Take care."